Again we come here to express.  The month is winding down quickly.  My 48:The Man in Search of More year will be over in 11 days as I celebrate my 48th birthday on 4/8.  I don't know what lies in store for the coming year.  I only know that it will challenge me to be more and to express more than I have ever been or expressed before.  Every year does that now.  But each year is more and more special.  49 = 7:The Chariot x 7:The Chariot.  This is the square with sides of 7 for a perimeter of 28:The Man with the World in His Hands.  49 is the area of the square.  This is also The Seven Rays x The Seven Rays.  Rainbow comes to mind as well.  There is a sense of completion somehow.  This occurs in 2006, a "Z" year.  Interesting "Z" has "7" embedded in it both rightside up and upside down.  7 squared is G squared or GG or perhaps gg.  This is a variation of 88.  gg also looks like two sets of glasses.  The message has something to do with eyesight and focus.  Last week I had to take an eye test to renew my drivers license.  I noticed that I could not even tell that the eye chart had letters on it when I removed my glasses.  I found that interesting.  Literally, I cannot see the consensus world very clearly without adding a particular focus that the glasses provide.  This same process works for our minds as it does for our eyes.  What we think and believe and know determines what we experience, or more precisely how we experience what we experience.

What do I have to share with the world?  How can I best serve others?  These are empowering questions that we should ask often.  It is through service that our lives are given true meaning.  In the end, it is what we give that matters.  And, the most important gift that we have to give is ourself and our abilities.  But, how do we know where to give?  One, by what is asked of us.  And two, by what we are moved to give.  It is that simple.  We already know how best to express.  It is a matter of accepting and allowing.  It is a matter of trusting what we know inside of us.  That is where we can find the answers to anything that is important for us to know.  That is where we can go to re-member.  Why do I have so much trouble remembering anything?  Hmm ... is that even true?  I am making connections between things all of the time.  Is this not a form of re-membering, of connecting pieces in the fabric of reality together?

What does the next year have in store?  At this point, it does not matter.  It will unveil itself over time as is appropriate.  I trust that I am creating exactly that reality that I need to experience.  Yes, I am creating and am fully responsible.  However, I also know that I am not fully satisfied with the way that my life is unfolding.  Part of that comes from knowing that there is so much more that I could be doing.  What is stopping me from being all that I can be?  What is stopping me from doing more?  What choices am I making that keep me stuck?  All of these are of my own making or doing.  All of these are things that I can change by adopting a new perspective.  Freely give!  That is the key.  Further, know that abundance is the reward when we choose to do this ... abundance on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels.  There is enough abundance to go around to everyone.  Spirit is not limited by what we perceive as limits in our world.  Also, while important, the physical is only one of four domains and probably the least important of those.  Hmm ... that's a judgment that results in neglecting the physical in my life.  I also neglect the emotional ... focusing on the mental and the spiritual.  That is OK.  But, there is some benefit to being more well-rounded.  The physical is not less than the other domains.  They are all equal.  That doesn't mean that we can't have our preferences.  It is these preferences that make us unique beings.

When I am truly ready to share whom that I am with others, the opportunities will present themselves.  I know that.  All that I can conclude is that I have not been ready for this to date ... either that, or I am meant to do the bulk of my work alone.  In the meantime, I continue to be moved to share what is expressed here through me.  You shall know them by their works is a very powerful truth.  These are my works, or more correctly, the works of spirit through me.  Here, consciousness is given voice at least in terms of letters, words, and ideas on web pages.  Until I am moved to do differently, I will continue on this present course at least from a spiritual standpoint.  In that realm, I am creating well. And, it is that realm that matters most to me.  As a triple fire sign, that is to be expected.  Fire corresponds to spirit.  However, my Mars is in Aquarius so ideas and ideals are highly important to me as well.  They are where I take action, in the mental realm.  But, who would be the recipients of that action.  This expression is a thrusting forth of consciousness, and a spontaneous one at that.  It is a perfect for of expression for me.  However, where is the feedback?  I have been operating open loop for so long that it is difficult to know if I'm maintaining my sanity.  How do I know that some of the connections that I make are not wrong?  The bottom line is I don't.  I observe the connections that my mind is making and often find them amusing.  Sometimes, they are enlightening as well, sending shivers through my body ... but this does not happen that often.

What is the purpose of life?  To re-member whom that we are and then to do what we came to do.  Sometimes, it is in the doing of what we are moved to do that the re-membering comes.  When we have completed this, we will experience Death, in whatever manner we believe.  Death is a transition, not an ending.  There are no endings, ever.  Hmm ... death is 45128.  This is a form of 2184 (4-128) with a 5 inserted in a fifth dimension.  Phyllis = 7873391.  13:28  33  91.  Death: The Man with the World in His Hand    33: The Master Teacher    91: Death Exalted.  It seems that you were living your name, as we all do.  7/15/22/25/28/37/38 : Queen of Cups = VISION.  V is ION.  This is of the form MISSION = Miss ION = Miss V = Miss 22:The Master Builder.  Hmm ... Miss 22 = spirit herself.

ION is also "Eye on" = 575 65.  Wow!  This is close to the first five of my SSN = 575 68.

Vision reversed is No is IV = No is 4:The Emperor.  Mission reversed is No is Sim = Is Real.  This is close to Israel = 9/10/19/20/25/28 : The Man with the World in His Hand.

"Eye on LA" is 575 65 121 = 5/12/17/23/28/29/31/32 = "America" = "I AM Race".

This is also "eAe only" = 515.  This is the pattern of diamonds on my ring.  Hmm ... that is a completely new transformation.  515 = 5 x 103 = The pentagon of 13:Death guided by 0:Source.
 
 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World