Another day, another musing.  This is becoming a more frequent activity once again.  I like that.  I am enthused by this expression.  In a very real way, it is what keeps me alive.  I can’t imagine what my life would have been like these past 13 years without it.  Yet, this is a choice that I make, a choice to do what I am moved by spirit to do.  I would live a life of spirit or no life at all.  Interesting.  But, what does that mean?  Why am I still in the job that I am in?  Why do I continue to commute to work for a week at a time?  Why do I still experience my life as a hermit?  Why do I have no close friends?  At one level, the answer is simple … because that is what I am choosing to experience.  Even consciously, I am contributing to this in the choices that I make regarding interactions with people.  Though, for me, much of this seems other than conscious as well.  Are there others who feel as I do?  Are there others who would benefit from this expression?  What is it that I am meant to do with my life?  Right now, I am somewhat bored and as a result sleep a lot.  Occasionally, that is not a bad thing.  But habitually, it seems to be a sign that something is missing, a sign that I am settling to be less than I can be.  That I am doing less than I can do.  Yet, there are to be no judgments, just discernments and preferences.  We don’t have to like everything that we see or experience.  In fact, not liking something is often a strong motivator for changing it.  So what about my life do I like and not like?  Clearly, meaningful relationships with others are absent.  I’ve never really had these in my life, choosing to focus on my relationship to Self and to the source within.  Meaningful work is another area of challenge.  On some days the job is fine, but on many days the sense is that what we are doing is not important, at least not in the long run.  Further, it seems to be wasteful of the talents and abilities of the people involved.  Those are two biggees.

My real work is what I do here, expressing spirit in flesh to the degree that I can, exploring the realms of consciousness and sharing what I find.  But with whom do I share these things in person?  After 13 years, I would have expected to have found some kindred spirits with whom to share these things.  But, they have not been forthcoming.  Despite this, I have continued on … expressing word after word, idea after idea for all these years.  And, I will continue to do so.  This is something that I must do even if it is only for my consumption.  I would hope that it would help others as well.  But, that is not for me to decide.  Each of us must find our own truth.  That does not mean that others cannot help us to get there.  It just means that in the end, it is the truth that comes from within that ultimately counts.  I believe that by sharing the truth from the source within me, I can help you realize there is such a source within you, and help you to find it.  Whether this expression actually does that or not depends on how source has organized the material, and how you are moved to experience it.  There is nothing that says this has to be linearly.  In fact, one of the benefits of the WWW is that you can jump around as you choose.

How do I get compensated for doing my real work?  Who might be willing to pay for it?  Who benefits from it?  If the foundations for a new world are built properly, everyone benefits.  Work should be something that we LOVE to do.  If it is not, we have chosen the wrong profession.  And, when we do what we love to do to the best of our abilities, abundance is granted unto us.  However, we may have to adopt the right perspective to truly see the abundance.  Our perspective determines our experience.  Change your perspective, change your point of view, and everything changes.  We get what we expect in life.  Why? Because we create the very things that we expect to experience.  Much of this is done on other than conscious levels, but not all of it.  More can be made conscious if we so desire.
 
 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World