Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
28 December 1999
A few days ago a friend asked why it is that I need to be a "spiritual warrior". What is it that I need to be at war with or fight against? A very good question. I've not thought much about this. It just seemed natural to be at war with the illusion, using my sword to cut the true from the false wherever I wandered in my travels. Further, like with the Highlander, the driving truth was that in the end there can be only one. In the movie and show, this occurs via the cutting off of heads and experiencing the quickening as the others spirit/energy is integrated with one's own. As a spiritual warrior, my path is similar ... it involves ever looking for what is not I and finding a way to overcome it and integrate it with I. No, overcome is not quite the right word. My battles are always within. Each individual I encounter on the outside represents a part of what is inside. I need to remind myself of that from time to time. It's interesting ... for the past several years my job has been to be an integrator. At work, it's an integrator of systems. In my spiritual life, it's an integrator of experiences.
Yesterday, at the store, my bill came to $22.72. I happened to have a $5, so I gave the cashier $25.00 and found it interesting that the change was exactly $2.28. This is one of the most significant numbers for me numerologically, so it always catches my attention. That I would have a $5 in my wallet at that time was significant. That the sum was $25, my 2 soul 5 personality ray makeup was interesting. That the total would be exactly $22.72 was interesting as well. I bought a pound of meat from the deli that could easily have come to a few more or a few less cents. Further, normally I would buy two 64 ounce bottles of Mountain Dew. This time I bought 3 since the price was only 66 cents each. Also, I bought a gift for my housemate. The $22.72 now has ties to both 228 and 25. 22:72(88) is a year, namely 2008. The sense I have is that I will reach 2500 in 2008. 2500 is 50 x 50 = 50 squared. There are 50 states in the United States. The 50 squared seems significant in that context. I have considered squaring to be like "kinging" in checkers. Squaring doubles the number of dimensions that one can operate within. 50 x 50 = 2 x 2 x 5 x 5 x 5 x 5. It offers a six degree arena in which to operate. Two of the dimensions are 2 representing places of duality. The other four are 5, planes where 50, 41, 32, 23, 14, and 05 can manifest. Hmm... looking back "I will reach 2500 in 2008". The sense is that this applies to my world ... in particular, the US as well. Maybe we will see a constitutional convention and a new constitution in the years immediately ahead. Interesting.
22:72 is also significant in that it ties to the sequence 22:52 -- 22:62 -- 22:72. The first two are my Heart's Desire:Personality numbers without and with Jr at the end of my name. The final number seems to be what I am evolving to. In 2007, my birthday is on Easter Sunday. My sense is that it will be some sort of resurrection for me personally. 72 is where my personality will then be, with the sum being 22+72 = 94 = 88 + 6:The Lovers.
So where are we NOW? We are moving from 22:63 to 22:64(88). 64 is a time to lay down one's will to be subservient to The Will of Spirit. Is that what will occur in the world at large? Is my personal experience several years ahead of the mass experience? Is that the time delay involved in reality creation at this moment? Interesting. My world is a reflection of me ... but it is somewhat a delayed reflection. I need to take action trusting that the outcome will be right in it's own timing. I can only do what I am moved by spirit to do. That is the only action I am ever required to take. And, even then, it is my choice to take the action. Nothing is forced upon us ... we experience the reality we choose to experience, no more and no less.
Just noticed that there was one more number on the receipt that needs to be connected to the web of information above. It is particularly significant because it is the only number in bold type ... the bonus buy savings of $3.89. Broken up as 38:9, this is the VISION of the Hermit. As 3:89, this is The Empress : Justice Exalted. From the middle, this is the span from 83 to 89, centered at 86. Reversed, this is 68:WAYNE. Curious, 389 is prime, but it is the sum of two squares 100 + 289 = 10 squared + 17 squared. 10 is the Wheel of Fortune and 17: The Star. Further, the square with sides of 17 has perimeter of 68:WAYNE.
This is how meaning is constructed for me ... as webs of interrelated data that are connected in a myriad of ways. Each day, my web grows as more information is input and more connections are established. By following my intuition, I'm taken exactly in the direction I need to go to expand my personal web. Interesting. My web site expands in the same way as I'm moved to share information with others.
Just thought about the Pythagorean Theorem. The square root of 389 is equal to the length of the hypoteneuse of the right triangle with sides of 10 and 17. Somehow, this is a special set of numbers. 244 comes to mind as well, 10 squared plus 12 squared. Curious, 10 squared is part of this as well. Let's see the set of squares that include 10 squared [101, 104, 109, 116, 125, 136, 149, 164, 181, 200, 221, 244, 269, 296, 325, 356, 389, 424, 461, 500]. What an interesting set of numbers. 104 is a key number for me. It is 8 x 13, the Pyramid of Death/Transformation. 200 just happens to be the right triangle with 2 equal sides. 269 and 296 are variations of 9:26 = The Hermit: God.
Did some quick calculation of square roots and differences between side lengths and extending the sequence through 48 using a spreadsheet. The most interesting result was that this includes the 10-24-26 right triangle, the double of the 5-12-13 right triangle. All of the other hypotenuse results are fractional. The 13th delta was .78, the 19th was .88 and the 22nd and 23rd were .91:Death Exalted. More ties to key numbers in the Tarot. The whole sequence of differences is interesting:
15, 24, 33, 41, 48, 54, 60, 65, 69, 72, 75, 78, 80, 82, 84, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 91
It is curious that 91 is the first number that is replicated. Note: I was only interested in the decimals to two digits. Only 10 of the 78 tarot cards are touched by this series. However: 2, 4, 6, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13 are all hit in their exalted form, as are the remainder of the Tarot through 99 = 21 exalted.
It seems appropriate that 10:The Wheel of Fortune should be the fixed side in this endeavor. It is at the very foundation of the world that we experience. Though, there is a sense that this is starting to shift. 10 exalted is 88! The next step is 89: Justice exalted. That is what society in the Aquarian Age must be based on! This ties back to the significance of 3.89. It is on legs of 10 and 17: The Star that we are ready to make the shift to a New Order.
With 11 as the base, our sequence starts with 122, 125, 130, 137, 146, 157, 170 ... resulting in differences:
13, 22, 30, 38, 45, 51, 56, 61, 65, 69, 72, 75, 78, 80, 82, 83, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 91
This is a major change! 13: Death/Transformation, and 22:The Fool Completed are now the basis. 30:Utopia on Earth and 38: Vision are not far behind. 45 squared = 2025 lies ahead in the immediate future. Again, 91 is the first number that is replicated.
This tells me that the 88:Wheel of Fortune Exalted to 89:Justice Exalted shift is the birth of the Aquarian Age. Further, it is upon us NOW! The 50 squared above indicates that it is time for the United States to be an example for the world on a whole new level.
This is interesting because my birth year was 22:22(88) = 22:00(89). The latter is the start completion of the 22nd cycle of 89. This put the year in the cycle identical to my birth year. The sense is that I am literally living this cycle. This year is 22:41(89). It will soon be 22:42(89)
Further, this is tied to the Fibonacci sequence: 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144. This is one of the simplest natural sequences. The next number is the sum of the previous two. Note that 89 stands alone as the nearest number to 88. There is a sense that 88 marks a spiritual completion cycle while 89 is its closest manifestation in our world. Hmm ... 89 = 88 + ONE!
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!
LOVE,
Wayne
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