29 March 2006
This is a matter of making the right choices and of educating people to show them what is possible. We can create the foundations for a new world, one that is very different than anything we have experienced to date. Further, it seems that not only can we do this, but this is something we must do. The new age will come and will be spiritually based. It is only a matter of time. The only real choice is how easy or how difficult the transition will be. My sense is that it will be relatively easy because that is what we have collectively decided to make it. Right now, it is only a feeling sense ... not a knowingness. Massive change requires the effort and involvement of many. I haven't been plugged in to networks of folks to date. I am a lone wolf crying in the wilderness as far as I know. A few have found their way to this expression. But, the feedback is so rare that it is difficult to know what, if any, impact all of this is having. By now, I expected this to be far more than it has been. But then, I have a biased view of what has been expressed. Biased does not necessarily make it wrong, it just means that it is not objective. Not that it could be objective anyway. The very nature of this expression is subjective. There is a blending of whom that I AM with the source within that allows all of this to come forth as it does. This blending is purely subjective. You, reading this expression experience a similar blending, partially with this stream of consciousness, but more importantly with the source within you that ascertains the meaning and truth of this expression for you.
I don't really know what I am doing here. I don't know how to string these words together into sentences and group the sentences into paragraphs. All of that happens automatically and in realtime. I have not been moved to delete one line from this expression, nor have I been moved to reorder what has been expressed or go back and add to what has been expressed. My mode of operating is to allow the stream of consciousness to come forth as it will. This might be different if there was a sense that the material was rambling, repetitive, or just not holding together. But, it is far from that. While there is no theme to each musing, there is the sense that what is expressed hangs together somehow. It feels as if the expression is already completed and I am just pulling it in a word at a time as if I were somehow reading it.
Today, I had the stranger in a strange world sense as I went through a day filled with meetings. It is interesting watching managers and leaders at work, but this is not what I am here to do. Or, perhaps it is, at least for a time. I need to know what others can do. Most of my life as a worker has involved what I can do. Observing others interacting is a new mode of working for me. Since I am in this position, there must be something that I need to learn from it. All that I can do is make the best of it and continue to do my jobs to the best of my ability. There is a tradeoff however. Time is a constraint. I need to spend a reasonable amount of time at my job but not an excessive amount. Otherwise, I interfere with the rest of my life including my spiritual work or which this very expression is part. Balance is important. Render unto Caesar that which is Caesars, but unto God that which is Gods. We have obligations on many levels, but the most important of these are the spiritual ones. Be true to yourself. Find the source within, and follow that. These are the dictates of our spirit.
The total at the grocery store today came to $10.10. When I saw
that, Reality Creation 1010 came to mind immediately. Perhaps it
is time that I read that work again, especially since much of the expression
of late has dealt with choosing or creating the experience that I prefer
on subconscious/conscious/superconscious levels simultaneously.
LOVE,