Yes, back again. Writing is the one thing that permits me to focus and integrate my experience. It is here where I confront the unknown and allow the blank page to be filled with whatsoever would come forth from consciousness. It never fails. Whenever I am moved to write, there is always the voice to fill in the void. What it will address is generally a surprise to me, and a delight. Today it seems the issue of what constitutes sanity is the basic focus for the day.

Throughout these pages, I have made it known many times that my sense is that I am walking a very thin line between genius and madness. Time and time again, I have questioned my own sanity. The very fact that I was present enough to ask the question usually means that I am indeed still on the path that is mine alone to tread. As I continue to walk the path however, my world diverges further from the norm ... so much so, that in many ways my world is a different world than that of others. In a very real way, it is Wayne's World. It is not that the old world, the consensus world has ceased to exist, rather it is that the bulk of the focus of my attention is drawn to symbol systems and interpretations that the consensus world does not see nor accept as real. This doesn't make them any less real, it only means that many are blind to what I know is there.

How can I be sure this is not the mania working, this is not my imagination creating things that are not there? Could it not be that I am just creating more illusion? My sense is no, there is too much consistency and there are too many coincidences for me to be making this up. The material that has been brought forth over the past 5 years is a testament to what I have discovered on my path. The world is incredibly rich with meaning and there is a single consciousness orchestrating all of it. Of this I am certain.

One question that arises, is: what practical use is there in what I have discovered? How am I to live in the consensus world while simultaneously living in Wayne's World? Further, how do we evolve mankind and the world so that all of us realize what I have been permitted to see? The fact that I got to this point means that consciousness has a record of how to create at least one person to realize what I have realized. One is sufficient to provide a pattern. Though, I walk on the shoulders of giants that have preceeded me. Metaphysics has been my constant LOVE for 24 years. On my journey, I have been led by many of the greatest minds in history ... in particular by the words and thoughts that they were able to bring forth.

What practical action can I take to facilitate this evolution? As always, the only course of action is to do what I am moved to do. It is not for me consciously to decide what must be done, rather, it is for me to look within to what spirit would reveal to be my tasks to do. At this point, writing in this manner still appears to be the primary action that I am called to do.

One day at a time. My mind was racing ahead to what I will be doing in three weeks, when I return to my job. Take each day one day at a time. Allow what would be done and realized in that day to be accomplished. The morrow will take care of itself. I am to focus on doing what I am moved to do each day. This includes not only writing, but observing and applying my attention to wherever spirit draws me. When one lives life from moment to moment, fully focused on here and now, a day can be a very long time. It is amazing how much we can do when we are more fully conscious of every activity in which we are engaged. There is nothing that does not convey deep spiritual meaning if we are open to seeing what is truly there. Every experience, every moment is rich with meaning. Our consciousness is free to fly and engage each moment in a whirlwind of activity, seeing everything from multiple vantage points simultaneously. This is our natural state. We fail to experience it only because of the limitations that we've placed on ourselves. Spirits having a physical experience ... not physical beings having a spiritual experience. The difference is as day and night. It is time to awaken. We've slumbered for too long already.

So, am I sane? Good question. But, what does it mean to be sane? If it means agreeing to abide within the limits of consensus reality, then no, I'm not sure that I even want to be sane. If it means ignoring what spirit moves me to do, then no, I choose not to be sane. If it means being able to be in this world but not of this world, then it is not clear that most of the world is sane. Overall, the bottom line is that it does not matter. Sane is a label. I AM that I AM. Whether any particular label applies to me is always a matter of opinion. Opinion is not reality. Reality is what matters. I am aware and awake. That is sufficient at present. Actually, that is sufficient always!

Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne