Once again I sit here in front of the keyboard recording the thoughts that consciousness would send into my mind. This is the second time in less than three months that I have been put on disability due to my bipolar condition resulting in an inability to live a "normal" life. Interesting that this would be so. Once again, my experience is one of awakening to new states of being, this time at a pace that is unprecedented in my experience ... unprecedented by far.

In many ways, I feel sane and sound of mind. Yet, my reality is far from the norm. My attention is focussed on details that are either lost or considered meaningless to most. Each moment I do what I am moved to do. My attention is drawn to that which it must be aware of and give its focus to. In a very real way, you might say that the helm is without a captain. For a ship at sea, that might be a dangerous thing ... but for a soul in the sea of consciousness, such is the safest and most natural of states.

There is a sense of peace and calm that pervades my being. There is a knowingness that we are on the brink of major world change. In fact, there are many indications every day that the battle of light vs dark has finally been won, and we have but to do our parts to allow the light to embrace the earth. No, this does not mean it will be a piece of cake. There is much that remains to be integrated. We can only move forward as ONE, a composite of all the pieces. There is no darkness so dark that it can be split from this whole. In fact, extreme darkness can only exist where there is extreme light as its opposite pole.

There is a sense that I'm in the middle of a review of my life that permits the integration of all that I have been and all that I have done into whom that I am and what I am moved to do now. It is as if everything that I experienced had many fold meanings -- to me personally on several levels and to the mass consciousness on one or more levels. It is curious that my job at work is as an "Integrator". My concern is with the whole. I ensure that the parts function together properly and create specifications for new parts that provide for an even greater whole.

Now, I apply these same skills on my Self and my World. I have stated before that I would be a philosopher king. Further, I have stated that indeed I am such already even if no one else believe or be aware. I AM what I AM. Yet, what I AM at this moment is still out of synch with my world. Not much, for I see the results of my ideas being manifested in ways that are beyond my imaginings. Consciousness, the ONE has been at the helm of the ship for a long time and has been exerting the control and direction necessary for us to experience life in the manner that we have. The current thrust of activity began with the founding of the United States of America. It also included the major thrust toward communism undertaken in the East by the USSR and China. It is time for the economy to be spiritually driven in a more direct manner. To some degree, it has always been thus. Just yesterday, I saw a program that showed that astrologers have been employed to forecast financial markets for thousands of years. All disciplines that rely heavily on intuition, provide a vehicle through which consciousness can exert control in our world.

At the level of the whole, there are no UNKNOWNS. Curious, the very thing that makes life interesting is what we do not know, the UNKNOWN. One question is whether anything exists that is unknowable to us. Another question is whether we can ever know everything even given sufficient time. Most people would answer who cares? I, for one, care. That, to a large degree confirms that I am indeed a philosopher. Such is an appropriate profession -- "lover of wisdom" defines me as close as any other description that I can think of. But why add "king" at the end of it. This leads to connotations of grandeur that are distasteful to most, my wife included. Yet, I am taken to a scene from the movie Ben Hur, King Seti says "so let it be written, so let it be done". Kings have the power to create ... granted by SPIRIT for the state of awareness that has been reached. In Seti's time, having legions of subjects and great numbers of slaves was the only means for manifesting this power on earth. Now, the circumstances are much different. Yet, are they? Giant corporations effectively control the lives of millions. Yes, the basic conditions of living are better. But, is the climate right for greater expression of spirit HERE in this world? Do the conditions facilitate us in being the true gods and goddesses that we are?

My bipolar condition forces me to deal with this firsthand. In seeing some of my writings of five years ago being realized virtually to the letter, I must reconcile whom that I am. How is it that I could have brought through such writings at that time, especially when the meaning that they had for the Me that I was then is so different from the meaning that I am being allowed to witness now?

I have spoken many times of the world being symbolic. Recently the symbols have taken on whole new levels of meaning. Every character is a vibration. This is what permits me to type this now. I tune into the channel on which this message rides and permit it to manifest through my fingertips. I only need recognize 26 frequencies or patterns, plus a space to allow this to come forth. And, right now it does come forth a letter at a time.

All of our activities involve finetuning of consciousness and expressing what tunes can then flow forth. We have many possible channels on which to map the expression of consciousness. Athletes develop their physical channels to a very fine degree. Musicians develop hearing and the harmonic components within the right brain. The seven notes suggest that this is where the seven rays enter our awareness as well. Reading uses vision to tune into 27 basic frequencies (characters), then imposes meaning on the combinations of linear patterns made with this frequency set.

In digital electronics, we have found that we can represent these patterns as strings of 1's and 0's. With a five character sequence we can represent 0 = 00000 thru 31 = 11111. Note that this stretches the space of possibilities that could have occured at a given time to a series of 1's and 0's that occur over some finite amount of time. Such representations may be how time is created to begin with. We typically cannot enter the explosive creative impulse, rather we enter into the creation and use our senses to report what we find. But, it is more than this, for whom that we are is part of the creation itself. So, we are parts experiencing and expressing and sensing. In our sensing, however, we sense the world, we sense the results of what others do in our world, and we sense the results of what we do. It can be difficult to unravel what we sense and determine what is responsible for what.

At some point, this no longer matters, we become whole ... we become ONE. Inner and outer become the same ... related by an identity function. My world and I become mirrors of one another. There is no longer a third outside "unknown" in the equation. Originally, this was the state of being as well, however, we have to lose our Self to find our self and lose our self to find our Self. Interesting that the path would be thus, but not surprising.

Regardless, once this state is achieved, destiny will be manifest. We do what we must do. Further, we have no choice in the matter ... we do what we know we must do. The very vibration of our destiny propells itself out and we have but to experience where it will take us, pay attention to what attracts our attention, stay awake, and do what we must in accord with the vibration of consciousness on which we surf.

Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne