Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

13 August 1998

Yes, here I am at it once again. The expression of consciousness has become a habit for me. Some might say that it is a crutch. But here, on these pages, I am free to express in a way that I cannot do elsewhere. So, for me, this is a positive thing. This is where I play ... where I give myself free reign to speak as I might not do otherwise. It is curious that this would be the case. There is something about the blank screen that permits this freedom. I know not to whom I am ultimately speaking, or when they will receive the message. This is a strange format for communication. Yet there is a sense that this is what creation is all about. One speaks forth the WORD and sees what is manifest as a result. It is not necessarily a direct path from the WORD to the manifestation. If we look at the physical world, a handful of operations basically sculpt the landscape of the world. In places the beauty that is manifest is simply breathtaking ... but that is the result of the forces operating for a long time under very special circumstances.

Is not something similar at work here? I've been looking for feedback, trying to determine what impact Beyond Imagination is having on the world. It has had a great impact on me and some impact on a few others who have corresponded with me. Each month hundreds of visitors hit various pages at the site. However, there is no way to tell from page hits what people are taking away from the site. There should be better ways to get feedback on the impact that one is having on others. In fact, the economic system should be based on just that impact. How do we know that we are giving to society to the best of our abilities if the infrastructure is not in place to show what difference we do make?

This is one of the foundations that needs to be established. We need a mirror that provides us feedback on our impact on the world. At any time we should know whether we are contributing to or taking from society. Most of the time we are doing both simultaneously. For those with kids and families, this may be an obvious thing to you ... as you see it in the expressions on the faces of your loved ones. However, at a higher level, this is not so clear. You might ask are we as a family doing our part to exchange energy in our world? Are we giving more than we are taking? Are we creating surplus that might benefit others?

There is a time for taking and a time for giving so long as we strike a balance and never take more than we give. If all of us do this, there will always be enough ... or better yet a surplus.

Several people at work have mentioned that the bounty of their gardens is overwhelming this year. The abundance is many times the normal crop size. It is so much that they don't know what to do with it. It is curious that nature is producing so abundantly in a year when the weather has been so abnormal. There is a sense that this is a sign of what is happening on other dimensions as well. The seeds that have been planted are taking off and growing like wildfire. We are in for an abundant crop when the time for harvest comes. Symbolically, this occurs in parallel with the physical harvest that is occuring right now. How it will manifest in our world however, remains to be seen.

So, are there signs that SPIRIT is springing forth abundantly on Earth these days? There seem to be more movements towards peace taking hold on a global scale. However, we still have acts of terrorism as in the recent embassy bombings. It is curious that the rocket that blew up yesterday was carrying a Billion dollar satellite. That is nearly a quarter for everyone on the planet. It is hard to believe anything can cost that much. And, what if we spent that same quarter per person or better yet, a few dollars per person on building a better and more peaceful world? What magic could come from the projects that such money could fund?

Sitting here, I am one voice. I don't even know how many others hear me. But consciousness does hear me. And, because I take the action to write this down, it becomes part of the information that is available to the mass consciousness. Not only the collective unconscious ... but to the conscious mind of anyone who is drawn to this page. Such is how reality is created. Our thoughts are the key, but they must get to the right places to have effect. One place is in the general collective, the other is in specific minds of individuals. Ultimately, however, it is the individuals who must take action to bring anything about in this world. It is not enough for the subconscious to dream it ... though that may indeed be how individuals are reached. Ultimately someone has to turn the dreams into actions -- real actions that make a difference.

As I write this, there is a growing sense of being the creator of my life ... and of my world. I take full responsibility for all that I experience AND for all that I DO. Hmm ... that sent a shiver through my head. I have often said that spirit does these works through me. It seems that this is only a partial truth. At some level, I AM the spirit that does these works through me ... and it is my choice to do them. Whether I was conscious of this or not is not relevant. The truth is that I do indeed choose to do these works and make the works available to the world. That doesn't take away from the magic of the process. It is still automatic. I know not what will come forth even as I write. This truly is an example of living life in the moment. I permit each letter and word to come through one by one, using my touch, vision, hearing, and inner knowing to make it right. The bottom line is TRUST, letting go and allowing spirit to flow through me and express as she will. It is as if I am an instrument, and these words are the tunes that comes out as spirit plays my keys. Curious. I haven't used this analogy before, but it is very appropriate. The music that spirit is able to play though me is limited only by whom that I AM. This is the best expression that is capable of being played through me at this time. It has been true since these writings began over five years ago. WOW!

Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne