Here I am again, with words as my sword ... expressing as spirit would have me express. Such is my life now. I work, I observe, I experience, and I write of my observations and experiences. This is indeed the life that I lead. Is it mine by choice or by destiny ... or perhaps a mixture of both. There is a sense that I am experiencing exactly what I am meant to experience, observing the world and the meaning that I am giving to it and to what is happening within it.

My model of the world constantly changes to allow me to fit my experiences within it. One of the chief experiences that stretches this model is my own experience of myself as a conscious entity experiencing "reality" and observing myself observing myself ... Such is the reason for the opposing mirrors and accompanying levels of reflection. At home, I have major mirror in such opposition for real. I counted over a dozen reflections between these two mirrors. There is something that is supposed to tell me that I am not getting yet. When I look at the reflections, it is as if any one could be real. Yet, my experience is that I can only physically exist in one place at a time.

Along those lines, I have two identical chairs, one in each of my prime residences. In both cases, the chairs face the television and there are bookshelves filled with books in the room. It has come to mind several times that it would be perfect if I could somehow make the two chairs ONE, and find a way to sit in one and be in the other and vice-versa. It would unify my world if I could be transported between these two places at will. There must be a way. Right now, the distance between the two locations is 125 miles. There must be a way to make the two spaces "adjacent". Such would ease my life and reduce the separation I presently have from my family.

So, what is it that I am moved to do NOW? Good question. But, there is no real answer at this time. I'm not moved to do anything right now except observe and allow and see what manifests. I am open to being moved to do something ... but I have no sense that my will should guide my expression at this point. But, isn't that a cop out? Isn't that not taking responsibility for my reality? No, it is not! I take responsibility for all that occurs in my reality. At some level, I am creating it all. Everything in the outer is a reflection of something within me over which I have direct control.

There is a sense that my physical body is a reflection of the state of my world. Right now, it weighs approximately 240. That is about 60 pounds more than it should be. Literally, I am pregnant. It is time to give birth and reduce this weight down to something close to normal.

240 has a 888 completion of 648, this is a form of 684, the first three digits in my present address. All the numbers seem to verify that I am exactly where I need to be, doing exactly what I need to be doing, and observing and experiencing exactly what I need to see and experience.

So, when is the major change to occur. My sense is that it is already happening beneath the scenes. The whole entertainment industry is being moved to create exactly what is needed for major lessons to get out to the masses of the world. It is through such exposure that we are being made ready for what is to come. At this point, I know not what that will be, but it will indeed be wonderful. Just looked down at the time 8:32, the passage from John discussed yesterday:

Curious that this would come up again so soon. Then again, it is not so curious. My life is full of such occurrences. Literally, they come up many times every day.

We're back to the original question -- what would YOU have me do? Such is the question I ask of spirit herself for her expression is my greatest desire. VW just showed up in a commercial on television. It looks like three V's in a triangle. This is V V V = 22 22 22, my Heart's Desire on three planes simultaneously.

How is it that John 8:32 applies in practice. 8 x 88 + 32 = 704 + 32 = God + 32.

That means that 8:00(88) is God!!! I had not noticed this before. 32 is victory and "christ".

2184 = 704 x 3 + 72 = 24:72 = 24 x 1:03. Hmm... this is also 21 x 104! This gives us ties to the 24 tetrahedron and the 21 pyramid and to God x 3 = God on 3 planes.

If "God" is the ability to create in one's own image, then what we are building is a reflection space that permits us to see ourselves in our reflections. The greater one's consciousness, the more one sees in this space. This is how we become immortal. We extend NOW to be infinity by focussing our attention on the details and the manner in which they are created.

What does it mean to be FREE = 6955? The 8888 completion is 1933, the year that my mother was born. Wow!!! To be free, one must give birth to consciousness herself! Hmm ... this is a process that happens on the inner. It comes primarily through developing ones intuition. That is where consciousness whispers ... until trusted sufficiently to roar.

Also, 69 = Ace of Pentacles = material abundance, 55 = Ace of Swords. 19 = The Sun, 33 = Master Teacher.

1999 = 1933 + 66:Queen of Pentacles. 1999 => 2000 is a MAJOR transformation.

Be Happy and Create Well! In Peace, Love and Light,

Wayne