It was bound to happen.  A three day break in musings with another one likely for the next three days due to a business trip.  Oh well, such is life.  I did have an opportunity to muse last night ... but chose not to do so.  I just wasn't moved to do it.  And, for this expression to flow, I must be moved by spirit to express.  Otherwise, the stream of consciousness just doesn't get recorded.  It is not that the stream stops.  Like I said, it just doesn't get recorded.  And, what is not recorded, I simply do not remember.  That is a feature of how my mind functions.  Even if the expression is captured, I often don't know what was captured until I go back and read what came forth.  I am still amazed by what I find everytime that I do this.  You might think that after nearly 13 years, this would not be the case any longer.  But, it definitely is.  The expression has a way of surprising me.  It definitely helps to keep me awake.  I cannot imagine what my life would have been without this expression.  Clearly, it has kept me sane.  That is, if you believe this to be the work of a sane person.  Then again, if you have grievances with the material presented here, you'll have to take them up with source herself.  I am but a vessel through which she speaks.  How can I know this?  The bottom line is that I just do ... it rings true deep within me.  Further, after nearly 13 years, I still have no sense of originating all of this ... or, any of this for that matter.  It simply flows forth as it will, using my abilities and talents as it can.

Why would I allow myself to be used in this manner?  I can think of no better way to serve spirit than to capture what she would say through me.  No, I don't channel other entities, with names and personalities, and the like.  For me, it is source that comes through.  I have no real way to characterize this other than feminine.  That is how she feels to me.  Further, I believe that there is only ONE source that animates us all, that all of us tap into.  I believe, but I have no real proof in this area.  I have not done sufficient investigation to determine how similar or different this source might be for different individuals.  Then again, electricity is the same for everyone regardless of what uses we put it to.  Hmm ... that is an interesting analogy.    Speaking of investigation of the experiences of others, Wayne's World is still a very private one.  And, even then, I am not fully aware of what I am experiencing and how I am bringing these particular experiences into my life.  In many ways, my life is very open-ended.  In other ways, I am trapped in the circumstances that I have drawn into my life.  It seems that you can't have it both ways.  But, such indeed, it seems to be.

Lately, I have been tired a lot.  For me, that primarily comes from being bored.  When I am bored with life, I sleep and rest a lot.  Sometimes, I relax into a meditative state and simply allow my mind to draft.  Hours can go by like this.  How is this any different than what I am doing now?  Am I not allowing my mind to lead me where it will?  But, how do I know that it is my mind that is doing it?  No, it is not the mind of another.  I don't feel that I am possessed in any way.  Though I do feel that I am cooperating to allow something to be expressed that could not otherwise be expressed in this manner.  Yes, that makes this communication special, even if it is only being communicated to me.  I hope that is not the case.  I hope that others benefit from all of this.  However, whether they do or not does not change my need to express what I am moved to express.  Interesting.  Someone once said a mind is a terrible thing to waste.  Yet, it seems that we do indeed waste the vast majority of minds on the planet.  That simply cannot continue.  We owe it to ourselves to fix this situation.  We owe it to one another to provide the infrastructure that allows us to grow into the best person that we can be and then express to our highest abilities.  How do we get enough people to recognize this and do something about it?  While it is clearly in our mutual best interest, it is clearly not in the best interest of those who seek to control and enslave us.  These we need to watch and even eliminate if necessary.  Incentives can go a long way to carrying us on the right path.  Reward desirable behavior and penalize undesirable behavior.  It is a simple concept, one that we have known about for ages.  This is what positive and negative feedback are all about.   Feedback is critical to regulating all systems, and a social system is just another system, albeit more complex than many and composed of individuals whom are themselves complex.  My how my spirit soars when engaged in this expression.  Even now, this is still the ultimate thrill of my life.  We never know what we are to uncover or how that will stack up in the annals of time.  Is this expression worthy of the time it takes to generate it? ... what about to read it?  If so, why does it not attract more people to it?  Perhaps it does, but they are invisible to me.  I keep looking for someone who truly gets the message to write to me.  Thus far, those who have could probably fit on two hands with fingers to spare.  Why is that?  Do I come across as unapproachable somehow?  Clearly, that is not my intent.  All that is Beyond Imagination is an attempt to share a special message that consciousness would share through me.  That message is that we can be far more than we believe ourselves to be if we just tap source and allow spirit to express through us.  It is that simple and that complex.  I am here to help to build the foundations for a new world.  Most of these are expressed in the Beyond Imagination book.  Do explore it and allow it to take you on a journey toward a utopian future.  You may not agree with everything that is there ... but, at least it is a place to start that comes from elsewhere in the stars.  Interesting, I wonder where that last sentence came from.  Comes from elsewhere in the stars is not a phrase that I remember ever using before.  Yet, somehow it seems appropriate here.