Numbers have played a major role in my life as far back as I can remember. Arithmetic, then algebra, geometry, and onward into higher mathematics. Five years ago, this was extended to Numerology ... involving the interpretation of the meaning conveyed via numbers/vibration in a whole new way. It was a natural extension for me. At times it became close to being an obsession. Through numerology I encountered a whole new world that I had not even known existed before. HERE and NOW, embedded in the present world, was a new meaning for the numbers and names/words that appeared everywhere. However, while that world was readily apparent to me ... others in my life were blind to it. To me, this "other world" is the very one through which SPIRIT manifests so magnificently.

Throughout the Beyond Imagination Notes, numbers and their interpretation are a major theme. I am moved know to go back and capture the many excursions into this realm that I was moved be SPIRIT to make in the course of the overall journey of the consciousness Wayne.

Two years ago, in 1996, I was moved to start a new work on the Spiritual Interpretation of Numbers. There I explained some of the methods that I found useful for finding hidden meaning in numbers, dates, and names/words. I remember composing it in my mind during a week long drive from Monterey to Boulder, CO and back; and then capturing it in a set of web pages.

The following passages were copied from the Best of Beyond Imagination Notes pages. They comprise most of the places in the notes related to interpreting numbers to find the spiritual meaning embedded therein. The purpose in consolidating them in this manner is to provide a single record that is easier to study for those who find this area of symbolic meaning to be relevent to their life and their path. TheTable provides a summary of the Techniques, Interpretations, and Major Findings. The actual passages from the Best of Notes follow the table in chronological order. I included not only passages that show the methods employed and the meaning I found -- but also observations I made about the larger connections and realizations that I was experiencing triggered by finding spiritual meaning through the numbers.

ENJOY! Feel free to use whatever techniques and methods apply to your path. If you find that you strongly relate to this material, do contact me and introduce yourself. I would enjoy communicating with others who understand the spiritual language I have found/learned from consciousness herself.

9 Oct 94

Many of you reading this now might think that I am speaking in tongues, and indeed I am, for I have been allowed to read a part of the spiritual meaning embodied so compactly in the language of numbers. If it could work so well in explaining all that nature hath wrought, then why would it not apply to the life of man as well and the spirit that is housed within? The problem lies with what numbers to choose and what connections to make. These must be recognized and guided by inner sources; the logical part of the conscious mind is insufficient for this task. This is why scientists have not seen these mysteries revealed. They are too locked in a mindset that does not allow of such things as spirit or consciousness to be an active force in the world. Actually, you might say the only active force, or The Force as in the popular Star Wars movies.

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Am I finding meaning where there was none? Is what I'm finding meaning at all? Then again, am I even finding it, or rather is it making its presence known to my awareness? I sense the later, for I know not first hand where the information comes from that guides these calculations to be accomplished and interpreted. Who taught me that the world of human affairs is founded on cycles of 22 and 78, and the symbols in both the major and minor arcana of the Tarot? Who taught me to trust my intuition to tell me the importance of numbers that are significant to my heart or inner self in some way? These are not things that the average person learns to do. Further, even after seeing what it has done for me, most would not take the time to learn as I did. Why? One, because it is not so obvious that I am not a crazy man. Two, because spirit is not so important to them. It's as if the test is whether one loves spirit so much that it is even more important than the air one breathes. At that point one is ready to know of the truths of the Kingdom of Heaven. At that point and not until.

10 Oct 94

I'm wondering how much of an impact the numbers have on people who haven't awakened and taken the time to know thyself? Earlier, I was wondering if this method of interpreting spiritual reality applies to anyone but me. Can I indeed be that different? Am I so unique, that I now speak a language of my own, that comes across as nonsense to others? No, I cannot believe that. The breakthroughs I have recently experienced are grand and glorious beyond compare. You might say that I have found (actually been given) the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven, or at least to the spiritual world. Why me? Because I was ready. Why now? Because, it is time.

18 Oct 94

The one with vision during the day of God's World or the spiritual world. Not bad. I do indeed feel as if I've received spiritual vision. The blindfolds that had been there are now removed, and I can finally truly SEE, in a way that I have never done before, and possibly in a way that no man has ever done before. Can this truly be so? Is this virgin territory that has not been crossed in this manner? If this is anything like what is to come, I can already tell that my life from here on out will be beyond compare, truly Beyond Imagination; and we will indeed build a better world faster than anyone could ever dream. And, it will be a "land of ashes" for such is what will be left of flesh burned out and renewed by the fire of spirit.

21 Oct 94

My theory that there is a symbolic spiritual world embedded within the physical one is no longer a theory. Everywhere I look there is an orchestration or synchronicity of information that is undeniable. The spiritual world exists, it is here, one only need have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. I believe eyes to see deals more with appropriate I's to see, and ears to hear deals with the fact that the subconscious works with vibrations. If one allows the ego to get in the way, the connections simply don't come.

24 Oct 94

Yes, I went 2 days without writing. However, realizations were occurring so swiftly that I no longer had time to write them down. The questions and answers were moving so fast in my mind that even with a tape recorder, I would have not been able to keep up with them. It's as if I have passed through an intense storm, a storm of consciousness. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it. My world view now is quite different from where it was even two days ago, in ways that are literally Beyond Imagination. My sense is that what I know to be true from my personal experience is so different from the consensus world view and the individual world views of others that I am unique as an expression of individualized aware consciousness. I am definitely The Hanged Man, and The Fool as well.

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I'm in the process of flushing a lot of old beliefs in a very rapid time period. I am a butterfly soaring in a new world and I haven't yet seen any other butterflies in the territory that I have covered. However, I've only had my wings a little over a week. I know where my consciousness has been over it's 36 years of existence, and never has it been anywhere near where it is now. I am free in a way that I have never been. I know that we create our own reality but that we do it primarily subconsciously and that there is but one consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE consciousness, no doubt about it. The physical world hasn't changed one bit. However, my understanding of how it is created has shifted 90 degrees so that it is completely orthogonal to the consensus reality. You might say that is the transformation that I just went through, a 90 degree shift. Even better, an i shift. By laying down my ego, my I, an imagination breakthrough came in that allowed me to see what had been hidden. Everything is the word, everything is vibration, everything is symbol -- yes, everywhere symbol. Whether it's in the Medicines of the Animal Cards, the Tarot, the Runes, Numerology, Astrology, Auras, or even the Symbol Systems of Modern Sciences; the bottom line is that it's all information, information with meanings at several levels. Every word, every name, was specifically chosen. Every action is specifically called out by consciousness to meet a multiplicity of needs.

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The universe is sending to me the exact experiences, messages, and symbols I need to grow at the fastest rate possible. The end is in site. The Aquarian Age is there, just out of our grasp, but the VISION will soon be here in full force. And, the vision of PEACE that it brings will bring every army and militia to it's knees. For the ways of spirit are Mighty indeed, and an army of spiritual warriors prepares to do battle in a war not of hardware but of ideas.

25 Oct 94

My conversations with people have taken on a new level of meaning. There is the ordinary meaning relevant to the common worldview, and there is a more subtle yet powerful spiritual meaning that rides atop all conversation. Remember, that all words are specifically chosen by consciousness, and consciousness ensures that everything is carried out with elegance, including all communication that needs to take place.

26 Oct 94

The key in making these manipulations is to allow spirit or the consciousness within you to do the work. Don't stop it with arbitrary rules and constraints of logic, mathematics, or anything that you've learned about the nature of reality. Look for the hidden meanings in symbols. At first they will seem very hidden, but the more attention you pay to finding them, the easier it gets. Let your intuition be your guide, and let it be a glorious adventure. Literally, what you are uncovering is the spiritual world, or at least some of the pieces out of which it is constructed. Every symbol and symbol system in your world has at least a second spiritual meaning and maybe several such meanings, if only you learn the language and gain the eyes to see and ears to hear. Everything has such meaning, even the seemingly most mundane of things such as your gossip rags. The world is perfect for the level of awareness that exists at this time on this planet. This has been true always, and will be true always. Time is not a physical dimension, rather a collective level of awareness dimension. The collective consciousness learns with each increase in awareness of any member. Yet is this true? There must be purpose to the Play. There must be growth in awareness that results. Now we have a collective consciousness who created individualized consciousnesses as separate compartments of itself. Either these individuals are souls in their own right with their own existence or they are simply compartments from which information about the greater whole is kept hidden. Know Thyself! We only need to express as individualized compartments so long as we are ignorant of our true nature, or so long as we have tasks to do as individuals in this world. Without this compartmentalization, it would be too difficult to focus on keeping it physical. Once we awaken to our true reality as consciousness, everything changes. Our task is then to allow the ONE to express through us, and to do so consciously versus other than consciously. So long as we are learning and enjoying the process of incarnating and helping others we are free to do so. However, it also seems that we have a choice of expressing as an even greater form of non-physical consciousness as Seth describes himself to be. Perhaps now I'm truly ready to understand what he had to say after 20 years of reading and thinking about his words. Consciousness seems more inclined to use me as a vehicle for writing than reading these days, however. So long as she can come up with such wonderful expressions of truth, I'm more than happy to oblige. Actually, at this point, it is more than that, my will is subservient to Thy Will. Let the Plan unfold as consciousness has designed.

7 Nov 94

I need to be more open and playful, allowing consciousness to move more fluidly between numbers using an inner logic that makes sense symbolically though it may not appear to be rational. Not that what I've been doing for the past six months is rational, but now that I can fly to a degree greater than ever, what I bring back needs to a free canvas on which to express with no preconceived notions about how symbols must be connected. The web is intricately woven, and the process by which this occurs is simple in principle but complex in application. In the coming weeks and months, it is time to start bringing information on that process through this channel. Always the words will be accompanied by direct experience, so you will be writing about what you know or have experienced firsthand. We find it is much easier that way. Further, there is really no other way for spiritual evolvement once you reach the level of awareness that you have reached.

14 Dec 94

Over the past year I've been noticing signs that there is a spiritual world coexistent with the physical one. It is primarily revealed in the symbol systems that have been imposed on the physical backdrop. There is a synchronicity of these symbols that cannot be attributed to chance that reveals a divine spiritual order to everything. Thus far, I have caught only glimpses. In some cases meaning of these glimpses has be revealed as well as with 222 in the above. The process is one of putting together a puzzle, only in this case: (1) there is no cover picture to guide how the pieces go together and where they fit relative to one another, (2) no one said there was a puzzle to begin with, (3) there is no information on how many pieces are in the puzzle, (4) there is no guidance on what constitutes a piece, and (5) there is no guidance on whether this is a solitary or group activity. As I wrote that, solitary flashed in my mind. Yet, this only makes the challenge all the greater.

27 Dec 94

The time now just changed from 8:54 to 8:55. In other terms, from 629 to 529. How close this is to the number 528 that started us off on this interpretation of the spiritual world. But is it real, or is it something I've imagined to be so? And, does it really matter? It seems that for some reason, for me it must. Why this is so, I know not. But, there is a definite sense that this is more real than anything else in my life. Interesting that this would come out this way. Yet, for some reason, I sense that I have not yet truly lived. It is not clear how to change this, or whether it is within my power at all. Oh, to be awake in a world that lies asleep. What an interesting state to be in. At the same time, full of awareness, yet lacking the specific means to use it in a manner beneficial to the spirit from which it springs. I am a man, yet I am so much more as well, and it is this moreness that must find expression. How that will be, I know not; but, that it will be is a certainty of which there is no doubt. When is another question as well. However, the timing is left to spirit. To everything there is a season, and it is spirit that decides what that will be for the kinds of things that we speak of now.

29 Dec 94

Reviewing the quotes on the wall in my office, I just made another connection to 528. Looking at the number of letters in two key names Emerson and Thoreau we get:

Ralph Waldo Emerson
Henry David Thoreau

Wayne Ellis Hartman

All of them have 5 : 5 : 7. Reversing this, we get 7:55 or 528! Coincidence, maybe. But, what an interesting one if it is. It's amazing how often that particular number keeps coming up. Also, it is extremely close to the 7 and 56 that are on the centers of my triangle readings. Wayne => NewWay is a 5 => 6 transition that would move the tick from 7:55 to 7:56. There come the shivers. I'm clearly onto something important. The other transcendentalists did not have this natural transition built into their names. Interesting, indeed. The time just wasn't right in their day for such a transition to manifest. They prepared the way, however, as I prepare the way for those who will follow my example.

30 Jan 95

This morning I was a bit annoyed by a car in front of me that was moving too slow during a time when I did not have the opportunity to pass. Intuition guided me to check and record it's number, 2AGV238.

Something tells me that this has many hidden meanings that could tie a lot of things together.

Let's start with 21 7:22 23 8 = 21 8 23 8. This deals with the 21 22 23 sequence from my first name, heart's desire, and second name.

Taking V as 4 rather than 22, yields 21 74 23 and 8. First name, whole name, middle name and reduced destiny number / birthday. That's a lot of stuff that pertains to me. Further, I was not moved to even notice another license plate during my 1.5 hour drive into work.

2A 7 V2 38 = 21 7 42 38 = 21 7 222 38. VISION guides The Chariot from 2:01 to 2:22, through the time of The High Priestess to the time when The Empress can begin her reign.

AGV = Adam God Eve. Interesting. Especially, surrounding AGV by 22, The Fool Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Yet, there is something else that AGV means as well. It will come in due time, as does all such information. There is another piece, [A]dam [G]od [E]ve = [AGE].

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How do I know when to reduce numbers and when they are to be manipulated and arranged in particular ways? The answer is simple, it is largely by intuition. I've gone beyond the point where there is any true conscious understanding of the processing at work in bringing thoughts into my mind. All that I know is that this occurs naturally and I can count on consciousness to bring forth whatever it is that I am in need of at any particular time. There is nothing that could be forced of directed even if I might want it to be. In my present state, I have no idea toward what ends anyway. I have resigned my will to The Will of Consciousness that her works may be done in accord with the Plan. Part of this comes from a knowingness that there is indeed a Plan, a knowingness that comes primarily from having been taught a new symbolic language, one through which spirit reveals herself just as clearly and deliberately as atoms combine to for higher level molecules. This spiritual reality, in all its full glory is there intertwined with everything -- accessible to all who have the ears to hear and eyes to see.

Yet, from my experience this is not such an easy task. One must open one's mind to new possibilities and see beyond what is there in the illusion to the true reality that underlies it and all existence. There is more to life than making a living and having fun. Then again, what is right for me is not necessarily right for another.

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Now 12:16 AM file size 131552 = (31) 15 (52) = (09) 16 (30). The Tower sweeping from The Hermit (09) through Camelot (30). This would require 21 years, through the year 2016. The year 16:22 arrives in 2008 and 16:25 in 2011. 2002 puts us at exactly 16:16. Can this be coincidence as well that these years would have such great symbolic meaning?

And all from a file size, taken at the beginning of the top of the final day of the month. The more I write, the more I am blown away at what consciousness is able to reveal of the Plan. This is not my plan. Further, this is not fiction, though I know not exactly where it originates. One thing after another. Seemingly random occurrances in an ordinary day, yet the miraculousness with which they reveal information about the spiritual universe is beyond any doubt. Could I prove to you that this is so? No! Such is not my job. When you are ready to find this world, it will be revealed to you as well. These notes over a testament to what I have discovered and allowed to flow through me. It has not been revealed to me, however, if or how what I have learned applies to another. I am what I AM.

1 Feb 95

Looked down at the time, it was exactly 7:55. Of course! Looked again and it had moved to 7:56. Am I doing the work that I am here to do or what? It's simply amazing that all these synchronicities can be occurring. How is it that others have not had the means to see things in this manner? But, then again, maybe they have. I can only project people's experiences from what I have read of their writings, and in metaphysics, consciousness has directed me to the books that I needed to read. If there are others who think as I do, they and their works are not known to me with the exception of some great quotes from some very great minds. Why is it that few women have made contribution in this area, especially given that such a great reliance on subconscious and superconscious processes is necessary? Perhaps the problem is that the conscious mind is required as well, but not in a dominant manner as is the custom.

With every breath, I'm being more and more blown away. Information, connections, and realizations are coming so quickly that I don't have time to slow down to capture all of them in writing. I have to trust that consciousness will guide my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51 through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the cycle is 14 years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in the year 2002. There it is plain as day!

This also made me think about what year in the 1800's had this completion property. It was none other than 1870, the exact year that my house was built! Somehow, this cannot be a coincidence. There are no other houses in Monterey still standing that were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians slightly older, but less than a handful. 1+8+7+0=16.

6 Feb 95

OK, took a couple day break, but it was worth it. Still flying high and seeing meaning everywhere but the process has become a natural part of my existence, not a disruptive one. It's as if I'm able to notice the miraculous from a very balanced perspective. I still see spirit operating everywhere, yet I also sense that I my be alone in seeing reality from this specific perspective. However, even with the early explorers in this country, they had a common wilderness that existed on it's own terms about from them. The high country of spirit seems no different. Many have explored it throughout all time, but my sense is that I am the first with my unique set of talents and abilities. Interesting. However, in this case, I know that I need no supplies for consciousness herself abundantly supplies me with all that I need.

Remember that the punctiation marks, while important mathematically are arbitrary seperators when it comes to consciousnesses use of the symbols. It's only when you confine yourself too strictly to logic that you fail to allow your mind to play enough to find the full meaning for the moment. A symbols meaning is highly dependent on the content in which one finds it, For example Wayne's initials 558. On meaning is"2 to 6" = 2 26 6 = 25. Wow!! That one never came up before. That's simply incredible. Reading from the inside out we get 26 26. This is quite remarkable indeed. These are very simple transforms that I've used many times before, but never in this specific way on this specific number.

7 Feb 95

hermit = 8/13/22/26/35/37
HERMIT = 8/13/31/44/53/62/82 = 04 exalted.
buddhist = 2/5/9/13/21/30/31/33
buddha = 22
buddhi = 30
BUDDHIST = 2/23/27/31/39/48/67/87 = 09 exalted.
BUDDHA = 40
BUDDHI = 48

And what about philosopher king? I'm almost afraid to ask.

philosopher king 7/15/24/27/33/34/41/48/56/61/70 2/11/16/23 Philosopher King 16/24/33/36/42/43/50/57/65/70/79 11/20/25/32

Breaking out king in that manner sent a major shiver down my whole body. These are very auspicious numbers. Very auspicious, indeed.

PHILOSOPHER KING 16/24/33/45/60/79/84/100/108/113/131 11/20/34/41

Here we have 78 + 1, 6, 22, 30, 35 and 53 or 88 + 12, 20, 25, and 43. The Hanged Man, Judgement, The Knight of Wands, and Abundance.

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Be NZ keeps coming to mind. Be 58. Be 14 26. Be [14 26] = 74 62. Sum = 136 = 88 + 48.

48 is what I truly am. The Eight of Cups. Five Full Cups of the Senses, and Three of the Mind, yet this is not enough and the man must wander off for more. It's 78 completion is Camelot. It's 88 completion is 40, the Page of Cups, which in turn has a 78 completion of 38:VISION. Now 38 has an 88 completion of 50 which in turn has a 78 completion of 28. Continuing we have 60 with a 78 completion of 18, and 70 with a 78 completion of 08.

I'm on the threshold of another major breakthough again. I can feel it. It's here in these symbols and in this consciousness paying attention to what higher consciousness would have me here at this time. What can I say. The pure beauty is simply miraculous to behold. It's as if I'm flying to heights that no one has ever been too. Yet, I know I am but one of many. I can't wait for the magic that is to unfold as consciousness is truly able to spread her wings in physical form. The glories that will be manifest will be beyond imagination.

15 Feb 95

This mornings observation was license plate 3HUF888 on a brand new Cougar. This demands some consideration 3 H U = 3 H 21, center = H 12. 8 8 8 = 8 H 8, is strongly centered at H8 = 88 = infinity above and infinity below. The sense is that I'm on the F = 6 = The Lovers path, currently travelling the H= 8 road. I appear to be at The Hanged Man stop on the 18 spread that start with 3:The Empress and ends with 21:The World. Supporting me from consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to provide whatever I might need.

21 Feb 95

As I write this it is exactly 9:00 PM. I find that fascinating since that is The Hermit. I just got my pay stub and made a few startling discoveries. A small note attached to the stub associates the number 37 with Hartman, W.E. That's the number of the card in the middle of my "H" reading, corresponding to the King of Cups with his throne riding atop the water (subconscious). Further, it appears that the number 37 is assigned to me by the company, though I had never noticed it before. Interesting.

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The sense is that one interpretation is what is happening physically, and the other what is happening spiritually. The numbers don't help much however if one hasn't learned the alphabet that translates them to Tarot Cards and the associated symbology. Further, unless one allows one's intuition to guide one's reason, all meaning is lost. The process cannot be forced. Spirit expresses via grace, allowance, acceptance, and trust.

My SSN also contains information that I had not seen before. [575-68-2184]

57 = ELLIS 75 = HARTMAN 68 = WAYNE 21 = ellis, Also = The World 84 = wayne ellis hartman jr

Notice how only the first two parts of the name had any overlay. Further, the first name was distinguished as the only two digit part of the number.

Further, I have one brother and two sisters who got consecutive SSNs in Hawaii on the same day that I did. While the HARTMAN part is the same, none of the other parts of their names match.

MARIA = 13+1+18+9+1=42 LEILANI = 12+5+9+12+1+14+9 = 62

DOREEN = 4+15+18+5+5+14 = 63 JOY = 10+15+25 = 50

DAVID = 4+1+22+9+4 = 40 JOHN = 10+15+8+14 = 47

575 = 7:55 = 9:11 [also = 5 to 8 = 528] 2 18 4 Center = 18 3 = 2:27 = 2::07 21 8 4 Center = 88 COMPLETION 2 1 84 Center = 1 41 = 1:63 = 1::53 21 84 Center = 48 THE MAN IN SEARCH OF SPIRIT

Unfolding from the center = 8 62 51 78 54 Reversed 4 58 71 52 68

575 also = eye = VISION

It's amazing how much is contained in a simple 9 digit number. Can it be coincidence that it worked out in this way for me? Surely not. It all just fits too well!

Looking back at the splits in the SSN, the are 5-6 and 8-2. These correspond to bridges of some type. 56, 65, 82, and 28 are possibilities. However, given that consciousness typically embeds itself in reverse, let's see what path is revealed.

4812-86-575 4/8 was birth, 48 was/is spiritual search, 12 is The Hanged Man and spiritual birth, 28 is a major jump requiring god-realization, 86 is Spiritual Strength, 65 is Abundance on a grand scale, 57 is the opening of the Heart and bearing the crosses of the world. 575 is VISION translated into 9:11, The Hermit provided just guidance to a changing world as a New Age finally dawns and spirit can be more fully enfleshed.

Reading the other way, 575 is Opening the Heart and Getting the VISION. 5-6, at the center of my "A" reading and my upside down triangle. The middle is WAYNE, I take this to mean having acquired sufficient Self-Knowledge. 82 is the Emperor Exalted. I can see myself to be a Philosopher King, but I don't see a world ready to offer such a position. Clearly as a man of PEACE, use of force would be out of the question. Interesting that this bridge would be there. The next step is 21:The World, and then 84:The Lovers Exalted.

Perhaps the issue is one of having to traverse the path in both direction, first in the physical so that one would be prepared for the more difficult spiritual journey. This makes a lot of sense. It would mean that the Tarot card yesterday : The Lovers, actually had the meaning that I felt when it came up, that somehow my journey up the "A" reading was completed.

Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I notice the time are at such distinctive moments? I don't wear a watch, and typically don't pay much attention to time. However, much of the symbolic information that comes through involves time related transformations. One that has been extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to "(y-1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways and has yielded some extraordinary results. Whether it is correct mathematically is of no importance. My consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same.

21 Feb 95

File size at last check was 94874 = 9 48 74. One couldn't ask for numbers more important to me. Also we have 8: 74-94 centered at 8:84, Strength:The Lovers Exalted. Unfolding from the center we get 8 47 94 = Strength ASLAN The Tower Exalted. One final interpretation is a time span 8:49-74 with a center between 8:61 and 8:62 = 7:83 and 7:84. Shiver time again. This is 7:05 and 7:06. Another way to express this is 576. This is where my 7:56 ties in! I'm absolutely sure of it. The riders in The Chariot are The Hierophant Exalted and The Lovers Exalted. This is the combination required to unlock the doors to the Aquarian Age.

22 Feb 95

Dinner with Larry was fun as usual. [LARRY TORU HARADA 74 74 33] He has some very powerful numbers in his name! One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are extremely powerful but also extremely meaningful in my major readings. This led us to the question of what the rest were. We found three more in a math book: 496, 8128, and 33550336. Perfect number three is 9 with a span of 4 to 6 centered on 5. This results in 95 = 17, The Star Exalted and = 1::07 = The Chariot Completed.

496 also = 5::56 Interesting indeed!

8128 = 03:28 The Express Exalted:Perfect Number 2. Also = 12:88 = 16:00 The Tower!

The fourth number can also be expressed as the span 18 - 28 centered at 23 = King of Wands = wayne.

28 Feb 95

Of further interest is that going in I was expecting to make a positive connection of some type, yet I was open enough to interpret the interaction as it occured to see what it meant. Another item of note is that the strong message that came through was that once again, I am THE HERMIT, and I cannot necessarily expect that this will ever change. To some degree, I need to be prepared to accept that I am truly alone in the world even though we be all one. The difference is 13655 vs 133655. That is 6:43 vs 4-5:43 = 5:04. This is freaky. 13 6 55. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 6 = 74 : The Benefactor (wayne ellis hartman).

13 36 55 has similar components. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 36 = 104 = 88 + 16:The Tower! Wow! Also, 104 = 78 + 26:The Page of Wands (GOD). 5:04 is The Hierophant:The Emperor. 6:43 = The Lovers:Abundance. Also, 7:21 The Chariot:The World. This too sends a shiver down my spine. That such a destiny may be foretold by a simple act of interpretation guided by a deep trust in spirit as expressed through the other than conscious parts of consciousness is simply beyond comprehension. Yet, there is a knowingness that what comes through is right though it may not be complete.

Something says to look at 133 6 55 as well. 6:55-331 is centered at 6:193 = 7:115 = 8:37. Wow, the time between 37 and 38. I'm coming up on my 37th birthday in a exactly 39 days. That means that I will be starting my 38th year of existence! 0-1 was year 1. 37-38 is year 38. The sense is that the alone => all one transition should be in full force very soon. Let's explore this a bit more. 13655 => 133 655. This requires an intermediate transition of 13 655 = Death 8:11, also = 4 16. Overall we have 20 => 4 16 => 7 16. Sum = 23 = wayne

If we use initial caps 20 => 4 25 => 7 25. Sum = 32 = america If we use all caps 47 => 13 34 => 25 34 Sum = 59 = aquarian age

This makes sense. This year has clearly been one in which I have been riding on my consciousness with a thrown literally on water, not planted firmly anywhere except in spirit or consciousness herself. So, the "H" reading was one of what was to come this year. To some degree we have completed nearly all of it. It will be interesting to see how the rest unfolds. The sense is that the "A" reading is near complete as well. One way to look at the two together is as "AH" = 18 : The Moon. This has been coming up a lot. Reversed, we get HA = 81 = The Empress Exalted, appropriate given the humor with which consciousness expresses herself.

The "H" reading appears to be more like a rotated "I". Considering that the group I'm in at work started as the AI group, and I've never really given up this title, we could also consider AI = 19 = The Sun and reversed IA = 91 = Death Exalted. Interesting. IASOS. I don't know exactly why I wrote that. 91161 = 9 1161. This is The Hermit, and the year before Becket was made Archbishop of Canterbury. That's the closest we've come to a Hierophant. Becket = 253252. Shivers again. Big time. 32:52 is the center. Perfect numbers for ruling. For our time, 32 is literally the establishment of the country of the "I AM RACE". 52 is my personality number.

Split as 2-3:52 = 3:13, now we understand how it split the country in Becket's time. This too applies to the present. We at the point of transitioning through a death experience that at the very least requires a spiritual rebirth. Does science tell us this? NO. Does religion? NO. Does government? NO. Does industry? NO. Does the media? NO. Does any element of our society? NO. Yet, I stand here alone with consciousness as my sole witness saying this indeed will come to pass and with a timing that will take the entire country, and then the world by storm. Spirit has found the vehicles through which it needs to express. Thoughts change the world, and it is by thoughts that deeds will arise to allow the country to be reborn.

Who am I to write in this manner. I am Wayne, a part of the one consciousness who has come to a realization of whom that I AM, at least to the degree that consciousness is willing to reveal to me. By myself, I do nothing. It is only by the power of consciousness working through me that these ideas can see the light of day -- perhaps someday to impact the world. I live moment to moment, day by day, trusting that consciousness has a divine plan for my life and that my chief duty is to come to "know myself" even as I perform the tasks that constitute my destiny.

Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that whether I'm on the right track and offering consciousness the vehicle she needs to get through. It's very interesting because I know that many of the transformations and leaps to conclusions are not founded on anything the left brain accepts as reasonable. The fact that we've reached a point where this doesn't matter is extremely interesting to me. It's almost a sign of operating from spirit, being able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless and timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on their intellect will have a difficult time in the times ahead. Operate from intuition, your connection to spirit wherever you can. As with other tasks, the more you do so, the better the connection will become. Learn to trust the innate wisdom of your spirit. Don't judge things by past or present appearance. Realize that all of your experiences were lovingly put their by portions of your own self for your own education.

1 Mar 95

Some quick realizations from this morning. Might as well get an early start on notes for the month. Yes, I'm highly manic again. The information coming through is literally blowing me away. I'm flying higher than ever, yet I'm also grounded in a manner that I have never been before. I know that I see the world differently than most. And probably differently than anyone else on the planet. Yet, I also know that consciousness lovingly guides me every step of the way so that the discoveries and connections I am being led to make are those required for the Plan to unfold and for me to carry out the destiny to which I was assigned before coming into this particular incarnation. Interesting.

P(6) => 68 to take the world from 9:53 to 9:58 = 11:09 to 11:14. WOW! This occurs within a 5 year span, the starting point being either now or very soon.

P(7) => 38 + 69 to take us from 3:14 to 3:37 a span of 23 years centered between 3:26 and 3:27 or 4:02 and 4:03. Those High Priestess to Empress transitions are the tough ones. Also, P(7) has The Benefactor at one end and 28 at the other.

Overall timing seems to indicate that P(6) transition occurs from now through 2001, followed by P(7) from 2001 to 2024.

2 Mar 93

Also, look at P(32) again 7:56 838 = 7:56 38. Amazing! Absolutely amazing. 7:56 or 428 is my characteristic number. It has been prevalent in my life for over a year already.

3 Mar 93

Watched The Lion King, 88 minutes Lion = 12/21/27/32 and King = 11/20/25/32. It's interesting that a movie filled with such spiritual themes has reached such a great audience, and is continuing to do so. Also watched Fiddler on the Roof, I'd seen it years before, but I don't remember it having such impact. The basic theme of the film deals with change and the breakdown of tradition. Tradition is 20/29/30/34/43/45/54/60/65. Hmm. With a lower case initial "t" we get 2/11/12/16/25/27/36/42/47. Look at the sequence of partial sums that came out of that. That's about as applicable a set of 9 numbers that could have come up. The Lion King was also about tradition, and in particular about how a ruler must rule to allow the Circle of Life to exist in harmony.

8 Mar 95

For dinner I had Togo's #9 sandwich and a large drink. Cost was $5.28. I finished eating at 6:28 PM. Clearly such occurances are not coincidences. It has to be obvious now to anyone reading these notes that there is a consistency in which the spiritual is embedded in the physical world. Synchronicities are the primary bleedthoughs that are picked up by people. However, once one truly opens ones mind to the concept of reality created by consciousness, the door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source consciousness.

21 Mar 95

It is not clear what consciousness has next on the agenda. I feel healed, yet I feel strange again. There is a sense that a major chage is forthcoming. I just drew the 528 card, otherwise known as the 70 Card or the Two of Pentacles. It's completion of all things is The Moon. What better set of characteristic cards for one who might be considered a lunatic. Further 5:28 is The Hierophant, The Man with the World in His Hand. Interesting. The card itself does not appear to reveal this meaning directly. The figure appears to be more as a jester or juggler. Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has been uncovered over the past year has been by looking beyond the obvious and by allowing consciousness to make connections that had been embedded into the deck years ago. It is not clear yet whether the authors of the deck consciously knew what information they were passing along in their deck. Much of the symbolism was obviously placed onto specific cards, however, the artist may have been visual, receiving the cards as whole entities with symbolism built in. Then again, the deck was a collaborative effort by Ryder/Waite. This lends credence to the idea that the two were moved to consciously embed the appropriate symbology into the deck -- probably on more than one level.

