7 Mar 96
Yes, it's the 7th already and this is the first time I've found time to write. Since finding Spirit Chat 10 day ago, it has consumed the bulk of my free time. However, my sense is that this is exactly what I needed. It's allowing me to make connections with people that are literally "all over the world".
The 2184 = 888[hex] discovery last week was a major revelation, as was 822-888, a span of 66.
12 Mar 96
Interesting numbers coming up. 7:55 came up on Friday morning, Friday evening, and again on Monday morning. I've been doing a substantial amount of writing -- either in the form of e-mail correspondence or in terms of posts on the Spiritual Web Chat at Stonehenge. I'm meeting some interesting people. In fact, I've probably met more people over the net in two weeks than I have in person over the past few years.
Job situation seems to be settling itself out. I've been told anyway that I have a position in the core engineering group indefinitely. However, there is a strong inner sense that this is temporary. The spiritual work calls with a voice that will not be denied any longer. Yet, the bills must be paid ... and it doesn't seem right for me to charge for the spiritual work. I do what I must do, but I do so because it is what I love to do. This is not work. It is the playful expression of spirit through me. I benefit in the pleasure of doing, and in what I learn as a result. So, whence comes abundance?
My focus is clear, to do that which I am moved to do by the force which flows through me. Thy Work be done, that is what I agreed to on 1 Oct 93. I have no reason nor desire to change that commitment. The Work must be done. I willingly do all that I can, all that I came to do, even though I am not consciously aware of exactly what that may be. By now, I trust the process by which consciousness expresses through me. It is the primary tool I have for facing the "unknown", Rune 25, how appropriate. It seems facing the "unknown" is a major part of my mission. Hmm, the "unknown" might also be the "void". Curious indeed.
20 Mar 96
She = 1985, 85-91, span of 6, centered on 88. How curious! Interval goes from HE = Chariot Exalted to 91=Death Exalted.
12/20/93 is when Beyond Imagination was born.
The Hanged Man / Judgement / The Devil Exalted
20:21-93, span of 72, center at 20:57. Now isn't that a kick.
20(hex):57(hex) = 32[I AM race, Christ]:87[Hermit Exalted]
Just checked the time. It was 5:28, of course!
By the way, BI = 29 = "light" and 29(hex) = 41 = "Wayne".
bi-polar
29-76319 = 2/11 - 7/13/16/17/26 total = 37
Just noticed 26(hex) = 38 = VISION; 11(hex) = 17 = The Star
17 to 38, span of 21:The World, centered at 27-28! WOW!
27 Mar 96
Yes, this is already the 27th. And, yes, I am still on page 3. It's been a very productive month for Beyond Imagination, just not for these notes. Interesting.
spirit = 179992 = 1/8/17/26/35/37 = King of Cups = my age this passing year! Now isn't that amazing. Why is it that I hadn't realized this before. Another 12 days and it's on to 38.
Spirit = 19/26/35/44/53/55 = Top right of my "X" reading.
SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted = Bottom Right of my "A" and "X" readings.
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Just noticed, I would be 74:The Benefactor in 2032, and 84:The Lovers Exalted in 2042. There is still a sense that this body will be ashes in 2025. Though, that doesn't necessarily mean my spiritual mission will be complete at that time -- only that it doesn't continue from physical form. This is NEW. Haven't thought in these terms before. But, it seems plain as day right now.
ashland = 1183154 = 1/2/10/13/14/19/23
23(hex) = 35 = my birth number.
ASHLAND = 1/20/28/40/41/55/59 = The Aquarian Age
59(hex) = 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading.
ashland => ASHLAND = 23 => 89, a jump of 66! Isn't that a kick!
Transition is 23 => 35 => 59 =>89. This requires jumps of 12, 24, and 30 respectively.
12:Hanged Man, achieved in 1993
24 = "X", also 24(hex) = 36, achieved in 1994
1224 is the 12 triangle.
30:Camelot, also 30(hex) = 48:Man in Search of More.
4/8/96, the 48 triangle, is only 12 days away.
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68(hex) = 102: "X" Exalted 57(hex) = 87: The Hermit Exalted 75(hex) = 117: The Knight of Cups Exalted
Total = 304: The Empress:The Emperor !!!