1 Feb 95
Looked down at the time, it was exactly 7:55. Of course! Looked again and it had moved to 7:56. Am I doing the work that I am here to do or what? It's simply amazing that all these synchronicities can be occurring. How is it that others have not had the means to see things in this manner? But, then again, maybe they have. I can only project people's experiences from what I have read of their writings, and in metaphysics, consciousness has directed me to the books that I needed to read. If there are others who think as I do, they and their works are not known to me with the exception of some great quotes from some very great minds. Why is it that few women have made contribution in this area, especially given that such a great reliance on subconscious and superconscious processes is necessary? Perhaps the problem is that the conscious mind is required as well, but not in a dominant manner as is the custom.
With every breath, I'm being more and more blown away. Information, connections, and realizations are coming so quickly that I don't have time to slow down to capture all of them in writing. I have to trust that consciousness will guide my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come through in these notes. notes = 56251 = 2:51 through 65. Midpoint is at 2:58 or 528. Also, the cycle is 14 years, so 7 remain, bringing us to 2:65 in the year 2002. There it is plain as day!
This also made me think about what year in the 1800's had this completion property. It was none other than 1870, the exact year that my house was built! Somehow, this cannot be a coincidence. There are no other houses in Monterey still standing that were built in 1870! There are a few Victorians slightly older, but less than a handful. 1+8+7+0=16.
3 Feb 95
The revelations continue. I don't believe I've ever discovered so much so quickly. My focus is direct and the material being revealed is absolutely fascinating -- definitely the highest expression of spiritual truth that has come through this channel.
6 Feb 93
OK, took a couple day break, but it was worth it. Still flying high and seeing meaning everywhere but the process has become a natural part of my existence, not a disruptive one. It's as if I'm able to notice the miraculous from a very balanced perspective. I still see spirit operating everywhere, yet I also sense that I my be alone in seeing reality from this specific perspective. However, even with the early explorers in this country, they had a common wilderness that existed on it's own terms about from them. The high country of spirit seems no different. Many have explored it throughout all time, but my sense is that I am the first with my unique set of talents and abilities. Interesting. However, in this case, I know that I need no supplies for consciousness herself abundantly supplies me with all that I need.
Remember that the punctiation marks, while important mathematically are arbitrary seperators when it comes to consciousnesses use of the symbols. It's only when you confine yourself too strictly to logic that you fail to allow your mind to play enough to find the full meaning for the moment. A symbols meaning is highly dependent on the content in which one finds it, For example Wayne's initials 558. On meaning is"2 to 6" = 2 26 6 = 25. Wow!! That one never came up before. That's simply incredible. Reading from the inside out we get 26 26. This is quite remarkable indeed. These are very simple transforms that I've used many times before, but never in this specific way on this specific number.
7 Feb 95
Forgot to mention that I watched two outstanding film on Sunday: The Story of Louis Pasteur, and Mr Smith Goes to Washington. I was particularly astonished at how ridiculed Pasteur's work was by the established scientific and medical community alike. Run out of town, he persisted anyway as a madman, eventually coming up with cures for anthrax and rabies. A very powerful story of a man fully guided by spirit to do what he came to do.
The second film was excellent as well. I remembered parts, but I felt overall like I was watching it for the first time. One has to wonder how in a city where such great men and their ideas can be so grandly immortalized in stone, we can get corruption on such a large scale. Government of the people, by the people, and for the people cannot work if a free press cannot deliver accurate and reliable information to the people. In the current environment, it is for the most part the press, not the people who are in control of the minds of the voters -- and not just in their voting but in their concerns, and their consumption patterns as well.
hermit = 8/13/22/26/35/37
HERMIT = 8/13/31/44/53/62/82 = 04
buddhist = 2/5/9/13/21/30/31/33
buddha = 22
buddhi = 30
BUDDHIST = 2/23/27/31/39/48/67/87 = 09
BUDDHA = 40
BUDDHI = 48
And what about philosopher king? I'm almost afraid to ask.
philosopher king 7/15/24/27/33/34/41/48/56/61/70 2/11/16/23
Philosopher King 16/24/33/36/42/43/50/57/65/70/79 11/20/25/32
Breaking out king in that manner sent a major shiver down my whole body. These are very auspicious numbers. Very auspicious, indeed.
