I'm in a strange state once again. Earlier today, I wrote the following to a friend ...

When I am MOVED to do something ... it gets my FULL ATTENTION.

I'm coming up on my 40th birthday ... the energy is quite different. Yesterday, I pulled 9:Butterfly from the Animal Cards.

It is as if I am truly ready to FLY now!

INDEED! Such is exactly how I feel. If you've visited the Beyond Imagination site lately, it is obvious that I have sprouted new wings and am flying in a way that I have not done before.

Hopefully, you are enjoying the new flight as much as I AM! ... big smile!

I'm excited by what is happening and by how I feel right now. I don't recall ever being in the state that I am now experiencing. Oh, I have been FLYING HIGH before. You've seen many of my excursions and accompanying states of consciousness time and time again in the many writings that are expressed at Beyond Imagination.

However, this current state is new. I am alive in a way that I have never been before. Once again, the unknown stares directly back at me from the mirror, though this time with a distinctive twist. Where it will lead is in SPIRIT's hands as always.

Wayne's World is definitely a new place now ... a very wonderful place at that! How appropriate! What a time to be AWAKE, to truly be ALIVE!

Yet, there is an inner knowingness that this is just the beginning. All the indications I'm receiving at the moment point to major change once more ... another breakpoint ... this time on a scale that far exceeds anything I've experienced to date. Further, there is a sense of immediacy. It is as if the change has already occurred ... but is just now entering my field of awareness. It is just now manifesting in my physical world.

This is a brand new state for me. There is a sense that I am about to be employed directly by SPIRIT. At the moment, I still do not know how this can be so ... but there is a strong inner sense that such is my reality now.

I guess we'll see exactly what this means in the coming days. Hmm ... I wonder. There is a SMILE on my face that will not let up. Life is truly the miraculous adventure that is meant to be. I AM indeed spirit enfleshed, at least to the degree I can be HERE and NOW, is this very moment.

I long to share this special state with others. It is no longer sufficient just to be aware and to write about it here. My soul longs for more in a way that it has never done before in this existence. Yet, I am also content and at ONE in a way that I have never been before.

In a very real way, it is as if my moment of destiny is at hand NOW. Several times before, I have felt it to be close at hand ... only to grow more distant. But now, it is different. There is no longer a sense of closeness in the sense of not quite being there. At the same time, I am not fully aware of where I am right now. At least, not yet anyway.

It is as if I am in the middle of a new birth experience. Or, as the card I drew yesterday indicated, I am now the Butterfly, newly emerged from the chrysalis state that I've experienced for the past five years. My world is different now. I know it, I feel it firsthand. But, it is as if there is nothing in my past experience that applies in the same manner in this new world. There is a whole new set of operating principles and rules to learn. There is a sense that my consciousness has shed its training wheels ... freeing me to