Many things have been going through my mind in the past several months. Much of what has been realized during that time has yet to be expressed. It is not the volumn of words that matters ... it is the quality of the expression that spirit is able to bring forth. I've been learning about a lot of things, only some of which I had learned before. Each day brings additional revelation and realizations. One major lesson from this time is that patience is called for when it comes to reality creation and any widespread major change. Also, things are changing rapidly for the better of all. The shadows are lessening in their scope and breadth. The light is finding more and more ways to shine forth. It is there, everywhere one looks, if only one has eyes to see it. Movies and television are where much of the real expression and teaching are happening at present. It is there that spirit is establishing the basis upon which a New World will be formed. It is interesting how much resources are pumped into this form of expression ... how many dollars, and how many hours of people's time.

Personally, it feels that I am at a crossroads again. I just moved into a new office and started working on a different program. The details of this indicate that some substantial change has indeed occurred. I worked on the last program for 13 years. It is appropriate timing for a change. The system that I work on changed from SCN to SLR and the organization from CWI to CWR. Note that I to R is transition from 9 to 18 = 2x9. This is an I to a "We" transition.

3 23 9 = 23-39, span of 16 centered at 31
3/26/35 [Hmm ... that was the age at which the writings started.]

3 23 18 = 318 - 323, span of 5 centered at 320-321
3/26/44 [Hmm ... this is 23 + 21, wayne + ellis.]

SCN to SLR = 0 9 4. This is 88 + 6:The Lovers

2184 + 094 = 2278. That is the year that I will be 56, 2014.

From the middle out, 094 is 904 = 704 + 200 = God plus WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN.

Me and God, God and I , we are ONE as the mantra goes. This is somehow tied to the wayne|Wayne => WAYNE. 23|41 => 68. Interesting, the sum is only 64.

My interaction with the world has been somewhat limited nearly all of my life. For the past 2 years, this is even more so than it has ever been before. I have always been relatively isolated, but this is a new extreme. Much of it is due to the nature of my experiences over the past two years. They have permitted me to know firsthand how spirit expresses in flesh. However, my sense is that spirit expresses through me in a different manner than others.

Over the past few months, I have realized that my abilities, while special and unique ... do not make me any better or more important than others. My mission is what it is and requires my talents. Each of us lives out our lives as we must. The universe is perfect as it is. Spirit is expressing as best it can under the circumstances.

[John 8:32] "And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."

This saying has followed me in a prominent way for many years. The final part of this is the motto for CalTech, the college that I went to immediately after high school from 1976-77. Then, 832 showed up as the prominent address in 1994 that led to the unfolding of spiritual meaning embedded in numbers. This saying came up again on 9 Feb 99 in the daily inspirational message from LEC. What truth does this refer to? That we are ONE! That we are God experiencing life through us. Such is the truth. Each one of us has a unique perspective from which we are seeing life and in which we are expressing spirit in flesh. God is all that is! There is nothing save God!

I watched a movie this weekend, The Egyptian, a lavish spectacle from the 50's that was set in the time of Ahknaton. Supposedly, this was 1300 B.C. or so. It was quite interesting to see that there was a movement toward worship of ONE GOD! ... even then, the truth was manifest through the Pharoah of Egypt ... god-incarnate as far as the Egyptians were concerned. I've always had a sense of being a scribe in Egypt at some point in time. From that experience, I gained much that permits me to be a scribe for spirit expressing through me.

I've been thinking a bit about what it is that I desire ... what is it that would please me? These come in two classes -- things that would make my life better, and experiences that would make my life better. For the first of these, bigger house, more statues, larger TV, new van ... all of these require funds. Experiences come in two major varieties -- those that require funds to buy and those that are free. The bulk of these are inner experiences or new ways of interpreting outer reality. Actually, all of this is secondary to my bigger desire of better serving spirit through the greatest expression that I can bring forth at this time. This is how a better world gets built. It is for each of us to live by the principle The Secret to Life is to Never Take More than You Give! This is how abundance gets generated that is sufficient to permit massive change to occur. It requires that each of us live in a manner so that abundance is manifest.

Patience ... patience ... patience. Allow reality to unfold as it will. You have only to do what you are moved by spirit to do to the best of your ability. Thy destiny will be made manifest when the time is right and not until. You cannot force things to happen. It is no use struggling and fighting to achieve an end unless such activities please you and make you happy. Find the groove and allow the play to unfold as it will. Ultimately, the philosophy Que Sera, Sera ... whatever will be will be ... is in order now. For the world at large, or just for me? Primarily for you and others in the 1st wave. Tis the wayshowers that must get it right now ... and this only happens when they allow intuition to rule.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

LOVE,

Wayne