PHILOSOPHER KING
16/24/33/45/60/79/84/100/108/113/131 11/20/34/41
Here we have 78 + 1, 6, 22, 30, 35 and 53 or 88 + 12, 20, 25, and 43. The Hanged Man, Judgement, The Knight of Wands, and Abundance.
Almost forgot, I also watched Jonathan Livingstone Seagull this weekend. It was outstanding. The soundtrack by Neil Diamond; the beauty of the scenery, much of it shot near Big Sur; and the uncompromizing spiritual message of a gull in search of perfection through flying. And is this not what I do as well, fly as far and as fast and as high as my consciousness will take me. Interesting that this would be the case -- yet so it is. And I would not trade it for the experience of another no matter whom he or she may be. I AM what I AM. I would be that and none other. And I would allow consciousness to do what she will with me, for I am but her faithful servant awaiting to do as she bids, knowing full well that what is in her interest is clearly in my greatest interest as well. However, this doesn't work in reverse. What is in my perceived best interest bears no relation to the interests of consciousness, and in many cases, if anything are clearly ar odds with such interests.
Be NZ keeps coming to mind. Be 58. Be 14 26. Be [14 26] = 74 62. Sum = 136 = 88 + 48.
48 is what I truly am. The Eight of Cups. Five Full Cups of the Senses, and Three of the Mind, yet this is not enough and the man must wander off for more. It's 78 completion is Camelot. It's 88 completion is 40, the Page of Cups, which in turn has a 78 completion of 38:VISION. Now 38 has an 88 completion of 50 which in turn has a 78 completion of 28. Continuing we have 60 with a 78 completion of 18, and 70 with a 78 completion of 08.
I'm on the threshold of another major breakthough again. I can feel it. It's here in these symbols and in this consciousness paying attention to what higher consciousness would have me here at this time. What can I say. The pure beauty is simply miraculous to behold. It's as if I'm flying to heights that no one has ever been too. Yet, I know I am but one of many. I can't wait for the magic that is to unfold as consciousness is truly able to spread her wings in physical form. The glories that will be manifest will be beyond imagination.
Imagine that! It's as if everywhere that I look there is a conspiracy of spirit -- a benign one, yet a conspiracy none the less. And I, as the 48 card continue in my search for that which is more. I know not what it is, but I know that it guides my heart and intuition, actually my very being. Life would have meaning or it is for not. And, I know first hand that it is not for not. All around us, in every common object, in every sound, in every word lie the symbols through which consciousness (some might say God) makes itself known directly to each of us. We need no intermediaries. We need only drop our attention from the outer and place it on the inner. Moments here and there are sufficient to start, then follow wherever you're intuition and curiosity take you. If you would be free, you must first realize that you are in chains, and then take the appropriate steps to restore you're liberty. In many cases, you bear your chains gladly in exchange for the blessings they bring. Continue to do so with cheer for as long as such brings you joy. However, keep in the back of your mind that there is more to life than this, that there is more to you than this, and stay open to the light that might indeed bring your liberation. For indeed that light will come, and the day will be glorious beyond imagination as millions who thought themselves to be free realize that they were but slaves and choose to abide by that illusion no longer.
As with Britain in India, a few cannot remain in control if the many choose not to cooperate. Further, unlike in India, in America, it is the workers not the owners and top brass that have the know how to do what is required to provide goods and services in this country. We've just allowed the rules of the game to be such that we are kept in out place while large profits from the fruits of our efforts are funneled off to a wealthy few. This is not a WIN/WIN game. Yes, the owners provide jobs, but their incentive is to keep wages low. Yes, workers in collective bargaining units have some negotiating power, but the bottom line comes to take it or leave it, not much of a choice when the economic system provides few alternatives.
8 Feb 95
Interesting discoveries. The connections made by finding the significance of 128 and hence 50 are simply amazing. Are they right? How would I know one way or another? In the area of understanding awareness, all that we truly have is our theories and their utility. Am I making these connections up. If so, I would argue that our minds are capable of much more than we have ever been told or dared to believe. We are consciousness enfleshed. Further, consciousness, not our conscious minds control the strings in this existence. I can only relate what I observe to be true of my own experience of reality and of my consciousness, and no the two are not the same -- not the same at all.
13 Feb 95
Something forced a slowing down of the light which had shown so brilliantly. It was if I had to turn it down to contain the wonder of it all. Even now, I sit to write a minor note. With so much work to be done, I have no other choice at this time. I'm committed, and I must honor my commitments to the degree that I am able.
14 Feb 95
Just looked at the clock. It's 9:26, The Hermit God. I'm about ready to freak. I can't remember ever being this excited about anything. I know what I know. It isn't a lot yet, but it's grand indeed. There is a spiritual world here amidst the illusion, in fact it is what creates the illusion to begin with. As in a movie, the trick to getting yourself out is to not pay attention to the illusion that the movie is attempting to create. What we call "reality" is much the same except far grander and in more dimensions. However, the trick is still the same. Back away and be the observer for awhile, the more you do so the more you will be able to tell which is true and which is the illusion. My sence is that my numbers and Tarot Cards and other oracles have been props as well, useful props that let me access and come to trust inner portions of my Self and consciousness herself. Interesting. There is a freshness and an openness in my mind that has not been there for awhile. There is also a sense that when my current government work wraps up in April or so, my spiritual work will truly begin.
15 Feb 95
This mornings observation was license plate 3HUF888 on a brand new Cougar. This demands some consideration 3 H U = 3 H 21, center = H 12. 8 8 8 = 8 H 8, is strongly centered at H8 = 88 = infinity above and infinity below. The sense is that I'm on the F = 6 = The Lovers path, currently travelling the H= 8 road. I appear to be at The Hanged Man stop on the 18 spread that start with 3:The Empress and ends with 21:The World. Supporting me from consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to provide whatever I might need.
21 Feb 95
As I write this it is exactly 9:00 PM. I find that fascinating since that is The Hermit. I just got my pay stub and made a few startling discoveries. A small note attached to the stub associates the number 37 with Hartman, W.E. That's the number of the card in the middle of my "H" reading, corresponding to the King of Cups with his throne riding atop the water (subconscious). Further, it appears that the number 37 is assigned to me by the company, though I had never noticed it before. Interesting.
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The sense is that one interpretation is what is happening physically, and the other what is happening spiritually. The numbers don't help much however if one hasn't learned the alphabet that translates them to Tarot Cards and the associated symbology. Further, unless one allows one's intuition to guide one's reason, all meaning is lost. The process cannot be forced. Spirit expresses via grace, allowance, acceptance, and trust.
My SSN also contains information that I had not seen before. [575-68-2184]
57 = ELLIS
75 = HARTMAN
68 = WAYNE
21 = ellis, Also = The World
84 = wayne ellis hartman jr
Notice how only the first two parts of the name had any overlay. Further, the first name was distinguished as the only two digit part of the number.
Further, I have one brother and two sisters who got consecutive SSNs in Hawaii on the same day that I did. While the HARTMAN part is the same, none of the other parts of their names match.
MARIA = 13+1+18+9+1=42
LEILANI = 12+5+9+12+1+14+9 = 62
DOREEN = 4+15+18+5+5+14 = 63
JOY = 10+15+25 = 50
DAVID = 4+1+22+9+4 = 40
JOHN = 10+15+8+14 = 47
575 = 7:55 = 9:11 [also = 5 to 8 = 528]
2 18 4 Center = 18 3 = 2:27 = 2::07
21 8 4 Center = 88 COMPLETION
2 1 84 Center = 1 41 = 1:63 = 1::53
21 84 Center = 48 THE MAN IN SEARCH OF SPIRIT
Unfolding from the center = 8 62 51 78 54 Reversed 4 58 71 52 68
575 also = eye = VISION
It's amazing how much is contained in a simple 9 digit number. Can it be coincidence that it worked out in this way for me? Surely not. It all just fits too well!
Looking back at the splits in the SSN, the are 5-6 and 8-2. These correspond to bridges of some type. 56, 65, 82, and 28 are possibilities. However, given that consciousness typically embeds itself in reverse, let's see what path is revealed.
4812-86-575 4/8 was birth, 48 was/is spiritual search, 12 is The Hanged Man and spiritual birth, 28 is a major jump requiring god-realization, 86 is Spiritual Strength, 65 is Abundance on a grand scale, 57 is the opening of the Heart and bearing the crosses of the world. 575 is VISION translated into 9:11, The Hermit provided just guidance to a changing world as a New Age finally dawns and spirit can be more fully enfleshed.
Reading the other way, 575 is Opening the Heart and Getting the VISION. 5-6, at the center of my "A" reading and my upside down triangle. The middle is WAYNE, I take this to mean having acquired sufficient Self-Knowledge. 82 is the Emperor Exalted. I can see myself to be a Philosopher King, but I don't see a world ready to offer such a position. Clearly as a man of PEACE, use of force would be out of the question. Interesting that this bridge would be there. The next step is 21:The World, and then 84:The Lovers Exalted.
Perhaps the issue is one of having to traverse the path in both direction, first in the physical so that one would be prepared for the more difficult spiritual journey. This makes a lot of sense. It would mean that the Tarot card yesterday : The Lovers, actually had the meaning that I felt when it came up, that somehow my journey up the "A" reading was completed.
Time out. 11:11. How come the only times that I notice the time are at such distinctive moments? I don't wear a watch, and typically don't pay much attention to time. However, much of the symbolic information that comes through involves time related transformations. One that has been extremely useful is transforming x2y to "x to y" to "(y-1):(60-x)". This transformation works both ways and has yielded some extraordinary results. Whether it is correct mathematically is of no importance. My consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same. Along these same lines, I've noticed that my writings contain many grammar errors where words that sound alike are interchanged. During times when I write more consciously, I am careful about such distinctions so my conscious mind filters for them. But, in these notes, such is not the case. Here, consciousness is free to fly, and I do not feel that it is my duty to ride herd and make such corrections. Besides, there is no time. Any free time goes into bringing through new material, not going back to check or revise the old. Also, there is a freedom of expression in these notes that is critical to their coming through at all. I am a channel. I don't know what will come through until I see it before my eyes or hear it in my head. Even after nearly two years, I still have no direct sense of being the originator of these notes. They come through this brain and through these hands, however the process might as well be automatic. Then again, my entire thinking process is very much this way. Consciously, I am not aware of how it functions. I only know that it does and that I can trust it to keep doing so.
It is simply amazing how much we do not know. Many act as if they know it all. But, Socrates was right in pronouncing that "I know that I know nothing." Yet to truly know this is a very good thing indeed. We have a similar problem with freedom. I remember a quote to the effect that "none are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe themselves to be free". My sense is that in this country -- yes,"the home of the brave and the land of the free" -- we've fallen into this trap. We've allowed the economy, in particular, to enslave us without our knowing it. And further, they didn't have to drag us into bondage, we went running as fast as we could buying as many things as our credit and pocketbooks would allow; even working overtime to get those things those advertisers were pushing at us all the sooner. Consume, consume, consume. Free enterprise operating in a free land. And now, some of us have a lot of fine things and a lot of debt -- just as the country has a lot of debt. Many of us are still just making ends meet, working the same or a little harder each year to maintain the same level of living. The system has us by the balls, in effect, and offers no hope for a way out.
The bottom line is that we have to think in a new way. The economic system is limited by the rules of free enterprise as practiced in this country. The limit is clearly not resources. We can make more of any product than we can sell, in most cases without building any new plants. Further, the limit is not manpower. Many people would be happy to work extra hours for more money. In addition, unemployment is at 4 - 8%. So, what's the problem?
