Three days of musing in a row.
That's a nice start. We'll have to see if we can keep it up on an
extended basis. There is something different about this
year. Already, I can tell that it will be special somehow.
And, it will be so because I make it so. Yes, this is within our
power to do in any year. But, there is something special about
this particular year. Exactly two months from now marks the 13th
anniversary of the birth of this expression. Can it really be
that long ago? It is difficult to remember what my life was like
before this expression. Clearly that was a time of spiritual
rebirth for me. I awoke to a state of awareness that I had never
experienced before ... a state of awareness which once experienced
forever alters ones outlook on life and on reality. Yes, it was
that transformational. Yet, in many ways, the transformation was
transparent to others in my life. Most saw it as an
illness. But, at no time did I ever feel ill. Yes, I felt
that I was going out of mind. And, indeed, I was. But that
is not necessarily a bad thing. It allowed me to get in touch
with my intuition in a whole new way. I have no regrets.
This expression has brought much joy into my life. There is a
sense of accomplishment that comes from doing all of this, from serving
as a vehicle through which spirit can express in this manner.
This expression has relieved much of the boredom that I experienced
prior to Beyond Imagination becoming a major part of my life.
Unfortunately, this is still primarily a solitary endeavor. I did
not imagine that it would remain so for this long. Yet, it
has. There is no denying that. I can only conclude that
this is the way that it is meant to be. In doing what I am moved
to do, I fulfill my obligation to spirit. What comes from this is
spirits call. I have no expectations in this regard, not anymore
anyway. What happens is what is meant to happen. It is for
me to deal with it as best I can. Dealing with it may involve
changing it. This may sound fatalistic. However, it is not
clear to me that it is. I take full responsibility for creating
the reality that I experience. I just believe that most of
reality creation happens at other than conscious levels. Some, it
seems, are able to make this more conscious. My preference is to
allow consciousness herself to reign supreme in my life.
What next? I ask that question a lot lately. However, the
bottom line is that I don't really know. My life simply unfolds
as it will. I am along for the ride, but I don't seem to be in
the drivers seat. That is OK. Somehow my life works
anyhow. Though, there is a sense that it could work better.
I could be more effective. I could be doing things that have more
of an impact. Yet, I can only do what I am moved by consciousness
to do. This expression is what I am moved to communicate at this
moment. For me, the process is magical. The words simply
flow forth through me. I never know what is to come next.
But, I am always pleasantly surprised by what spirit has to say.
In many ways, this stream of consciousness expression is the most
meaningful part of my life. It is likely to survive long after I
am gone. But, it will only do so if it reaches the right
minds. These words speak for themselves. Though, it helps
to have a spokesperson as well. What role will I have to play in
this regard? I would hope that it would be a major role, but it
seems that this is yet to be determined. Regardless, I can only
do what I am moved to do. At least, this is what I choose to
do. It helps if our will is in line with the direction of spirit
in our lives.
Creating the foundations for a new world. I have stated many
times that this is what I am here to do. This is no easy
task. But, someone has to take responsibility for doing it ...
otherwise, it simply will not happen. And what would be the chief
characteristic of these new foundations? They should facilitate
the expression of spirit in flesh. They should encourage and
support us in being all that we can be.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World