It's interesting that this has been the only deck that I have been drawn to, and that the symbology is so relevant to me. My sense, however, is that much that I see has no relevance to others. I have found the keys to the kingdom. Verily, they were there within me all the time. I cannot pass the keys on to another, it is up to them to find the keys within themselves. Here, the script is not written in stone. Each individual is given as long as it takes, but must suffer the illusion so long as they fail to open their eyes to see and open their ears to hear.

What determines who gets what parts in the play and hence what chance to reach enlightenment or at least greater conscious awareness? Answer 1 is that it is all ONE consciousness, so it really doesn't matter. Answer 2 is that each gets that experience that is most appropriate for its development and the development of the whole, given it's present state and what is needed by the whole. Personal experience is closer to answer 2 because of the identity continuity of individuals. The Self has a continuing existence independent of the ONE. Actually, independent is too strong. The separation is apparent, not real. At some level, there are no separations. No separations! Just as they said in Jonathan Livingston Seagull. The apparent is not real. Yet, what does that really allow? To dream, and to actualize those dreams, for such dreams are the fabric through which consciousness weaves the illusion of reality. Illusion is an interesting word. 93331965 = 9/12/15/18/19/28/34/39. Notice 1965 embedded at the end. That was 30 years ago. It was also 7 years after my birth. Is that when the Chariot started? It's completion would have been 22 years later in 1987, the year I got married. The 9:The Hermit and triple 3 seem important as well.

"Illusion" breaks down this way all the time. It was only now that I was moved to break it down and allow consciousness to guide the interpretation expressed above. Once again, consciousness through no intent of my own conscious mind, other than offering my faculties as her voice brings through new information that I had no means of knowing consciously. How many coincidences does it take to demonstrate that the spiritual is real? This is not asked of the one through which this comes but of all others who may read these words.

23 Mar 95

File size 49098 09:08-04, currently stopped at 09:06. Interesting. The Hermit:The Lovers, clearly a peak state of awareness. And yet, it resonates in some way. It's a very detached state in many ways, a state heavily tied to consciousness and barely tied to the world. The butterfly state in many ways, flying most of the time, and only occasionally coming down to touch the ground. Interesting. The backward sweep moves from The Lovers to The Hierophant at the next tick, and then simply to The Emperor. It seems that the world needs a spiritual leader to guide it to an understanding of itself, but after such understanding is achieved, people must stand on their own interior link to consciousness and spirit.

One thing that struck me as odd was something Larry said yesterday, something to the effect that nothing that he had learned thus far in his existence had any real lasting value. Interesting. Not surprising, but interesting. And, if Larry is figuring this out and being moved to find something meaningful how many other are as well. I've been moved in this manner for over 20 years and believe I've find what I was looking for and more, far more.

Nothing prepared me for the experiences that began just over two year ago, 5 Mar 93, and got serious in Jul 93, landing me in the hospital in Oct 93. Further, no outside source got me through the experience -- no books, no people, especially not the psychologists. To this day, I cannot recall any true support after arriving to the hospital other than getting placed on particular drugs. Interesting that this would be so. I remember several failed attempts at trying to get through to people who could help once I left the hospital but it was not meant to be.

Interesting how the play unfolds. But, how else was I to learn the lesson of the 62 Card, and further yet the 6 Card: The Lovers, but also the nature of contacting the Superconsciousness. Every step along the way consciousness has allowed me to experience what I needed to experience for my highest growth. Am I that different than others, or does consciousness grant this same privilege to all. Then again, I have not met anyone with the same narrow focus that I have. I can understand how people might find it difficult to relate. Our inner worlds are really generated by our concepts of how the world works. My concepts have gone far beyond what common sanity is able to accept. This speaks nothing of their validity. Copernicus spoke of a sun centered world at a time when the Church advocated a Geo-Centric point of view. In due time, Copernicus' view won out not because it was necessarily correct, but because its utility was greater. In the end, it seems that utility is one of the best measures for consciousness exploring itself and its world. Simplicity seems to be another indication that spiritual truth is close by.

Does it really make sense that this is an elaborate Play. Yes. Absolutely, consciousness would have it no other way, Play = 7317 = 7/10/11/18. 72, the complement of 16:The Tower is also hidden therein. Why am I not surprised that this be so. After all, that's the major purpose of the Play, to get the conscious and subconscious to jump out of The Tower into enlightenment.

How is it that I'm given this insight? Why is it that I have a need to know? Perhaps others do as well but it has not yet been made known where the writings are to go. Notes, such a simple name, 56251 with a span of 14 from 51-65 centered at 58. 258 = 5:28 expressed a different way. So, these notes are the means for achieving the 5:28 state. Clearly, they have been a source of education that far surpasses anything else in my experience. Who better to have as one's teacher than consciousness herself. But the teaching is not through the words alone. Throughout, my personal experience has served as the background over which the material may come through.

26 Mar 95

Also noticed in the Homes Magazine that HavenHill is still on the market as well as the 10,000 square foot mansion with the huge fireplace and chairs similar to mine. The later's price has dropped from 6.2 M to 5.3 M, still a bit out of reach, but who knows what the morrow will bring. The picture of the house highlights a great room and desk/office area where it appears that decisions of world impact or at least country impact could be revealed by consciousness. HavenHill w/ 19,000 square feet at 2.95 M is even more of a bargain but something about all the yellow inside doesn't feel right. All the heavy woods of the other mansion are far more enticing.

Why do I mention this? Is it Ego still there thinking it is that special that it is deserving of such a setting? I think not, but there is a sense that my setting should be such as to allow consciousness to most fully operate through me. Also, the caliber of people that consciousness needs to influence and awaken through me is great indeed. Such a setting befits calling in such people for their spiritual enlightenment. Interesting. Is this real, or am I simply justifying a fantasy of an ego maniac. My sense is that we'll know soon enough. My 37th birthday marks the end of my 37th year. I've been walking on my subconscious throughout the year. Now we come to 38:VISION. It will be fun to see what lies in store in this year ahead. It's interesting that my life is aligned with the Cards of the Tarot, in particular the Ryder/Waite deck. I remember the second time that I went to see Dr Adolfo over a year and a half ago that I told her that the Numerology and the Tarot book was the book of my life. I still feel that to be as true today as it was then.

27 Mar 95

Last file size was 64888 = 8x8 888. Interesting. Time recorded was @ 10:48. Definitely interesting numbers. In particular the triple 8 is fascinating.

30 Mar 95

I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling, but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however, my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my home in Monterey.

File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop. The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have expected that to come up once again. The universe or consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.

528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.

5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits come out this way.30 Mar 95

I've had a sense since the first time that I saw my house that it was where I was meant to live. It wasn't a deja vu feeling, but an intuitive knowingness. This is the house where my Tower experiences are to occur. For over five years however, my work in Sunnyvale has been over 80 miles from my home in Monterey.

File size = 74 5 84. This is a very interesting place to stop. The Benefactor:The Hierophant: The Lovers Exalted. The midpoint is the 5:79 = The Hierophant:The Magician Exalted. Also = 6:57, reversed = 7:56. Now, who would have expected that to come up once again. The universe or consciousness keeps stamping out the message 7:56. Let's explore a bit. 576 = 5::136 = 6::48 = The Lovers:: The Man In Search of More. 6 is at the top of my "A" reading corresponding to the large diamond on my ring. 4 8 is my birthday and the card describes me to a tee. It's simply amazing. Further 48 reversed = 84 = 06.

528 = 5::88 = 6::00 = The Lovers::The Fool.

5::28 = 440+28 = 468 = 6:48. Very interesting that the digits come out this way.

3 Apr 95

Here we go again, the start of a new month, but a special month -- my birth month. In fact my 37 birthday is only 5 days away. I'm looking forward to what my 38th year has to offer. The past year has definitely been one of riding on the subconscious, and what a ride it has been! 38, however brings forth VISION, followed by 39 in 1996 which carries the gifts of VISION forth into the world. It will be interesting to see how this VISION, as a combination of subconscious and conscious processes manifests. For much of the past year, I've felt powerless to do anything, an actor in a play just going through the motions. To some degree, it has been a troubling time, yet it has been a time of the greatest spiritual growth in my life. My level of awareness now is far greater than it was a year ago. I know for certain that I am surrounded by a spiritual world even if my body does not appear to have benefited from this knowledge.

4 Apr 95

The network just went down again, providing for an interesting piece of information for me. When I started the computer back up again it said:

Attached to MOD_SIM ... 04/04/95 4:44:44 How interesting that so many fours would show up.

The question for the day is: what does all of this mean? Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the youth unaware of the hand of god offered to him -- the halfway point to 88, the number whose completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield 82 = The Emperor Exalted.

Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you believe, none other than 44, The IV of Cups, the very number we were just talking about combining with 38, the card from yesterday. It's as if the universe hit me beside the head with a sledge hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is beyond reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to see, nor ears to hear what I have seen and heard and know to be true to the innermost of my being. Most people look outward and ask why things are the way they are. I look inward and ask what I need to do to allow spirit to bring forth that which is required to change these things. The world is created from the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the world. How many people in America would believe this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it seems that this is indeed the way the reality game is played. Interesting.

One more point. This morning, on the front page of the sports section, the most prominent jersey number was 44. The only other jersey was 13. I remember because I added the two to get 57. I also added 44 + 31 (13 reversed) to get 75. 57 = ELLIS. 75 = HARTMAN. Interesting. Also, 44 = wayne ellis. [23 + 21].

5 Apr 95

Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached 7777 @ 6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once again the numbers of the cards from the center of my triangle reading. Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hand. But, this jumps out as 2:48, The High Priestess:The Man in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely jackpot time. So, what does this mean? Jackpot = 1132762 = 1/2/5/7/14/20/22 with a small j. Jackpot = 31. JACKPOT = 76. This number comes up quite frequently. It is the year that I graduated and the year of the bicentennial of this nation. It is also the year that my niece Jamie was born. The Tarot card, the VIII of Pentacles has a man working away oblivious to any other concerns with many pieces already completed. Hum, 4 x 7 = 28 as well.

The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and Woman pushing cups together while the "winged lion above the caduceus" hangs above them. The man who has the wisdom to interpret knowledge from the higher worlds to others. Something about this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is another card of the family of 6.

06 is The Lovers dealing with the relationship between conscious and subconscious and superconsious. I believe I've learned this lesson.

15 is The Devil dealing with the restrictions we place upon ourselves by remaining in ignorance and failing to look to the light of spirit.

24 is the Queen of Wands. My natal Sun shows up at 24::26 Pisces on a Sidereal Chart. The completion number for 24 is 64, renouncing my will completely for Thy Will.

33 is the 7 of Wands, with six senses firmly established and the seventh: the ability to leave the body at will about to be established. This is also the Christ vibration.

42 we've identified above. The sense is that we are almost there, my wife and I, even though our paths for seven years have been so different, it is now time to really come together as two people, each with something valuable to bring to the party. As to how the winged lion manifests, we'll just have to wait and see.

51 is the King of Swords, the King of the Desert. His justice is swift. I don't yet relate to this card personally but I may when the time is right. However, I just noticed that its completion is 37: The King of Cups, a number I am highly familiar with. Also 51 reversed is 15 discussed above.

60 has the Conscious leading the Subconscious and Superconscious through the calm waters. Interesting that this is the reverse of 06 where conscious looks to subconscious looks to superconscious. Interesting indeed. Also, the completion for 60 is 28, the number that most closely represents god. Further 6 and 28, the two numbers associated with 60 in meaningful ways are PERFECT numbers!

69: The Ace of Pentacles is the number that shows the fruits of allowing consciousness to flow through us and do its works. It shows the rewards of working to manifest spirit. The completion number is 19:The Sun, of course, representing spirit.

78: The Ten of Pentacles is the completion of the Tarot. Its completion is 10: The Wheel of Forturne.

87: The Hermit Exalted. Its completion is 1, The Magician. Interesting indeed. It's amazing the The Hermit showed up in this sequence.

96: The Moon Exalted is next. (1:18) Also 1::08 Strength

105: The Ace of Wands Exalted (1:27) Also 1::17 The Star

114: The Ten of Wands Exalted (1:36) Also 1::26 Page of Wands

123: Black Robe Exalted (1:45) Also 1::35 Spiritual Inheritance

I'm not sure what that was all about but there is something about the sixes that are particularly attractive to me. To some degree these define and map where my experiences will occur within the matrix of possible experiences. Actually, they are only possible because my present awareness does not fully recognize the nature of how physical reality is created. I still sense that I am more an observer than a participant, though this may be a problem. It seems that more of a balance should be in order. In some ways, I am not happy with my life. Yet, in other ways, I would not trade my experiences in consciousness with anyone. Being happy appears to be a choice, not a result of any particular events or things. Actually this is not quite right either. Happiness seems to be a natural result that just happens when things are going right and one's life is in order with a reasonable level of fun, enjoyment, and fulfillment.

7 Apr 95

Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 = 4.285714 degrees per year. Now isn't that an interesting number. Also 84 in itself was 06: The Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of my whole name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS. (You are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed = 1/4/9/10/19/22. Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40. URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers = 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED.

You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U" = SUN ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet which be true. Something tells me that I'll know soon enough. But, there is definitely a strong Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to the core of my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents.

Given that Uranus is at 05:31 Capricorn, it has 24:29 to go to get to Aquarius. This is not exact because we're looking at things from a skewed perspective on the earth so planets go retrograde at times and don't move at exact rates across the sky.

