5 Jul 94
Knowing that the new age is coming is a start. Knowing that we are spirit enfleshed is the next step. Thinking that these things are so is not enough, knowing is what counts in the times ahead. This distinction between thinking something and knowing it is a very important one. All of reality construction is based on it.
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This material is differentiated from other material because it deals with a soul dealing with reality as directly and as honestly as I can. Further, this soul is caught between two worlds -- the present world and the world in the new age. This continuing journal is the documentation of how the transition happens or will happen based on the best available evidence and insight that can be found. We are walking on new ground here. There is not much to go on. Further, there is little evidence to impel us to believe what we believe. This, however, does not deter us. We are part of a future that is rapidly becoming NOW. There is nothing that can prevent this event from occurring, it has been forecast for millennium and planned for in great detail. The next five years call for a show unlike any seen before in this part of the Galaxy. Spirit, indeed, does have a grand extravaganza planned -- definitely one not to be missed. But then, if you're around, you came to be a part of it all. The fireworks will be amazing as belief systems and consciousness start to emerge into the ONE that they truly are. And then your earth will burst forth as a SUN to show its newly acquired spiritual brightness.
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You might say that I am a madman, believing in all sort of things for little to no reason and hearing voices in my head that in turn come through my hands onto these pages. Yet, the voices are kind and the messages they offer are helpful and educational. If these be from parts of my own consciousness that have been newly freed, so be it. It matters not from whence they come. What matters is the truth and love that is imparted. As consciousness, one of my highest goals is to come to an understanding of as much of what I AM as I can. I would advise that others do the same, but this is a personal choice that must come from the Heart. Once the choice is made, however, life changes, and events are drawn into one's life to reveal the nature of oneself. Once the path of self-discovery is begun, a host of angels assist one along the way. It is there for whosoever chooses it, but the universe does not insist or force one to grow. Actually, this is not quite right, within all life there is indeed an inner urge to grow, but it is not refined enough to guarantee spiritual growth, though it does support it in some cases.
In the destiny of a Nation, where will my role be? Am I to be as a king, and guide them to new way of living that will be required in a new age? Or, am I to be a prophet, prophesying a time and age that may or may never come? Why is it that I must have such a great role in the times ahead? My only real answer comes from what I know of my own abilities. I know them to be at least one in a million, maybe greater. Those with such abilities are called to use them in their life primarily for the betterment of humanity. Individuals with great gifts are given great tasks to perform that more than challenge their gifts.
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There is not just one plan! Their are many plans interwoven of the same materials and characters. Each of you have many roles and responsibilities to carry out, some great and some small. This gives your life the richness of interconnectivity that you experience. When I speak of The Plan, it is the one of Consciousness itself. It is The Plan that will carry us to the New Age by assuring that sufficient smaller plans are aligned with it. There is a question of whether The Plan really exists until it is enmeshed in the physical consciousness of people. Of course it does. It is what propels this whole experiment in the development of consciousness. This is all for a Great Purpose. There is Great Meaning behind Life, Existence. Spirit is Manifest. Time and space are illusions. Events and scenes in the game of life, illusions also. It is the march of spirit that is the purpose behind it all. Throughout the centuries, spirit has explored many avenues, unbeknownst to it that its sole purpose was to come to know itself. What it was not told was that it was one, and that it was the experience of the collective whole that was being driven to come to knowledge of itself. All the wars, all the suffering and pain, all the happiness and exhilaration, everything experienced anywhere was part of this great coming to know oneself as individuals in countries in one world. The secret societies and metaphysical disciplines, they too have been part of this great endeavor of spirit. The great souls provided the dearest examples of spirit in flesh. Perfect examples for others to follow.
7 Jul 94
There is a lie that we have bought into about what constitutes the good life. It is a lie that sustains a way of life. We believe we are free and that our economic system serves us because we have so many choices as to where we can buy our goods and services and what goods and services we can buy. But, does this really constitute freedom? We get a free education, but who determines what agenda should be covered by that education? Why are we not treated as the complete beings that we are? Why aren't all of our needs addressed -- physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual?
The key reason is that we don't act as a whole and insist that we organize our infrastructures in a way that deals with all of our needs. The bottom line is that we all need and deserve to have our needs met in all four areas. As a society, it is important to create the infrastructure to make this so for many people. What were doing is enabling people to actualize. Actualized people make for an enhanced society in many ways. This is the first step towards cooperation and cooperative interdependence. Overall, we'll find that cooperation is far superior to competition in many areas of endeavor -- especially those involving human services. Interdependence comes from allowing for specialization and its inherent efficiencies. The degree to which we are advocating such behavior requires an overall level of trust in the sanctity of the whole endeavor.
It's not clear that we're ready for this level of expression as community. However, I sense that many are, will soon be, or would like to be. At some point the threshold will be reached and such communities will start to manifest. Some may wither and die initially, but others will blossom and grow. A community is an entity, a form of life and activity unto itself. Each will be unique, because it is a composite of its members. Yet, there is an overall structure as well that permits substitutions/replacements of individuals and allows for changes in processes/ relationships.
9 Jul 94
If I had essentially unlimited funds, I'd look at every area activity that I felt should not be pursued and I'd hire away the best and the brightest and find something positive for them to do, funding whatever beneficial research they chose to engage in. The rational is simple. These activities threaten my world, and they must be stopped -- and it's such a simple step to stop them, all it takes is the money and the initiative. In most cases, removing the best and brightest will be sufficient to stop progress on the work.
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More and more, I see that I'm supposed to work at the level of dealing with the whole picture. I need to understand who knows what and where their knowledge fits in the grand scheme of things. Further, I need to integrate multiple viewpoints into a holistic world view. The focus seems to be on the nature of reality and reality creation. In particular, it seems I am responsible for figuring out how our understanding of the nature of reality and reality creation can be altered in a manner that allows spirit to be more fully expressed in flesh. Once this has been achieved, the additional flow of spirit can achieve the required works of advancement. The bottom line is to follow whatever expression of spirit that one can bring through. Too many people live a basically automated existence devoid of higher spiritual expression. This is a choice/situation that no longer has to be.
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It seems that each time we make a choice we further limit not expand our freedom. Nonetheless, if the choices are all made satisfactorily an enjoyable lifestyle can arise. We can get used to our chains no matter what they are and come to think of them as the gifts and pleasures of life after awhile. So long as we are kept from dreaming or envisioning what could be, what we have is enough, we simply don't see the limitation. So, how do we soar to freedom?
10 Jul 94
There is some reason that I am a Hermit. I come from an order that is dedicated to helping systems through major or life threatening transitions. Earth is now in such a state of transition. Those of us of the order work alone. We operate with a degree of separation between us and those that we assist. Our focus is on the level of spirit that is manifest in a system. We determine where it flows easily and where it is blocked and do what we can to help remove the blockages. Our sole aim is to allow spirit to be more fully enfleshed wherever we can.
11 Jul 94
But, is there not any way out -- can not one accelerate the path by which one gets beyond the illusion? Yes indeed, such can be done. However, few seem to realize and experience this. They are far too lost in experiencing their illusions. They wouldn't think of freeing themselves from their own limitations.
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Throughout history there have been times when the course of human events were greatly altered because of men who believed in ideas whose time had come. This is another of these times, but it will demand that we integrate all that has come before -- seeing what was right and what was not from much more spiritual eyes. Our consciousnesses will have no trouble distinguishing. The time has arrived to establish a new order, one unlike any known before. It's time that we truly establish a Heaven on Earth. It is well within our abilities. All that it demands is a resolve and willingness to cooperate and make it so. Of course, we also need to define what "Heaven" is to us.
Where does control and power fit into all of this. The answer is, it doesn't. There is no power structure in the new age that resides with particular individuals. This individual have functions, roles, and responsibilities in line with their abilities -- but they do not wield power over anything. People that are operating in a cooperative interdependent structure achieve an overall strength for the group, but not for any specific individuals. People have jobs that are necessary for the society to function as a whole. In theory, no one job is any more important than another. In practice, those with greater abilities will have greater roles to play -- but, because the abilities are there and because jobs of the greatest importance will have qualifications of character as well, there will be no chance that positions are abused.
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How do I transfer what I know and how I feel to others rapidly. I sense that there are many who are at a crossroads in their life, in limbo between a way of life that they no longer find satisfying and a new more spiritual way of life that they want to express but haven't found the means to do so. These are the souls that I need to reach. They are on the forefront, the first phase of the Legion of Light. They specifically came to lead the way that a host of others might follow. These are advanced souls, only now remembering who they are. Each has a chosen position to fulfill and a purpose and mission. These Lightworkers will indeed be known by their works, and their works will be glorious indeed.
13 Jul 94
Overall, it is not yet clear how we create an infrastructure that frees people from lack on any level, physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual. But such is what we must create as a society if we are to keep that society from crumbling at its very core. It is time for us to decide that we will build such a self-responsible community where all members are fairly and equitably treated. We need to be a society of people helping people, not one of people hurting people or people in fear of people.
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Do what you love, just do it in a manner that provides benefit to society as well. Society is a web in which every individual has their place, their roles, and their responsibilities -- but also, the means for meeting their needs effectively and efficiently.
21 Jul 94
Eternity can be experienced in a moment of any duration. The nature of how we experience time is a mystery. As such, it is unlikely to be unlocked or revealed in our meanderings of consciousness. Mysteries have a sacredness around them. They are infested with spirit to the point that our standard means of explanation have little to no validity. Mysteries are to be experienced and known, not analyzed and understood. They strike our heart and intuition first, and then leave their impression upon our brains. They draw out our sense of awe and wonder and elicit feelings of great joy and ecstasy.
Let the magic happen! That the world may change to allow the Age of Aquarius to be ushered in to see the Light of Day. It stands there waiting for its appointed moment. LIGHT will express itself, as gloriously as possible, and we shall see a brilliantly golden millennium of peace, the likes of which has not been seen on this planet before. But, there is much change necessary to bring us to this point. From whence will such change come? Who will provide the motivation and the means to carry this out? It can only come from spirit moving individuals to act in a united manner to create the world that we truly want to live within.
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Independence does not work as a valid way of existing in a spiritual age. We are all ONE. Within ONE, there can be no independence. Whatever is felt as separation must be illusion -- and independence can only be experienced as otherness and separation from. As a country, so long as we so rigidly identify freedom with independence we cannot manifest our spiritual destiny as a wayshower nation. But, how do we even begin to get beyond this? It is so ingrained within us. The only thing I can see is that something drastic is going to have to happen to make us aware of our need to cooperate with one another, and how interdependent we already are. Then, the shift is but a minor one that is obvious in light of the experience. With some of the natural disasters we have seen examples of this, where people are absolutely amazed at how well people helping people works, without the government or any outside agencies getting in the way. When faced with a common "enemy" so to speak, people rise to the occasion and live their lives heroically.
So, why isn't this same cooperation applied to everyday reality? Why does it require a disaster to evoke? Why can't people be the heroes that they truly are all the time, or at least much more often? For in such times are our lives truly lived. Our destiny is set by how we handle such moments. Also, by how we attract ourselves to such moments. Each of us must choose how we will express those unique powers that we alone possess. There are many channels for expression, none of which are required. We are always free to choose. However, we also evaluate our progress in this existence by the lessons we learned and the choices that we made -- but, we do this after the fact at a time when we cannot change what we had chosen.
25 Jul 94
In the end, what matters is that The Plan is achieved so that all consciousness, the ONE can be raised. Such is the cry of spirit. For all this time we have played out our game in darkness. Let there be Light, that all may see their true nature as spirit and release the chains of bondage to darkness that they have accepted as a part of their being for so long.
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Knowledge of self is indeed the greatest of gifts that one can be given. It is given only to those who have prepared themselves to be ready to receive it through steadfast dedication to the pursuit of self-knowledge. There is no other way. One gets what one focuses on. For spiritual growth, one must focus on the unfoldment of the flower of consciousness. Consciousness itself must be nurtured, understood, realized, and transcended in a seemingly neverending process. This requires observation and great patience. The self will not be rushed in its awareness of the Self. Everything occurs in its proper timing. The whole purpose of the game is ever-expanding awareness of self. At some point, this self becomes Self becomes ONE becomes ALL THAT IS. This is a very powerful process, however, it is the only game great enough that it could engage consciousness so thoroughly. And, what an engaging game it is!
