KEYWORDS: Consciousness, Awareness, Peaceful Revolution, Spiritual Awakening, New Age, Aquarian Age, Superconsciousness.

These notes document my own spiritual awakening. They are presented as they came through my own consciousness. How they came, and where they came from are a major focus of my present being. "Know Thyself" is as true today as it was thousands of years ago. Hopefully, in these pages you may find something helpful. At the very least, this is a thoroughly documented case of a mind that has gone beyond itself to know awareness.

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NOTES AFTER OCTOBER 1994

These are the voyages of the consciousness Wayne, whose five year mission is to seek out new realities and to boldly go where no consciousness has gone before. A bit lofty perhaps, but two years of experience seem to demonstrate that this is indeed my present mission.

The trigger for this surge in writing was an astrological event that occurred in the summer to fall of 1993. Uranus and Neptune were exactly conjunct for the period from July 1993 to October 1993. And, the two happened to be exactly square to my natal Sun. During that time, the very foundations of my reality including everything I believed were torn away extremely abruptly. From that time forward I have been moved to write these notes of my experiences. To date, two years into the journey, the notes number around 1200 pages; this from someone whose total output of non-work related writing was less than one hundred pages as of October 1993 and over 3/4ths of that was from March - August 1993. That's for a lifetime that includes over 20 years of metaphysical studies.

The notes are stream of consciousness writings. You'll be seeing the work of a being confronting it's reality as it presented itself in realtime. Some of the methodology, especially related to manipulating numbers may not be clear at first, or even at all. Don't worry. Voyages into the unknown are not always meant to be clear. These are the methods that I used and the reality that I found. Don't expect that they will necessarily work for you, and don't think that you will necessarily find the territories that I have found. Rather expect that what is right for you will attract you naturally, and you will find your unique way to experience your own reality. Feel free to borrow whatever you are attracted to and use it in any way you are moved to do.

Another warning. Some of you may find that I have gone off the deep end from what you accept to be sane or real. All I can suggest is that you skip whatever you are uncomfortable with. My beliefs and interpretations have a logic that makes sense to me but may not make sense to you. As far as I know, I am sane and basically rational -- however, I give my intuition a very wide berth and I urge that you do the same for you will be surprised about how much this entity knows about the true nature of reality. Also, as you'll find, I'm the first to question my own sanity at times. However, I am confronted with the task of explaining some very strange experiences and coincidences. In particular, this requires creating a world view that is large enough to account for these experiences.

I'm not asking you to believe or do anything unless you are so moved. Neither will I prove that what I believe is true overall. I could not, even if I wanted to. Beliefs always stand on shaky ground and utility is the only true measure of their value. If we know that something is true, we don't have to bother with beliefs. Take from these notes whatsoever would serve you. I hope you find the journey both fascinating as well as educational. I know that I have. I don't know what else to say to warn or prepare you for what follows.

Copyright © 1995, Wayne Hartman, Revised -- (1 Jun 96)