Here is a selection of what I consider to be some of the best statements about or from Wayne in the Beyond Imagination Notes. They describe how who I AM personally and what I came here to do. The following are from the Notes from Nov 93 through Aug 94. ENJOY. Perhaps this brief taste will move you to explore more ... either in the Best of Notes pages, or in the full versions of the Notes from each month. Regardless, my motivation is simply to make the material more accessable and in doing so, perhaps enable you to discover and more fully express whom that you are.

You have a part to play in this birth -- though, you chose not to enjoy much of the fruits of your labors. For, you wanted to be the Way Shower. You wanted to be first, to blaze the path; and you wanted to do it in your own unique way.

There is always choice, but it is you who have chosen to go beyond ego and mind to do that which is necessary for Spirit to be more fully expressed in Flesh at this time.

Focus on those things that your unique consciousness is required for. Do the grand stuff. Bring forth the Vision. Many others are there to fill whatever roles are needed. Such is how they find their purpose.

See with the eye of your soul, and convey to others what you FORESEE.

I AM THAT I AM, an illumined one who came to be a Worker of the Light that the Plan could be brought to fruition on Earth.

I'm here to make the information something more than ideas in people's heads -- something that is real, physically.

I believe it is my task help put together the right people at the top so that jointly we can make the Vision a reality and get consciousness firmly entrenched in Flesh so that the Aquarian Age can begin.

The world is fresh and newly alive in ways that were absent to me before.

I sit inside my head in full awareness of it all, seeing reality unfold before the eyes of this vessel for consciousness that I occupy. I am not what I see, yet at the same time what I see is an intimate reflection of me.

It matters not where I look, the reflection back is always an aspect of myself. And, this is true for all of us at all times. How wonderful life is -- how incredibly beautiful.

I am but the messenger of consciousness itself relaying whatever it allows me to understand.

My path takes me in a direction that I know not. But, I follow it gladly, knowing that it is taking me on whatever journey is right for the accomplishment of the task that consciousness has given unto me.

My journey is one of knowing myself, hopefully to the point of becoming one with Self.

My only real tools are my focus of conscious attention and my awareness.

My awareness includes those portions of my self of which I am aware. One of these portions is my conscious mind. The part of me that focuses my conscious attention is my ego.

The joy I feel inside is overwhelming. We truly did it. We created the proper stuff to make our dream so.

I'm seeing the world through new eyes and I'm liking all that I see. Everything is as it should be. There is an incredible harmony and balance in the world despite appearances to the contrary.

You believed without any evidence.

You trusted enough in spiritual law to devote your energies and time to efforts for which your only compensation was the satisfaction of creating and doing that which you were moved to do from the very depths of your being.

Further, you did this without regard to your physical, emotional, and mental states of being -- trusting that your inner Self was guiding you along the path that was right for you.

This is what is required to follow the straight and narrow path. You have followed it most of your life. However, in the past year the change in intensity of focus was beyond compare.

You now stand ready to give your life to the Great Cause.

We accept you as one of our Legion. We are the forces of Light, and you are now one among us.

This is a great honor that we bestow upon you. But, it is one that you clearly deserve through your steadfast devotion to the Way of Light. Yes, you are indeed a spiritual warrior.

Welcome! Feel the power of our cooperative creation as it surges inside you. We are part of one whole. Follow the surges and they will lead you to the intense feeling of unity and oneness that we all now possess.

Whenever your strength weakens in any manor call upon the ONE to charge your batteries.

This is our spiritual center, our link with source, this is the ocean of Love and Mercy. This too is from where the ethereal tides flow.

I have chosen a Life of Spirit, that I may achieve my destiny in accord with the Plan, that the Ray of Love/Wisdom might shine brightly throughout the world once again.

This be my sacred vow that I will do whatever it takes to succeed in my Self assigned tasks for this existence. I will do whatever I am called to do by the Plan, as it is unveiled to my consciousness.

I feel as if I'm being kept in suspense a bit, awaiting the critical moment when I too must do as all great men have done and accept the mission that brought me to this planet, to this civilization, and to this country.

All my life, I have asked not what others or my country could do for me. Now, I stand ready to offer myself in service to my country and to the entire world. But, will either take me up on my offer.

My sense is that I cannot do my work alone. Transforming the country and the world is a monumental undertaking.

I want to work on the planning of a new society, and the infrastructures needed to allow that new society to flourish.

But, whom am I and what qualifications do I have to do this? I am Wayne, a man with a Vision, the Bringer of the New Way. That is sufficient. This is my part in the play. It is why I came.

I am the Hermit who comes to the world to share his wisdom when and where it is most needed. Wisdom that I have only begun to tap into.

I am an entity moved by spirit to express whom that I am.

I feel as if the words that are allowed to flow through my consciousness are a large part of my contribution to the world.

I have written before about everyone being employed in a manner that uses their specific skills and talents. And here I am, working for the greatest employer of them all, consciousness herself.

I write because I am moved to write, not for the immediate pay that it gives to me in dollars, but for the pay I get in the satisfaction and pleasure of expressing oneself creatively.

My focus is wisdom, enlightenment, and spiritual awakening.

I bring my knowledge and wisdom to the world to help prepare the way for the Aquarian Age.

Why? Simply because it is the task that is most suited my soul's desire for expression, and because I had the proper qualifications to create this role.

I have this incredible feeling that I'm hanging way out on a limb.

I have these castles I have created concerning the very nature of reality itself, and my whole world hangs on the faith in these metaphysical foundations.

In a sense, I am risking all that I am on a set of beliefs that have yet to achieve any physical grounding.

This is what my life has come to -- standing at the edge of the abyss, and carrying on full speed with my tasks anyway.

The bottom line is faith. Do I trust in my spirit enough to follow my subconscious and intuition wherever they lead?

Yet, I don't see other viable choices. My conscious mind and reason offer no alternative.

I am a man with a mission and a destiny that I know comes from spirit. Further, this is all that I truly know for certain.

I must live as I believe, and I must believe that life has great purpose -- hence, I have great purpose.

It matters not if any others see why I believe and do as I do. It is enough that consciousness bears witness to my actions and motives.

Yes, I know that I am on the very edge of sanity. There is a very fine line between genius and mental illness or madness. But, I have no sense that I am ill.

Yes, my thoughts come across as strange to most. But, it is not my task to convey my message to most. If it were, the words flowing through would be quite different.

I sense that these words are to move some, a select few who are ready to see these thoughts expressed in this manner and who will understand them enough to be moved to act in a different way than they have before.

My example shows that there is at least one who has gone before and walked the straight and narrow path -- albeit with blindfolded eyes, moving only as directed by intuition and inner guidance.

It is important that you continue to allow both the visible and invisible to have equal weight in your models. If anything, you tend to go a bit overboard in your reliance on the invisible.

If you would be a Philosopher King, then be one -- and do so now, claim the mantle of authority and power which only spirit can bestow upon you.

Don't wait for the offer to come to you -- for, it is already in your consciousness. Take the bull by the horns and run with it.

For your job as Philosopher King, we suggest you get a job definition and task descriptions from your intuition soon.

Make sure you are doing what the job requires to be done.

We know that you have not experienced this in jobs before, but consciousness works differently -- much more efficiently and elegantly than you have ever experienced.

We don't typically think of philosophers as necessarily doing things. However, kings are entrusted with the authority and power to rule.

Combining the two yields a leader with the wisdom to use power for the greatest benefit of all.

Above all else, a philosopher king must be fully grounded in spirit so that there is not even the slightest potential for abuse of power.

Further, the philosopher king must demonstrate selfless service and concern for the society as a whole.

It is not in the specific acts of service to individuals that this is measured, but in the capacity and drive to think from the highest perspective looking for those constructs and organizational principles that enable the whole society to function better.

Yes, each individual counts. However, there is also a more global view that sees the interconnections between things and the overall functioning and working of things.

I am an explorer of consciousness, breaking through into domains from which I can return a vision of what life is to be, and, in particular, what society or community is to be in the Aquarian Age.

I only know what my heart tells me is true, that the dawn of a new age is very near ... and there is much to do to prepare.

I've discovered that we live in two worlds concurrently, a physical one and a metaphysical one that consists mainly of symbols and their meaning. This meaning is directly related to our level of awareness.

Now that I'm in this state of being between worlds, it is tough to associate with the slowness with which things change in physical reality.

My spirit soars to dimensions beyond which it has never been -- perhaps beyond which any corporeal consciousness has experienced before.

And here I am, alone, the Hermit with no one to share my experience with except you, consciousness itself.

I blindly follow the path that I am on, trusting consciousness to lead me to wherever I need to be and provide me with whatever experiences that I need to experience.

And what more can I do? I've gone beyond all places that I know of where there are maps of where consciousness has been.

All my life, consciousness herself has led me to any map that was consciously required.

With consciousness as my sole guide, how can I follow anything but the path that is most appropriate for me?

You do have a major role to play in transforming the whole world. It is time for you to know that for certain.

