Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
2 March 2006
The days keep marching on. Sunday marks the 13th anniversary of
the Beyond Imagination expression. Can it really be 13 years
already? It seems that I have been doing this forever. It
is hard to remember what my life was like before Beyond Imagination ...
before the awakening experiences of 1993. The changes that
happened during the summer and the fall of that year were
phenomenal. I became more than I knew was possible. I woke
up ... for the very first time in this existence. I was born anew
in spirit. In the years since then, I have had several awakenings
of a similar scope, each time becoming more than I ever was
before. I don't know if others experience this in such a
manner. I simply have not been exposed to enough others to have
any real clue in this area. Though, I have read a number of great
metaphysical books whose authors must have been highly aware to even
bring forth the works. Yes, bring forth. Most of what "we
do" is done not so much by us as through us. That doesn't make it
any less ours. We are necessary in the communications
process. But it is really spirit that does everything. Yes,
everything is spirit in expression. There is nothing else for it
to be. That means the good as well as the bad and everything in
between.
What would I do today to make a difference with my life? How
would I make the world a better place for my having lived one more
day? Yes, we should be asking ourselves this each and every
day. There is always something that we can do. It is simply
a matter of being open to it and doing it. We get what we focus
on. If we look for opportunities to make a difference, we will
find them. They are there, all around us. It is a matter of
believing and searching, knowing that we will indeed find what we seek.
It is time to escape from some of the routine in my life. It is
time to be a little more adventurous. It is time to take a few
more risks. It is time to be me ... more than I have allowed in
the past. There are still parts of me that I keep inside, that I
refrain from showing others. Part of this comes from a desire not
to impose my will or even whom that I am on others. The saying "power corrupts, absolute power corrupts
absolutely" comes to mind. There is a sense that I may
have abused power in the distant past in other lives and remnants of
this abuse still haunt me today. What I can do about this now, I
do not yet know. Though, it seems that I will rise to a position
where the right use of will and the right use of power are
essential. That is OK. This is what I am being groomed for
in this existence. My mentor is spirit herself. My teacher
is consciousness. And, local consciousness is the vessel through
which I travel through the greater consciousness, through the whole,
through the ONE. My life is my testament to the power of spirit
operating in our lives. This expression is the best that I can
bring forth in the moment. I can say that, even though I know not
how this process works. I am open to source within. It is
she who does all of this. It is she who organizes and delivers
this communication using the resources that I make available.
Where do I go to find others like me? Hmm ... that very question
assumes that such others exist. I have left many trails on the
WWW that allow others to find me, but how would they know what to look
for? And, why would they want to find me? What do I have to
offer them? What do they have to offer me? Something from
the movie Contact
comes to mind, something to the effect that in all of our journeys, the only thing that
we have found to alleviate the loneliness is one another. Knowing that
there are other seekers like us out there may indeed be the key thing
that we find. It is when we encounter the loneliness that we most
seek the company of others in our lives. And, not just any
others. We seek soul mates, kindred spirits, and twin
flames. We seek those who can most touch our souls. At
least that is what I seek. As you can clearly tell ... my life
still revolves primarily around me, at least my personal life. I
still consider myself to be very much a hermit. But, "her-mit" =
the "mit" of "her" has a special connotation for me. I serve the
feminine aspect of Spirit, that which I call Source. I allow her
to express through me as she will. At least, I've been doing so
sinice 1993.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World