Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

12 January 2006

Still doing well with respect to regular musings.  Though, travel will get in the way of that over the next two weeks.  Oh well, I could always do something in longhand.  We'll see what I am moved to do.  Why do I choose to muse in this manner?  What is the utility of doing this?  What beneficial impact does it have?  Is it not enough that I do it because I am so moved?  There really is no other reason.  Ultimately, there is a sense that this expression will make a big difference somehow; and not only in my life, but to the world.  But, what if it doesn't.  There is nothing to say that this impact will happen during this existence.  These words are a record of where one consciousness has gone.  That is the only explanation that I can offer.  This expression provides me with a forum for allowing spirit to speak through me.  OK, type through me is more appropriate.  But, is not writing a form of speaking in its own right?  Indeed, it is.  And, it is what I do.  This requires no effort.  The words flow naturally.  There is no sense that they are coming from me, rather they are coming through me.

Of my own, I speak rarely and generally have little to say.  Yet, here I am able to write volumes, literally millions of words over the course of nearly 13 years.  That is a lot, yes.  But, the sense is that we have barely scratched the surface of what can be expressed through me.  I strongly desire to make my living in this manner.  I just don't know how to make it so, or whether this is truly in accord with the plan of consciousness.  I'm still reluctant to impose my will on anything.  Why should that be?  Why is my will any less important than that of others?  Why can I not use it to create the reality that I would prefer?  Primarily because I choose to create the reality that spirit would have me experience.  How do I know that this indeed is what is happening?  It is all a matter of trust ... trust in my self and trust in the one spirit that animates not only me but all other things.

What is it that I would do with my life?  I would be a wayshower.  I would serve as a channel through which spirit can express as fully and completely as possible here an now.  That is what I expect from myself anyway.  Yes, that is a lot to ask.  But, to whom much is given, much is also expected.  That is OK, I can live with that.  So, what does a wayshower do?  In my case, this involves living my life in a manner that demonstrates what we can do when we allow spirit to do her works through us.  Yes, this requires a great deal of resignation to a destiny of which we may consciously know little until it manifests in our lives.  It is important for us to stay the course anyway.  What matters is to be all that we can be, to live up to our potentials, and to impact the world in the most positive ways that we can.  However, since we are all individuals, what is right in this area will be different for each of us.  That too is OK.  The trick is simple to truly be whom that we are.  We need make no judgments about this.  Should we choose to improve what we experience, that is perfectly fine as well, but this is not a necessity for right living.

Writing = 500 + 90 + 9 + 200 + 9 + 14 + 7 = 829.  This is the step from 28 - 29.  It is also 9:The Hermit 28:The Man with the World in His Hand in reverse.  How interesting and appropriate.  This is by far my greatest skill.  But what is it that I write ... not fiction, clearly.  But what would I label it.  I can think of nothing better than the title that I have given it since it's inception.  These are the Musings of a Spiritual Warrior.  There is a reason for that name.  Similarly, all that is expressed here is done under the guise of Beyond Imagination.  Why?  Because that is what came out in the very first expression as the name for all that was to follow.  And, my what a torrent of words have followed.

755 words.  Oh well.  I was hoping to make it to 1000 but I got diverted into searching for some other things.  One thing that I noticed was that while I make a lot of connections between ideas and concepts, there are few people linking or connecting to the large number of pages at the Beyond Imagination site.  I don't know why that is.  Though, I do not go out of my way to find people to read and experience what I have to say.  Perhaps I need to do more of this.  Perhaps if they are not going to find me, somehow I need to get out and find them.  Hmm ... the golden rule.  Do as you would have done unto you, or something to that effect.  One thing that I could start doing is searching for kindred sites and linking to them.  This would require visiting such sites and determining what they have to offer.  Do I have time to do that?  We make the time necessary to do those things that are most important to us.  Expressing in this manner is that important.  But, how important is connecting to others?

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World