Another month nearly gone.  That makes three.  Only 9 days remaining until my 48th birthday.  What would be expressed today?  We continue to be moved to express.  But, it is not stories that come forth here.  My experiences have been limited throughout my life, with the exception of my experiences in consciousness.  In many ways, I have lived a boring life.  I still do in some respects.  But, in other respects there is magic and mystery involved.  Metaphysics is an interesting playground for both the mind and the spirit.  It can also be a playground for the emotions and the body, though I typically don't focus on these aspects.  That does not mean that they are any less important ... just that I give them less attention.  This is all subject to change at any time.  It is a matter of choice as to where we focus our attention.  We choose what matters to us and we create that in physical form in this existence.  This existence is about creation.  If we can't manifest something in our reality, then it is nothing but wishful thinking or illusion.

More and more, I am seeing that the organization at work is dysfunctional at best.  The people are good, and they are trying their best, but the organization and the organizational dynamics leave much to be desired.  Further, it is not only in one program ... rather, it seems to be prevalent across the board.  It is as if there is a great inefficiency that keeps things from getting done.  It is almost painful to see in operation.  Yet, at the same time, there is a sense that perhaps this is the way it should be.  If government were more effective overall, especially the DoD, things might be far worse in the world than they are.  Something from the movie The Aviator comes to mind.  Howard Hughes was being hounded for not delivering several planes and weapons systems to DoD successfully.  His defense was that he had every intent of succeeding and even had invested hundreds of millions of dollars to that end.  However, he also said that something like 80-90 percent of the weapons systems purchased to support the war effort in WWII never worked.  I didn't realize it was anywhere near that high.

What a waste.  It is time for this to change.  But, first, we must transform the consciousness of the planet so that resources get applied to beneficial ends.  Perhaps this is already happening behind the scenes.  At the very least, consciousness herself is preparing the way.  It is a matter of allowing her will to be revealed and manifest.  We believe that some of that will is being revealed here.  What will happen as a result of that revelation I can only guess.  It would be nice to have some feedback.  It would be nice to meet some kindred spirits.  It would be nice to end some of the solitude, boredom, and loneliness by finding some friends.  To have a friend, you must be a friend.  I don't know who said that, but it is definitely true.  At this point, it is not clear that the friends must be physical.  That would be nice, but I am open to friendships that transcend the physical.  Hmm ... I've never said anything like that before.  How might such friendships play themselves out?  Where does one go to meet non-physical friends?  Perhaps in dreams or daydreams.  Perhaps by using our imagination.  Perhaps by exploring some of the unknown territory of consciousness.  Perhaps just by being open to such an experience in whatever way it might come.

LRRS = 3991 = 1993 reversed is my current Air Force counterparts office symbol.  That is the year that the Beyond Imagination expression began and the year that I was diagnosed as bipolar after undergoing an intense spiritual awakening.  LRR is also 12 + 18 + 18 = 48: The Man in Search of More.  This office symbol changed a few months ago.  In the 20 plus years that I have been associated with this organization, it has changed from DV to CW to RN to LRR.  There is an embedded meaning in the structure of organizations.  This is true of every organization.  Further, the economic system could be considered an organization as well.  The names of companies carry an energy with them, an energy that gets conveyed to and expressed in the world.  Just as individual names contain a cornucopia of meaning ... so do the names of companies.  Toyota = 26 76 21 = 123 = 88 + 35:Spiritual Inheritance Exalted.  267621 = 24 = "X".  With a capital T this is 42: Two of Cups = Couple holding cups together with Winged Lion above Caduceus above them.  This is a special number.  It represents one with the wisdom to interpret hidden meaning from other worlds.  That is what I seem to be doing.  Though the wisdom is primarily other than conscious.  Something within me drives me to find the hidden meaning that I find.  Further, this same source brings to light the connections between things that I am meant to discover and reveal here.

2005, 2006, 2007 ... When is the next major transformation?  2006 is a "Z" year.  2007 is the year beyond this.  The next symbol is a <blank> or <space>.  Either that, or it is the number 1.  Hmm ... that seems appropriate somehow.  27 = 3 x 3 x 3.  The new building number for work is 270.  This all seems to be connected somehow.  My new office number is 468, a variation of 684, the first three of my address in cathedral city.  "The math of neurons creating consciousness".  I just heard that in an advertisement for an episode of the show NUMB3RS.  Math is a symbol system.  That a symbol system could create consciousness may be a revelation on the one hand.  However, from another perspective, everything is number, everything is vibration.  Everything in the world is the result of an elaborate symbol system at play ... including consciousness itself.
 
 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World