This is a form of 24. But it is
also a form of 666, the face when aproached from horizontal and
vertical directions. 61 and 62 are the numbers on the second row
of my "A" Tarot reading from 1995. The apex number was 6.
The third row was 22 and 33. Curious, 55:Ace of Swords x
50:Utopia on Earth is my present level of compensation. The
Ace of Swords has 22 and 33 prominent in it. Not long ago, this
was 55 x 44, two master numbers. It is curious that 55 has
remained as a factor. Somehow that is significant, though the
meaning is not being revealed at the moment. Oh well, when I need
to know, I will know. That is how the process works in my
life. Hmm ... 666 is the number for "FOX" in the alternate
numbering scheme that we uncovered recently. F=6, O=60, and
X=600. My pomeranian, Teddy has a face that looks like a little
fox. That places another form of 666 directly in my vacinity ...
in my very family. GOD by comparison is 7 + 15 + 4 = 26:The Page
of Wands = 2 x 13. Curious, a form of 213. Also, 13:Death +
13:Death. That suggests that it takes two deaths to reach the GOD
state. Interesting. What do these two deaths correspond
to? Can we experience them without leaving our present body?
I so love being engaged in this expression. If only I could find
a way to do it on a full time basis. But, who would support me in
doing that? Clearly not the government. Nor private
industry. So the only other options are either individuals or
some part of the collective. We've attempted to find such a
benefactor or such a group of supporters to no avail. Clearly, we
did not do something right, if indeed this is meant to be.
Perhaps that is part of the problem. You can't really create what
you don't believe in. We self-published nine Beyond Imagination
books totally over 3200 pages in 2003 and 2004. Thus far the
return on investment has been dismal at best. And that does not
even consider the amount of time that went into producing these works
or in bringing forth the expression to begin with. Oh well.
We do what we are moved to do and we look for the universe to provide
feedback as to the value of our actions. Sometimes, it takes
awhile for the value of our efforts to return. But, the seeds
that are planted via our actions will indeed grow and come to fruition
if we pay proper attention to them. That is the key, our
attention. This is one area where we can learn to exercise
control. Each of us have the same number of hours per day to
expend as we choose. In this, we are all equal. What we
choose to do with these hours is ultimately what makes all the
difference. We can choose to squandor our time, or we can choose
to use it efficiently and effectively. The choice is ours.
"I would be nothing without you" from the song Wind Beneath My Wings
just caught my attention. This is exactly how I feel about
spirit. "I can fly higher than an eagle". I've felt that
way as well at times when I was soaring in consciousness. But,
what is it that allows me to soar in this manner? I seem to have
been gifted with a mind that is naturally predisposed to this. At
least, it has been since a month before my 35th birthday.
Why? I still do not know for certain. It seems to be a
matter of spiritual inheritance. That is what the 35 card is all
about. It is curious that Uranus conjunct Neptune was nearly
exact square to my natal Sun for most of that year (1993). Yes, I
believe in astrology as a symbol system that has meaning in our
lives. No, I don't believe that astrology causes things to happen
or causes us to behave in particular ways. The hands of a clock
don't cause the time to be what it is, they just provide an
indication. We are all complex information systems. How we
transform inputs into outputs is what distinguishes us from others and
makes us unique. Even with the same education and training,
individuals will behave differently. They will experience reality
differently. The universe seems to thrive on diversity. It
keeps life interesting.
I've spoken of communism before as succinctly expressing a desired
social contract:
From each in accord with their abilities,
to each in accord with their needs.
This is a profound statement, first
uttered in the early 1900's. Yet, no nation on Earth has come
close to establishing an infrastructure that embodies and facilitates
this. Why? Primarily because we do not care enough for one
another to do what it takes to care for each individual properly.
Yes, the experiments to implement communistic governments to date have
been dismal. However, this is not a governmental issue, it is a
social one between the individual and the society of which the
individual is part. Societies operate at many levels. There
is the society of "I" as well as the greater society of "WE". Hmm
... WE is 505 = 55 guided by 0:Source in the middle. 55 is also
the number of characters in wayne ellis. 44 is the sum for my
first two names. The sense is that somehow I reached this state
in 2005. Something suggest expressing this as 2500 from the
outside in = 50 x 50 = Utopia on Earth Squared. A square with
sides of 50 has a perimeter of 200 and an area of 2500. 200 is
the sum for WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN.
So, what are my abilities and are they being used effectively?
Written expression is clearly #1. And no, it is not yet being
used as effectively as it could be. Though, what prevents
this? There is plenty of free time each day in which to
express. It is a matter of using the time to do so. That is
always for us to decide. We are the keepers of our time. We
are the deciders of our fate. There are no real surprises at the
level of reality creation. We know what we are going to manifest
long before it appears in our lives. Though there is a quickening
occurring. And, the time between thinking/doing and manifesting
is shortening considerably.
"Though the canvas can do miracles, just you wait and see" and "It's
not far to never-never land" play on the radio as I write this.
"Every word is a symphony, once you believe in me". "Soon I will
be free". "The wind is right to sail away, to serenity". It
is amazing how these lyrics move me. It is as if the universe is
feeding me exactly what I need to experience in each moment. It
is as if I am being programmed to live a life far greater than anything
that I can imagine. It has been that way my entire life.
Words move me. Ideas expressed via words move me.
Two days ago, the total for a sandwich at Subway came to $5.79. 5
x 79 = 79797 97979, the number from the bar code that fell out of a
book that I was reading several months ago. I believe that the
book was The Disappearance of the Universe. Actually, I was
surprised by the total because no tax was added to the purchase.
This is 79 x 101010101. It is also:
7
9
99
77
7
7
9
9
Two triangles, one with 7's at the
vertices and 99 in the middle, the second with 9's at the vertices and
77 in the middle.
These beg to be combined to form:
16
16 16
16
16
This is the triangle of 16:The Tower if
ever I've seen one with The Tower squared in the middle. This in
turn begs to be rotated circularly by 180 degrees:
91
91
91 91
91
91 = 78 + 13:Death Exalted.