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Being Buddha, and being God, and being Cosmic Consciousness -- these experiences were wonderful and I lost myself in the immensity of the experiences. Now, I realize that I am these beings, but only as a small part. However, if I took a cell from my right thigh and were to ask it who it was -- it would answer Wayne, just as any cell would. That is the only identity it knows. It has no separate existence. Similarly, when Wayne acts from a state of mind that is in synchrony with Buddha then Wayne is Buddha. It also didn't hurt that my birthday happens to be the same as Buddha and that I live in a town next to a town where there is a Chinese restaurant, the Golden Buddha, that has a huge Golden Buddha in the restaurant. When you operate heavily from the intuitive side, associations are of great importance and there are no coincidences. All the details are intricately planned to have specific effects. It's amazing how fine this granularity goes. There is layer upon layer of meaning interposed upon one another in a fashion that allows each of us to get the specific stimuli and experiences that we need for our highest growth.
As you can see, it is easy to get lost when you are exploring new country without any references points and with no support. However, as a wayshower, my sense is that there was no other way for me to experience this. My hope is that others can benefit from where I have gone and what I have documented. Even more important, I feel that I am in a position to be of service to others undergoing this kind of change by being able to ask the right kinds of questions to assist a person in the psyche transformations and belief system changes that occur. Jointly, we can develop a new framework for identity that incorporates the awareness shifts and serves the whole person.
26 Jul 94
The moving hands continue to write, and having writ, not one word can be erased. For the sequence of words has passed from the unseen to the seen. And, even without physical witness, consciousness herself perceived of the creation. Yes, every such act is an act of creation. It is new and fresh, bringing what was not into being. How magnificent is this process of creation that it could occur so easily and so often. Many look to a beginning when God created the Earth, the Heavens and all that is within them. But, I ask you to look at your own creations as well. Eden did not have roads and sewers and bridges. Nor did it have cars, TVs, computers, phones and any of the other inventions that have sprung forth from the minds of man and been made manifest in physical form. Further, it did not have all the ideas and information in all the books that populate your libraries, both fiction and non-fiction. All of this and much more, are the creation of your unique consciousness -- not individually, but en masse, with each individual cooperating in an appropriate manner. The Play progresses, and the inventions come at an ever accelerating pace; but, to what end? Where is all of this going? It is important to realize that none of this was by accident. The divine hand has been there guiding the way all the time. Inspiration was provided when and where it was needed to allow the Plan to unfold as written.
There are no accidents. Life is not evolving by chance. There is a definite moving force behind the scenes that ensures that the proper events occur to facilitate the growth and expression of consciousness. Our path has been to explore separation. We did it very well, carrying it to extremes that were unknown on other planets. The experience has not been all positive, however. We have almost ceaseless periods of war, and much brutality and inhumanity that has accompanied our interactions among one another. Yes, we learned from this. However, it is not clear that we really got the spiritual lessons. One needs to look at events from a higher ground to see their meaning within a larger context. This is very difficult for an individual to do alone. But, the collective books written on various events and their meanings may indeed have captured this for the entire race. We need to stop looking at our actions as independent things done by individuals and start looking at the collective action of the whole as a body. Because we have a collective mind or collective subconscious, we do get the benefit of whatever anyone puts into that collective entity. Further, since the subconscious operates on a need to know basis, we are given access to whatever information is needed for us to carry out our tasks. That is, provided we have developed our abilities to receive such information. This requires development of both the conscious mind and the intuition.
27 Jul 94
I'm enjoying my role as the characterizer of reality, trying to figure out how everything fits together from a global perspective. This also involves figuring out the overall themes which work their way through various ages and places. However, the understanding only needs to be at a high level consciously for a whole swell of subconscious information to kick in. It's as if we're working with icebergs and the conscious mind is only aware of the parts above water. To see the massive parts below, one must first have some inkling that they might indeed be there. Then, one needs to find appropriate tools or capabilities to explore what is there. If we have proper beliefs about how these normally hidden parts of mind function, we've taken the first step towards harnessing their capabilities. The goal is to operate as a whole being in doing whatever tasks that one has taken on in this existence.
