The musings have not been long of late, but at least they have been coming through somewhat consistantly.  That is a start.  I'm reading Home with God, the final Conversations with God book by Neale Donald Walsch.  It appears to have just come out.  It is fascinating, as all of his books have been.  It seems strange that he has come to some sort of completion after doing the CWG books for 11 years.  The Beyond Imagination writings span about the same time period.  But, they definitely haven't had the kind of mass appeal of the CWG works.  That is OK.  I don't know what the true intent of this expression is other than to assist me in awakening and becoming more aware.  We express because that is what spirit does.  She expresses as fully through us as we allow her to.  In the latest CWG book, God expresses a multistep formula for manifestation.  Hope => Belief => Knowing => Awareness => Expression.  Hmm ... I think that I'm missing a few steps.  So much for my memory.  Oh well, that is one of the good things about books.  You can always go back and re-read whatever sections that you want.  Unfortunately, I didn't bring it with me this week or I would look it up.

Manifestation is a recurring theme.  How do we manifest the reality that we prefer?  First, we have to know what it is that we prefer.  That is not so easy as it sounds.  There is so much to choose from.  How do we decide what is right for us at a particular point in our life?  Do we consciously choose?  Or, do we trust that there are other than conscious parts of us that know what we need better than we do?  Consciously, we should like what we are doing and what we are experiencing.  If we don't, we need to set the conscious desire to change it.  Further, we need to be serious about this, serious enough to do things differently.  Our actions reinforce our intent.  The best results happen when we engage our whole selves in the process: conscious, subconscious, and superconscious.  Then the magic flows into our lives.  This expression is that "magic" for me.  It is where I can creatively express what consciousness would express through me.  Yes, through me.  Spirit expresses through me here?  There is no way that I could express in this manner on my own.  I would have run out of words within days of starting.  And here, we've been going on for over 13 years and over 4 million words.  That is a lot of expression.  But, my sense is that it is only a small fraction of what remains to come forth.  Here, I feel as if I am accomplishing something ... I am doing something special.  I am doing something that uses my abilities to a greater degree than anything else that I do.  That is good.  There is a sense that somehow this is part of what I am here to do.  Further, when I am engaged in doing it, I am far happier than at other times in my life.  Interesting.  Could I do this on a full time basis?  I desire to do so ... maybe not just writing, but somehow getting the Beyond Imagination expression out to others who might benefit from it.  I've stated this desire before ... but it seems that it was to no avail.  That, or the timing was not right.  So, is now different?  Perhaps.  It seems that we shall see soon enough.  Hope => Belief => Knowing.  We've made that transition.  Further, we have got all the way to awareness and expression.  So, what is missing?  Where is the Feeling?  Happiness is a feeling, not a knowing?  How do we trigger feelings?  Here, it seems that we need to engage others.  Feelings are part of a process of interacting.  As a loner, as a hermit, I interact with the world in certain ways ... ways that limit the reality that I experience.  Then again, every perspective limits what we experience and are able to express.

We are here to express whom that we are as fully as we can.  However, whom that we are is limited by what we believe ourself to be.  We will experience what we believe that we will experience.  The beliefs may be conscious or other than conscious.  How is it that this expression can go on in this manner?  As far as I know, it doesn't repeat itself ... though there are common themes that have been touched on many times.  How is it that such is possible?  What does the organizing?  What determines what comes forth next?  Personally, I have no clue.  I allow a voice to enter my head and drive my fingers to type what is expressed.  I call this inner connection source.  I believe there is only one source, consciousness herself, that drives us all.  I know that source is prolific.  Those who are most in touch with her seem to be the most driven to express.  All creative expression has value.  And all expression is creative expression.  Even the dramas that many make of their lives are creative expressions, just as real as those captured in movies and fiction.  How do we change our perspective so that we view the world as perfect as it is.  How can it be other than perfect?  Even horror novels have their place.  Some, are better than others, but the best of the genre move those who are moved to read them in powerful ways.  What makes the horrors in the drama of life any different?  They are what they are.  People are doing the best that they can given their beliefs and their circumstances.  Yes, they have drawn such circumstances to themselves via their free will.  But, that doesn't mean that help cannot be provided.  That doesn't mean that we can't create better foundations and a better world.  It won't be any more perfect.  It will just be different.  What does it take to create a new world?  The hopes, beliefs, knowingness, awareness, and expression that manifests our grandest ideals for the Aquarian Age in flesh.  It is really quite simple.  A whole host of forces are there to assist.  There is a grand plan for the expression of spirit in flesh.  We are about to start a new chapter in that plan, a new scene in that play.
 
 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World