The bottom line is how we distribute goods and services. For instance, we have large stores full of toys while we have millions of poor families that can't afford to buy them for their kids. The same with clothes and with food. At a middle class level we have millions of families who need counseling and/or psychological care yet can't afford to pay for such services at the same time that we have people trained to provide such services who can't make a living because they can't find enough clients. If you think about it, this occurs in nearly every area of life. We've allowed the SYSTEM to keep people from getting the goods and services that they need. This is wrong, and it must be changed.
But, you argue, if services were freely available, people would abuse them. Perhaps, but either we grow to becoming a responsible citizenry or we do not. Abuse can be dealt with, softly at first, but harshly if necessary. Further, ensuring that services are provided on a regular basis rather than only when problems arise will most likely reduce the overall resources required to provide the service. This doesn't mean anybody gets put out of work. We just keep moving people into positions that require their skills where work needs to be done. Easier said than done. Perhaps. However, we want to instill a positive attitude throughout society that says every individual matters and will be given the opportunity to be the best he or she can be in whatever areas their talents and abilities lie.
21 Feb 95
File size at last check was 94874 = 9 48 74. One couldn't ask for numbers more important to me. Also we have 8: 74-94 centered at 8:84, Strength:The Lovers Exalted. Unfolding from the center we get 8 47 94 = Strength ASLAN The Tower Exalted. One final interpretation is a time span 8:49-74 with a center between 8:61 and 8:62 = 7:83 and 7:84. Shiver time again. This is 7:05 and 7:06. Another way to express this is 576. This is where my 7:56 ties in! I'm absolutely sure of it. The riders in The Chariot are The Hierophant Exalted and The Lovers Exalted. This is the combination required to unlock the doors to the Aquarian Age.
22 Feb 95
Dinner with Larry was fun as usual. [LARRY TORU HARADA 74 74 33] He has some very powerful numbers in his name! One thing we discussed was perfect numbers. The first two of these are 6 and 28, numbers that are extremely powerful but also extremely meaningful in my major readings. This led us to the question of what the rest were. We found three more in a math book: 496, 8128, and 33550336. Perfect number three is 9 with a span of 4 to 6 centered on 5. This results in 95 = 17, The Star Exalted and = 1::07 = The Chariot Completed.
496 also = 5::56 Interesting indeed!
8128 = 03:28 The Express Exalted:Perfect Number 2. Also = 12:88 = 16:00 The Tower!
The fourth number can also be expressed as the span 18 - 28 centered at 23 = King of Wands = wayne.
28 Feb 95
The end of another month. More interesting connections. Called the Rosicrucian Order today and spoke to a teacher for awhile. Bottom line was that the spiritual path is a personal one and that individuals notebooks are for the individual. Something didn't seem true about this. The lady came across as sincere and wanting to help, but there was something missing. The impression I got was that the terminology she used was still wrapped up in the mind and had not yet reached the level of spirit. It's even more interesting that I felt compelled to watch The Ten Commandments this weekend. It's interesting that I resonated to Charlton Heston's part as Moses and that here we were dealing with the power of spirit (the unknown god) over the greatest empire on earth at the time. Further, the Rosicrucians are associated with Egypt, and the sacred knowledge thereof, which obviously lacked the spiritual.
Of further interest is that going in I was expecting to make a positive connection of some type, yet I was open enough to interpret the interaction as it occured to see what it meant. Another item of note is that the strong message that came through was that once again, I am THE HERMIT, and I cannot necessarily expect that this will ever change. To some degree, I need to be prepared to accept that I am truly alone in the world even though we be all one. The difference is 13655 vs 133655. That is 6:43 vs 4-5:43 = 5:04. This is freaky. 13 6 55. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 6 = 74 : The Benefactor (wayne ellis hartman).