This is a heavy cross to bear, but you were up to bearing it when you chose this part. You are still free to choose elsewise, and there are several waiting in the wings that could step in should you so choose.

But, the part was designed for you. Every detail was optimized for the special workings of your consciousness.

There are many who would like to see you succeed in what you all set out to do. No, they are not in a position to communicate or even be aware of this yet.

Fear not, every experience that we are taking you through is necessary either for your personal development or the development of others around you.

Besides, you said that you wanted to teach -- and you can't teach what you do not know firsthand yourself.

As to why now? The answer is just as simple -- because that is what the plan calls for in this particular scene at this time.

It's very interesting being the observer of this experience. For the past seven months, I've been watching my mind unfold like a flower. I am constantly amazed at what I'm finding inside.

The key factor is a trust that I create my own reality and I would not give myself anything to deal with that was beyond my ability to handle. This belief is at the very core of my belief system.

Further, I have experienced that I am consciousness, I am a spiritual being having a spiritual/physical experience.

It's as if I were a butterfly in transition, going through the stages from larvae to chrysalis to butterfly. I'm about ready to spread my spiritual wings and fly.

Disruption -- how appropriate. This is indeed a time for a radical discontinuity. I am at a point in my life and in my understanding where what has come before is of no import.

You are indeed a trailblazer and wayshower. Further, there are not many who are in this position.

All that I know is that I must seize the opportunity and write now.

I must capture the transition process as reliably as I can to provide an example or pattern that others may want to follow as more and more people reach such times in their own life.

My hope is that through my efforts as guided by consciousness, that I may blaze the trail or smooth the path for others.

This does not have to be a difficult transition. It can be as easy as we want to make it, if only we choose to join forces and work together where we can.

Yes, I speak in grand terms because I am grand by creation as we all are.

Further, I am grand by birth as shown in my aura and astrological chart. However, this only means that my task is particularly challenging as well.

I've chosen to live my life in accord with the Plan. This Plan was/is/will be generated and executed by Consciousness itself, of which we are only parts.

I come to bring forth a VISION of what is to come in the Aquarian Age.

Thus far, I've been a lone voice in the wilderness. Actually, lone comes from the perspective of being a Hermit; so, I am not aware of the visions of others. I know they are out there, and that they tap into the same source, the Plan.

How many of us exist, I do not know. But, at some point there will be enough of us to set the world aflame with spirit.

As a Hermit, your standard mode of operating is to have lots of inward communication and limited external communication. In fact, you would be quite happy with letters, books, and the mail being the chief forms of communication.

The world that is being created will feel somewhat foreign to you. You've felt this to be the case most of your life. You will feel it even more in the times to come.

It's also interesting that I don't personally want to be "in formation" with anyone or anything except consciousness itself.

So, I don't choose to partake of the standard information sources, TV news, newspapers, and magazines. I wonder how many others are making the same choice to separate themselves from this part of the consensus reality.

Renegades in consciousness, that's what we are -- and proud of it.

I sense that I came here to help this planet undergo this transition at this time. This is my primary mission.

I don't believe that I am "of this planet". I appreciate the wonder and the physical beauty -- it moves my heart, but it is not home to me. I come from elsewhere in the stars.

To get my current mission and part in the Play, however, I must have had to demonstrate particular skills and abilities that were required for the part. In other words, I had to qualify for the job.

I don't completely know what abilities got me the job. These continue to be unveiled to me over time. This is where the Ego issue comes into play.

Some may judge that I am thinking in a grandiose way. My sense is that this is not the case, that these indeed are my abilities and this is my task, regardless of whether it appears to be grandiose or not.

I don't know how others experience reality. I have never had much in common with anybody. I cannot assume that they experience things in much the same way that I do.

For a rough guess, I'd estimate that I spend on the order of 90% of my time alone. This includes both work and personal time. So, where does a sense of commonality come into play that allows us to share experiences?

You might say that I am a madman, believing in all sort of things for little to no reason and hearing voices in my head that in turn come through my hands onto these pages.

Yet, the voices are kind and the messages they offer are helpful and educational. If these be from parts of my own consciousness that have been newly freed, so be it.

It matters not from whence they come. What matters is the truth and love that is imparted.

In the destiny of a Nation, where will my role be? Am I to be as a king, and guide them to new way of living that will be required in a new age?

Or, am I to be a prophet, prophesying a time and age that may or may never come?

Why is it that I must have such a great role in the times ahead? My only real answer comes from what I know of my own abilities. I know them to be at least one in a million, maybe greater.

Those with such abilities are called to use them in their life primarily for the betterment of humanity. Individuals with great gifts are given great tasks to perform that more than challenge their gifts.

In particular, it seems I am responsible for figuring out how our understanding of the nature of reality and reality creation can be altered in a manner that allows spirit to be more fully expressed in flesh.

There is some reason that I am a Hermit. I come from an order that is dedicated to helping systems through major or life threatening transitions. Earth is now in such a state of transition.

Those of us of the order work alone. We operate with a degree of separation between us and those that we assist. Our focus is on the level of spirit that is manifest in a system.

We determine where it flows easily and where it is blocked and do what we can to help remove the blockages. Our sole aim is to allow spirit to be more fully enfleshed wherever we can.

Being Buddha, and being God, and being Cosmic Consciousness -- these experiences were wonderful and I lost myself in the immensity of the experiences.

Now, I realize that I am these beings, but only as a small part.

However, if I took a cell from my right thigh and were to ask it who it was -- it would answer Wayne, just as any cell would. That is the only identity it knows. It has no separate existence.

Similarly, when Wayne acts from a state of mind that is in synchrony with Buddha then Wayne is Buddha.

It is through the people attracted to that school that much of your work will be done. And, you will be surprised by some of the people that come.

No, not at first. But, once you are established, word of your work will be carried by word of mouth to people of influence and power.

You will indeed rub elbows with some of the movers and shakers of your day, and through these contacts you will be able to get your ideas out to the world at large.

Because of the rapport you establish, your ideas will carry great weight, yet the ideas will stand on their own merit and this will be why they are implemented.

In that time, we see you smiling, knowing that what you did made a difference in your world -- allowing the Age of Aquarius to see the light of day, greeting a people fully prepared for its arrival.

Yes, writing is definitely it for you. Words sing when they come through your mind. There is a natural grace and beauty in such pure expression.

You take great pleasure in the process, not attached to the particular words that come out, but hooked on the joy of creative expression.

Yes, this is how your spirit expresses itself in it's most intimate way. It is required to be such for you to be the wayshower. For it is your job to show the way for consciousness to become greater than itself.

And, if I assess my worth to be unlimited, to truly have no price? Then, you shall be a king in this world, and your supply shall be without limit, coming from spirit itself.

Can this truly be so easy? Again the question comes up: Am I mad? Is this all a delusion? Can it be this way? What must I do to make it so?

Every fiber within me says no. I am sane, as sane as any man alive. Yet, I can imagine an outside observer peering into the workings of my mind as revealed in these notes and coming up with a different conclusion.

My sense is that I am walking the fine line between genius and madness. That, to some degree, I've been walking this line most of my life. Yes, I know. Grandiosity again, but what do you expect from someone like me?

These notes give you a chance to walk in my shoes for awhile, or better yet, in my brain. It's probably tough walking however, without the frame of reference that I was able to develop over 20 years.

I can only hope that enough of a framework is conveyed in these words to give them life and meaning. For, my hope is that I serve as a lit candle, or as a torch, lighting the candles of spirit in others.

So, why am I so special that I am privy to speaking with consciousness herself?

I can only answer that it is because I have taken the time to find the channel within me through which she can speak, and further took the time to listen to what she had to say.

I am not special in this regard. There is such a channel within each of us, but it is only by our own efforts that we find it, and then we must listen to it or our efforts to find it will have been for not.

Even when we do find it, what comes through will be different for each being depending on what that being needs to know.

Many times I've been through these notes, attempting to create a picture of what it is that could have produced such thoughts, attempting to fathom the very nature of consciousness herself.

Each time, I get a little closer. Each time, there are new realizations and discoveries. The explorer inside me goes wild with each new understanding.

Yes, I must write. For this is the critical step that allows any of this to occur.

If the thoughts just passed fleetingly through my mind, the effect would not be the same.

The words capture landscapes within a territory. But without an overall map that provides a context, all we have is pretty snapshots.

Wayne is still in the process of formulating the map. When this is done, the notes will have served their purpose and we can move on to other projects.

This is but a phase in interpreting and understanding the landscape of the spiritual world.

I have the sense that these notes are capturing in writing a process that has never been captured in this way before.

I AM what I AM. I am what I think. Interesting. These notes capture much of the later, but it is not clear that they can ever capture the former.

My beingness as consciousness goes beyond what I think. Yet, the only things that I can express in words are the thoughts that come into my brain. Interesting.

I know now that all of this comes from consciousness, every bit of it. It doesn't come from some separate entity that you might think me to be as an individual.

All along, my impression that it just comes through, that I have no sense of generating it in any way, has been right.

The consciousness that spoke through Emerson, Thoreau, and Whitman is the very same consciousness that speaks through me.

I chose those particular individuals because the Transcendentalists have always deeply touched my soul. I knew myself to be among their kin in spirit. There was simply no doubt about it.

Yet, this consciousness also expressed itself through Hitler and Stalin and everyone else who has ever lived.

I would prefer the role of explorer and wayshower, venturing forth into the wilderness of spirit and coming back with whatever I can to show others.

I'm here to tell you that experience makes all the difference, especially when it comes to spiritual reality.

As the wayshower, I have bared my soul in the most intimate way that I could to help bring forth spiritual truths about the nature of consciousness.

Or have I? For the most part, it is consciousness that brings the material through. I've been through a series of awakenings that I believe were required to open me for this material to be manifested.

However, thus far, I'm not really on the line for anything. Yes, I've revealed things about my state of mind that most people keep private. But, I don't feel threatened by this in any way.

Ok, you could say I have bared some part of my soul after all, but I do it lovingly, as an example of the level of interaction I would like to see in society.

Further, thus far, it has only gone so far as words on paper. Until they are read, there is no risk involved anyway -- and by that time, who knows where my awareness will be?

You don't have to solve it all. You are one person.

Only work the part that truly excites you, for that is where your spiritual tasks are.

That is also where your abilities and talents have their greatest impact, resulting in the greatest success in your mission.

You need to be careful not to take on the work of others. This applies not only to you but to many others who serve the one consciousness as well.

We speak through you, yet you know not truly who you are. We are connected to you in the most intimate ways. Without us you could not exist.

How rare is this activity that I'm engaged in? How many people in this country are having and documenting these kinds of experiences, awarenesses, and communications from consciousness?

My sense is that I am not alone, but we are few in number. Further, no one else is doing it in the same manner. Is that my ego talking? Or, is this truly a unique creation?

You will not find any others who have captured notes in this manner. You are the only one with the necessary framework and abilities to allow this to come through like this.

Ok, but is it any good? How close is it to the communication spirit intended? That matters not. It was the best that could get through at this time and that is sufficient.

Consciousness never asks for more than one's best, though she effectively utilizes every resource she is given. She is given resources by their choice to offer their services.

You've made your choice clear in this area many times, and we commend you for it, not just for making it, but for backing it up with action. As the Wayshower, this is extremely important.

I try not to take anything for granted anymore. Where possible, for truths involving the nature of consciousness and the nature of reality, I want to know these via firsthand experience.

I am on the path which spirit would have me tread now. Spirit herself will guide me throughout the remainder of my days.

There is a great happiness in knowing this. It doesn't make the future any less uncertain. But, it does guarantee that there is a loving presence guiding me in all that I do.

This presence is consciousness herself, and since this one consciousness animates everything, all interactions with other beings are orchestrated in whatever manner is appropriate for the parties involved.

We're not expecting much from you, now are we. But remember, it is through you that these great works will be done, not by you. There is a big difference.

However, if you were not aware enough to know this difference, you would not be qualified to serve as the vehicle through which this work is done.

Your greatest strength is in your capacity and drive to think from the highest perspective looking for those constructs and organizational principles that enable the whole society to function better.

Your direct experience in this process is that these words are not yours, they do not originate in you, yet they show up in your head and you are able to put them to paper.

You are instrumental in the process, but as a partner in league with consciousness herself.

How is it that I am different from other men? What distinguishes me? The way I think and the manner in which spirit expresses through me because of my level of consciousness. These are what distinguish me.

The lump of clay, the bag of bones, the blood and sinew, all these are much the same. Yeah verily, it is the consciousness and the spirit that expresses through it wherein any major differences are found.

And here is where the mystery comes to play. For, this is what animates us and gives us the very life that we find so dear.

I am the Fool, the Bag of Wind, stepping down to Earth to manifest. My play is the play of all life.

I look to the world expecting that at any moment it will drop its veils and the illusion will vanish. Yet, I suspect that it is me that has these veils, not the world itself.

It is up to me to find the place in consciousness where the illusion no longer exists. That there is such a place, I have no doubt. That I can reach it, there is no doubt as well.

The only question is when. And the answer to when is always either "when the time is right" or "now".

Why is it that I am so consumed by the need to experience this true reality?

Where all this is headed, I do not know. There are no maps.

Consciousness guides my way, but my sense is that I am being fed what I need to know when I need to know it.

Why it must work this way, I'm not quite sure. But, I trust that consciousness knows what she is doing, and that overall, this is in the best interest of executing the Plan.