Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
1 March 2006
Just four days until the 13th anniversary of the birth of Beyond
Imagination. It will be interesting to see what happens
then. This is an interesting time overall. There are so
many changes going on on so many fronts. Yet, at the same time,
things are relatively quiet in my life. Work is busy. The
home life is stable. The spiritual life is most active. It
appears to be opening up to something new. Doing the same things
in the same ways isn't good enough anymore. My soul demands
more. I demand more. And, I will not be satisfied until I
succeed in making a strong difference in the world somehow. Yes,
that is a lot to ask. But, here I am asking. Further, I
expect to deliver. I know that this is what I came to do.
This communication is a big part of that. It has been for nearly
13 years out of just under 48. That is a significant fraction of
my life. Metaphysics goes back much further, to at least 1974 and
more likely to prior lifetimes as well.
So, what is special about today? I was reading some of the best
quotes from 2002 again last night. They still blow me away.
That there could be so many high quality quotes that came through in a
single year is amazing. Yet, there were as many or more in the
following year as well. Hmm ... that was only 3-4 years
ago. It feels like yesterday. At the same time it feels as
if an eternity has gone by. 2004-2005 were relatively quiet by
comparison. That happens. The energy to express cycles in
and out in intensity. Sometimes it is a gusher, at other times it
is a mere trickle. Oh well, it is what it is. I continue to
express what I am moved to express when I am moved by spirit to express
it. She has guided me through it all since day 1 ... really, for
all of my life. I trust where spirit is taking me. She is
my compass. I have no other guide as to how to live my life, save
her. That is OK. To date, that guidance has been more than
sufficient. I don't see this changing anytime soon. Then
again, I don't want to constrain spirit to be what I would have her
be. It seems that she is beyond all such limitations.
That didn't address the question. Today being 1 Mar makes 5 Mar
this coming Sunday. Actually, I saw something regarding today
being Ash Wednesday. I don't know what that signifies in
Christian terms ... nor does it matter to me. There is something
about becoming Ashland, a land of ashes ... about bodies being returned
dust to dust. As(h)lan(d) contains Aslan in order with an extra (h)(d)
= 84 thrown in for good measure. This is not the first time that
I have noticed this. Aslan = 1 13 15 = A M O.
In Spanish, this is I Love. Jesus is 15 13 1 =
O M A = AMO in reverse. This is also, AM O =
"am 0:source".
I am not quite in the groove today. The expression is not as
fluid as it can be. Part of this is from being away from
it. Practice does indeed make a difference. It may not make
us perfect as the saying goes ... but it does make us better.
What keeps me from expressing more often? Is it a lack of things
to say? No, it seems that source is inexhaustible. She has
more to say than I could ever allow to come forth through me.
There has to be a balance. I am here to live my life in addition
to serving spirit in this manner. In fact, it is through truly
living my life that I serve spirit most effectively. We are all
spirit in expression already. The more that we realize this ...
the more that we allow our true selves to express, the better
everything will be. We can create a heaven on Earth. And,
we can do it quickly ... literally in the blink of an eye or the beat
of a heart. It is that easy. But, it is also that
complicated. The collective conscience is ready for a major
shift. However, we as individuals don't seem to be anywhere near
as ready. This too will change. How can I know this?
It just comes forth as if it were gospel. I don't question its
veracity. It simply is what it is. However, I do weigh the
utility of the information that comes forth. Is it of a nature
that serves me and provides a service to others? If so, it is
useful. If not, then it may be that the time is not right for me
to understand its utility. I have gone through much of the
information that has come forth here many times. And, each time,
I find something new. Each time, there is more depth, there is
more variety, there is just more. I don't know how to explain
it. Something special happened to me in 1993 ... something that
changed me forever. 1998 brought a similar jump in
awareness. Then, 2002-2003 brought the expression to a whole new
level. Through it all, however, I have faced the unknown realms
of consciousness alone ... relying on my intuition and my connection to
source to see me through. Lately, I have started to encounter
others who also operate at the fringes of consciousness. These I
consider to be part of my spiritual family. We have come
together as it was destined for us to do. That does not alarm
me. Free will and destiny go hand in hand in my life. At
some level I choose the fate or destiny that befalls me. I am not
a pawn in the game of life. I am the very game itself ... or the
player of the game. Hmm ... just as I wrote that, the phrase or both came to mind. We are
the experience and the experiencer. We are the observer and the
observed. The dichotomy enters when we take too narrow of a point
of view.
The more I do this, the easier it flows. There are definitely
spiritual muscles at play. It is time to exercise these even more
than I have before. What can I say that has not been said
before? Literally volumes. However, I have to rely on the
source within to bring forth new material. I have no way to
determine what is truly new other than to trust the impression that I
get when it is coming forth, or later when I read it again ... and
again ... and again. I have said that my memory operates
strangely. In fact, it seems to have a mind of its own.
That is OK. I have become accustomed to it. I have learned
what I can count on it to do and where it has its challenges.
Overall, it is great at making connections in the present between
diverse symbols and pieces of information.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World