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We have to start with a basic agreement as to how we treat one another as brethren. This is the key. Barring that, the war is lost. We have to know that there is spirit within each and every one of us, start searching for it, and find ways to bring it out. This alone is the path towards correcting our social ills. Every one of us counts. Every one of us has great value. We are spirit enfleshed, lost though we may be in whatever illusions we currently experience. For some souls, the illusions are much darker than for others -- making it that much more important that they get whatever help they need. We help because there is need, and the whole role of Light in the game is to fill whatever need is found, wherever it is found. Each of us is a worker of Light. Part of our responsibility in this existence is to spread that light. Not necessarily just among friends, but, to wherever it is needed. This does not mean that you should help anytime there is a chance for you to do so. Help for a portion of your time that feels right to you, and do it in a way that maximizes its impact.
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For most creative people, inspiration just comes. Some say it comes out of the sky. Some are struck, as if hit by lighting. Some have an Aha experience from out of nowhere. Consciousness is the single source that provides all such inspiration. In all of these experiences, we have a temporary union of the individual with the universal that results in the creative spark. Such creativity can only come from spirit tapped to consciousness itself. Since all spirits tap into the same source, this source can orchestrate what creativity is expressed where and how. To a large degree this determines the impact of the work on the world. How beautiful. This makes for a simple and elegant method for executing a large part of the Plan. It's interesting how our computer systems are employing similar principles to create a wide variety of applications. Science has indeed progressed enough to get us ready to understand what we need to know to embark on the new age. It's as if we've come to a crossroads of time and space. Wow! We even have the physicists talking like religious mystics. It's clearly time for a unification of religion and science -- or, at least, of metaphysics and physics.
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Looking back, the millennium had to go as it did for us to learn the lessons that were required on a scale necessary to place them in the mass consciousness. Each step along the way was absolutely necessary. Inventions were not chance occurrences, they were gifts of consciousness. In many cases, these gifts literally changed the world in very important ways. I won't enumerate these changes and the connections between them. Others have already done this, although they might not agree with my divine gift interpretation.
Did we really have to experience it all? Even such things as the holocaust? I would answer yes we did, every last atrocity -- but also every act of kindness. I can't take it a step further and answer why, what real purpose did it serve? We just had to know first hand how cruel we could be to one another if we relinquished personal power and responsibility to a bureaucratic system that was not infused with spirit. But, why on such a grand scale? I can only guess because it was so important to learn this lesson. The other lesson was one of how low the darkness of hatred can sink. It's not clear that the world has really learned either of these lessons.
30 Jul 94
My VISION of the country and the world says there is a better way, and it starts via the formation of a society. A society is greater than a collection of states or a government. A society is a collection of people that bond together for the greater good of all. In a society, each member is taken care of in exchange for providing their services in some manner that benefits the society. We already know that we have more people than we need to provide goods and services to people in this country. However, we also know that there are many things that need to be done that there is no money to pay to do. To me this is stupid. As a society, all of the money is all of ours. If we have carpenters out of work, and carpentry work that has to be done, we're simply wasting resources. The day of the carpenters time that is lost can never be recovered. We need to think in terms of people being the most important resources in this country. Then, we need to construct an economic system such that all of the people are employed in ways that use their abilities and talents in a manner that ensures that sufficient goods and services are provided to meet the collective needs of individuals. Further, we need to ensure that the infrastructure is established in a manner so that the overall lifestyle is improved.
31 Jul 94
So, here and now, what is it that I can do to facilitate the growth and to start to carry out my mission? You are already doing what you can do. Enjoy the magic of it all more often. Look out and truly see the grandeur and wonder that spirit has wrought. For, it is spirit that has done all this and even more that lies unseen beneath the surface. See the world as the unity that it already is. Don't place this unity out somewhere in the future. It is here and now -- we have only to see it through a different set of eyes. As soon as we see differently, the world will have already transformed. We repeat, you don't have to wait for the world to change for you to see it differently -- change your seeing of it first.