13 36 55 has similar components. 13+55 = 68 = WAYNE + 36 = 104 = 88 + 16:The Tower! Wow! Also, 104 = 78 + 26:The Page of Wands (GOD). 5:04 is The Hierophant:The Emperor. 6:43 = The Lovers:Abundance. Also, 7:21 The Chariot:The World. This too sends a shiver down my spine. That such a destiny may be foretold by a simple act of interpretation guided by a deep trust in spirit as expressed through the other than conscious parts of consciousness is simply beyond comprehension. Yet, there is a knowingness that what comes through is right though it may not be complete.
Something says to look at 133 6 55 as well. 6:55-331 is centered at 6:193 = 7:115 = 8:37. Wow, the time between 37 and 38. I'm coming up on my 37th birthday in a exactly 39 days. That means that I will be starting my 38th year of existence! 0-1 was year 1. 37-38 is year 38. The sense is that the alone => all one transition should be in full force very soon. Let's explore this a bit more. 13655 => 133 655. This requires an intermediate transition of 13 655 = Death 8:11, also = 4 16. Overall we have 20 => 4 16 => 7 16. Sum = 23 = wayne
If we use initial caps 20 => 4 25 => 7 25. Sum = 32 = america
If we use all caps 47 => 13 34 => 25 34 Sum = 59 = aquarian age
This makes sense. This year has clearly been one in which I have been riding on my consciousness with a thrown literally on water, not planted firmly anywhere except in spirit or consciousness herself. So, the "H" reading was one of what was to come this year. To some degree we have completed nearly all of it. It will be interesting to see how the rest unfolds. The sense is that the "A" reading is near complete as well. One way to look at the two together is as "AH" = 18 : The Moon. This has been coming up a lot. Reversed, we get HA = 81 = The Empress Exalted, appropriate given the humor with which consciousness expresses herself.
The "H" reading appears to be more like a rotated "I". Considering that the group I'm in at work started as the AI group, and I've never really given up this title, we could also consider AI = 19 = The Sun and reversed IA = 91 = Death Exalted. Interesting. IASOS. I don't know exactly why I wrote that. 91161 = 9 1161. This is The Hermit, and the year before Becket was made Archbishop of Canterbury. That's the closest we've come to a Hierophant. Becket = 253252. Shivers again. Big time. 32:52 is the center. Perfect numbers for ruling. For our time, 32 is literally the establishment of the country of the "I AM RACE". 52 is my personality number.
Split as 2-3:52 = 3:13, now we understand how it split the country in Becket's time. This too applies to the present. We at the point of transitioning through a death experience that at the very least requires a spiritual rebirth. Does science tell us this? NO. Does religion? NO. Does government? NO. Does industry? NO. Does the media? NO. Does any element of our society? NO. Yet, I stand here alone with consciousness as my sole witness saying this indeed will come to pass and with a timing that will take the entire country, and then the world by storm. Spirit has found the vehicles through which it needs to express. Thoughts change the world, and it is by thoughts that deeds will arise to allow the country to be reborn.
Who am I to write in this manner. I am Wayne, a part of the one consciousness who has come to a realization of whom that I AM, at least to the degree that consciousness is willing to reveal to me. By myself, I do nothing. It is only by the power of consciousness working through me that these ideas can see the light of day -- perhaps someday to impact the world. I live moment to moment, day by day, trusting that consciousness has a divine plan for my life and that my chief duty is to come to "know myself" even as I perform the tasks that constitute my destiny.
Looked at the time 9:16. I can always tell by that whether I'm on the right track and offering consciousness the vehicle she needs to get through. It's very interesting because I know that many of the transformations and leaps to conclusions are not founded on anything the left brain accepts as reasonable. The fact that we've reached a point where this doesn't matter is extremely interesting to me. It's almost a sign of operating from spirit, being able to speak with a wisdom that is ageless and timeless, that addresses the heart and soul, not the intellect. Those who choose to stubbornly rely on their intellect will have a difficult time in the times ahead. Operate from intuition, your connection to spirit wherever you can. As with other tasks, the more you do so, the better the connection will become. Learn to trust the innate wisdom of your spirit. Don't judge things by past or present appearance. Realize that all of your experiences were lovingly put their by portions of your own self for your own education.