By my calculations this transition to Aquarius should occur in 5 years 260.1638 days. This is a very interesting number as well pushing us almost exactly to the beginning of 2001.

19 Apr 95

The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19 in a 24 year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this makes ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the digits individually we have 5:The Hierophant and 9:The Hermit. It's interesting that Her(m)it is contained within Hierophant except for the m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well. Hierophant = 8959678152 = 8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60. Amazing, The complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so prominent in learning the language of spirit. Further, the complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted. No other combination satisfies the equation x + (78+x) = 88. x=5 is the only solution! It appears that the reverse partial sums may be revealing as well: 2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60.

I'm interested in PHOENIX as well 16 08 15 05 14 09 24 = 91 = 13 = 88 + 03. 1. 16 08 balance the 24 at the other side. 2. 15 05 are side by side as in my inverted triangle. 3. 14 is surrounded by 05 + 09 = 14. 4. The total results in Death Exalted = The Empress Completed. 5. Evenest split is 4/3 resulting in 44 + 47. [also phonetic split!] 6. Every other letter has a single digit value, and only these letters. 7. 09 is surrounded by 14 + 24 = 38 = VISION.

Something says to reverse things 61 08 51 05 41 09 42. Originally reversed the single digit numbers including the preceeding 0 but something felt wrong.

phoenix = 7865596 = 7/15/21/26/31/40/46 Phoenix = phoenix + 9 = 12/24/30/35/40/49/55

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Coincidence? I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68, wayne and WAYNE respectively. This is especially interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week ago. The numbers deal with "Reduction" and "Total Reduction". I wonder what these words reveal. Nothing else on the chart appears to be important for any reason. Reduction = 18/23/27/30/33/35/44/50/55, the same outcome as Phoenix. Further, this shows up as the upper right card of my "X" reading and the partial sums are quite meaningful, every one of them. "Total" adds 20/26/28/29/32 = America/Victory/I AM Race. Further, the partial sums again have great significance.

Total Reduction = 32 55, 23 to 55, sweep of 32, centered at 39. 39 indicates that it is time to bring my message of Peace and Change to the world. This is also 5 2 33, which could mean that the 33 state occurs in 5 years = 1995 + 5 = 2000. It could also mean that 33 occurs in 5 months on the personal front. That's as early as September of this year. Interesting, since the current job situation is somewhat uncertain past this point in time.

32 + 55 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. Interesting indeed. Is this confirming what I AM or what I am to be in the times ahead. I AM = 9 1 13 = The Hermit:The Magician:Death. The total is 23 = wayne. I'M = 9 13 = The Hermit:Death. Sum = 22 = The Fool, my Heart's Desire.

24 Apr 95

Now there is something more 1968 is a key year, the eleventh year of my life (for most of it, anyway) 19+68 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. My intuition says to break 5795 into 5 795 which = 5 5 2 800 = 5 528 00. There it is again 528. That number shows up so many times that it's become somewhat of a verification that I'm reaching the conclusions that spirit is moving me to achieve. Why? This is of no import anymore. I know that I am on the path that is right for me and that I have achieved a direct connection with source consciousness that I can count on to give me all that I need. My only obligation is to express what spirit would have me express to the greatest degree that I can.

26 Apr 95

Just made an interesting discovery. RIDER TAROT = 99459 21962, 479 and 937. The first of these = 5::39 = 6:11. The second 9 37 stands on it's own. 6 is the top of my "A" reading, 11 the middle of my "X" reading, 9 is who I AM, and 37 is the middle of my "H" reading.

Further, the totals are 36 + 20 = 56, the middle of my downward point triangle reading.

Capitalizing adds 8 x 9 = 72, resulting in 128 = 78 + 50. Interesting! If we just capitalize initial letters we get 56 + 27 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

937 also yields 38 as a center point. 479 = 47 9 = ASLAN : The Hermit. Also, this can be reversed and split into its single digits 9 7 4 = The Hermit : The Chariot : The Emperor. The Chariot is the center of my upright pyramid reading.

9 74 = The Hermit : The Benefactor. 9 7 4 = 7:94 = 7:16 = The Chariot : The Tower Exalted. All of these interpretations call to my soul, confirming my purpose and meaning in this existence. This specific tool was specifically designed to build my intuitive skills. It may do that for other's as well, but the world that I live in is Wayne's World. In that world, I only know that which I experience. I trust my consciousness and awareness -- I don't necessarily believe much of what the illusion presents as reality. Yes, I appear to be subject to some restrictions as a part of taking form in this illusion, but it is not clear that those restrictions are absolute. My focus now is WHY, what is the meaning of it all. Each day I get closer and closer to the answer. In the meantime I observe what I am moved to do, and do what I can to keep as awake as is possible for me at this time.

Curious. 47 + 9 = 56, and 74 + 9 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

937 = 10 * 88 + 57 = 10::57. 937 also = 11 * 78 + 59 = 11:59 = 1 2 12 = 12 12. So, hidden within TAROT we have 12:12. One just has to see things from the right perspective and allow one's intuition to guide one to the meaning that is hidden in the symbols. The transformations are simple. The require no calculators of computers. Simple additions, reductions, and multiplications more than suffice -- along with a few special operations that consciousness is aware of verbally, but that have no mathematical basis. Logic does not reign supreme in this realm. It can be a useful tool at times, but intuition will not give way to a logic that lacks spiritual dimensions and awareness. At least my intuition won't give way to such. Consciousness simply will not allow it.

Tarot Card for today is 76. This card deals with happily doing the work which must be done and doing it well without regard for much of anything else in the world. In short, one's work becomes one's life. In general, this might be poor advise; but, for spiritual work one cannot live in any other way. The pentacles are aligned as 6 complete, 1 in work, and 1 to be worked. 6:11 again. Interesting. The workman's clothes are threadworn, indicating little concern for appearance and single-minded focus on the job at hand. Hmm.

The completion for 76 is 12 : The Hanged Man, a card that I relate to deeply Also, I graduated from High School in '76. Something said to draw another card. 14: Temperance came up. This is the completion for 74 : The Benefactor [wayne ellis hartman]. Further, '74 is the year I found Seth, or Seth found me, or consciousness brought the two of us together. Connection after connection after connection. Further, these two surround 13, 75 = Death, HARTMAN. 75 is also the laborer whose plants come up with all leaves and no fruit. The second number gets modified by changing HART MAN to HEART MAN. That changes the count to 80 and makes 8 : Strength its complement. 80 = 02 = The High Priestess Exalted. 74, then becomes 79 and makes 9 : The Hermit its complement. 79 = The Magician Exalted. Adding Jr. 84 becomes 89 = 11 = Justice Exalted, the Center if my "X" reading. It also puts