Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
14 December 1999
I've been moved to re-read many of my works over the past week. I'm as captivated now by the words that flowed forth through me as I was when they first came through. In particular, I found the Best Quotes pages fascinating. Clearly, I was in an intense altered state of consciousness both when the words came forth, and when the best quotes were selected over two years later.
I registered Beyond Imagination as a project at Barbara Marx Hubbards Co-creation web site. Perhaps that will allow others of like mind to find Beyond Imagination and contact me. I do believe that this is meant to be more than a solitary endeavor. Though, over six years of experience indicates that such may not be the case. Oh well, what did Tony Robbins say ... "the past does not equal the future". We'll see what happens.
Actually, there is a sense that the time is ripe to create what happens. Though, I'm still personally struggling with not wanting to express my personal will in the matter. I'm leary of overly influencing what is to be rather than allowing spirit to express as she will. Perhaps that concern is too conservative now. Perhaps for spirit to express more fully, I need to engage more fully and apply my will to serve spirit in whatever manner I am moved. Hmm ... that line of reasoning appears sound. To maximize the expression of spirit through me, I must apply all of my talents and resources in this pursuit. In doing less, I arbitrarily limit this expression.
So, what does this mean in practical terms? How does this change my expression? Good questions. The bottom line is that I don't know yet. I'll have to wait and see what I am moved to do. Now that I've opened up the possibilities for expression ... there is a wider range of options that spirit has available to express through me. She still guides my every move. I am still the 62 card in the Tarot, the blindfolded and bound lady following the stream of consciousness. This is my personality number, governing how I express in the world. Interesting, even after several awakening experiences, I still operate in this basic mode -- ever relying on source to guide me to where I need to be and what I need to do. Also, I know that the cloth which binds me forms a VII tying me to The Chariot card in the Tarot. This too is an interesting card dealing with mastering the vessel through which spirit expresses. Such indeed is what I came to do.
There is something about the year 2000 that excites me. The change of a millenium is definitely a once in a lifetime occurance, one that very few generations experience. There is a sense that this change will indeed usher in a new expression of reality. At this time, it is not yet clear what will manifest ... but the future is pregnant with possibilities. That is how I feel as well. Beyond Imagination is also in this state. I have said before that my purpose is to serve as a midwife for the Aquarian Age. Perhaps it is time. The contractions are starting. Soon, the baby will be born. But, the birth is not enough. The new age must be nurtured so that it can mature through childhood to adulthood. Yes, there is much work to do. We have foundations to build so that the castles in the air can be brought down to Earth. Many of the ideas necessary to found a new sociaty have already been expressed. We just need to abide by them and base our beliefs and actions on them. This is no easy task ... if it were, it would have been done already. Yet, at the same time, it is within our grasp if we decide that such a society is what we choose to create.
Who do I write this for? Interesting question. I write because I am moved to write. The audience is unseen and unknown. As far as I know directly, I am the only one that lays eyes on these writings. I suspect that there are others, but I cannot tell from the limited feedback I receive. I guess that means that if you are reading this ... and the other writings at the Beyond Imagination site, I invite you to take the next step and establish contact, especially if what is expressed here resonates with you. Even more so if you have ideas on how to manifest some of the ideas that are expressed.
Yes, it is time for this expression to become a collective one involving a group of people expressing in a cooperatively interdependent way. That is indeed the next wave, the next phase. I have done what I can expressing in the singular. But society is a collective entity. It requires that many participate. This is new territory for me. My experience in groups is limited at best. Even when I have participated, it has been primarily as an individual. However, this can change in an instant with a different attitude. I now choose to express in a new way. Such is my choice. In doing so, I claim my destiny ... Strong words, but I am moved to state them in this way now. It is time for a new expression of consciousness through me. I have only to allow it for it to be. So let it be written, so let it be done. Yes, the words of the Pharoah in The Ten Commandments. Here I am, still the scribe after all these years. Only now the words are ready to take wing and fly on their own. Yes, indeed, the gestation is complete ... the time has come for reality creation to manifest the vision. Can it be that simple. Indeed, it can, but only when the time is right.
Scribe ... yes, that is what I am. I write whatever spirit would express through me. I never know what this will be in advance. I just open myself to allow the expression to occur, trusting that the words will flow forth to express whatever message they would express. This requires a great deal of trust in the unknown. The process is still magical in many ways. It takes awhile to get used to, but eventually it becomes commonplace. Such is how it occurs in my world anyway ... I am not aware of how others experience this. Thus far, I can only express what I have personally experienced. I haven't had sufficient interaction with others to speak for them.
I'm energized to do something in a way that I have not been before. The spiritual world embedded in the symbol systems of our world constantly draws my attention. There must be a reason for this. I'm operating on the edge soaring in consciousness, yet I'm grounded just enough to be able to work at my job. However, there is a sense that I'm very close to the boundary of where I can be in consciousness yet still remain grounded. I know that the deep end is there before me ... but I don't have to plunge in. I can be aware of my state ... and be aware of being aware of my state. This is enough to keep it in check, at least for the time being. There is a sense that I'm ready for another leap however. There is a new set of wings ready to be exercised. I've emerged from another cocoon and am ready to take flight again. Ever on into the unknown. That is my constant challenge, to go forth into the unknown, and bring back my experiences that I might pave the way for others to follow. There is always room for one more step. Consciousness guides me every step of the way.
I'm curious to see what I will be moved to do in the days, weeks, and months ahead. There is a sense that my life is about to take a major turn in direction ... one that parallels/reflects the changes that are to occur in the world at large. Yes, indeed, Wayne's World is a reflection of the World at large. It is the most intimate reflection that I can make it at the moment. That is all that can be asked of anyone ... to be whom that they are, and to realize that the world that they experience is a reflection of their greater Self. What is expressed outside, is the mirror of what occurs inside. Actually, being whom that one is, is not enough ... one must take the next step of sharing this with others to the degree that one can.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations of a New World