Another day, another musing.  It is always great to see that happen.  There is something special about this expression.  The creativity of consciousness is able to be unleashed here somehow.  I know that.  Further, I know that this is the most productive thing that I can be doing in the moment.  However, why is this not true of every moment?  Why is this not my vocation, my means of earning a living?  Clearly, this is what I do best.  And, I so love doing it.  Then, why is it not sufficient?  Hmm ... that is the million dollar question.  What does it take to be all that we can be?  What does it take to give of ourselves fully in service?  The directive seems to be simply to do as we are moved by spirit to do.  That means recognizing how we are being moved and giving in and doing what it takes.  Is this the equivalent of sacrificing our lives for the higher good.  Perhaps, but I hardly consider it a sacrifice.  This is something to be done willingly or not at all.

What am I moved to do next?  I'm here ... so this expression is it at the moment.  That is enough.  Yet, what will come of all of this?  I have to believe that it is not for nothing.  This effort is meant to have an impact on enough people to impact the world.  Yes, that is a lot to ask for.  But, this is an exceptional phenomena, is it not?  Even after over a dozen years, I know not what makes this possible.  I only know that it manifests as it does.  Consciousness is somehow given voice through me.  Though, it is not just through me.  I am not that special.  Yes, we are all unique.  All of us express consciousness or spirit in flesh, all of the time.  It just seems that some have a greater capacity or facility in doing this.  One reason for sharing this expression is to demonstrate what is possible.  And, what is possible for me is possible for others.  Perhaps not in exactly the same way, but in a manner that suits you.  Let this be your inspiration.  Use it in any way that serves you and others.  Ultimately, that is what counts ... service.  A simple word.  1594935 = 1/6/15/19/28/31/36:Ten of Wand = 6 x 6 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 3.  In our new numbering system, this is 100 + 5 + 90 + 400 + 9 + 3 + 5 = 612 = 6 x 102 = 6 x 6 x 17:The Star.

What do I want to do with my life?  I want to make a difference, a big difference to the world.  I would build the foundations for a new world in which spirit can more fully express in flesh.  Why?  Because somehow I know that to be my mission, my purpose for being in this existence.  This is what I came to do.  To do less is to fail, and that I cannot allow.  Not because failure is bad ... but because I know this to be my destiny.  Spirit is doing what she can through me.  She can do this because I choose to allow her to do so.  She does not force her way on anyone.  Though her gentle persuasion can be hard to resist at times.  But, why would we want to resist?  We are spirit enfleshed.  It is important to experience this firsthand ... to know this grand truth.

USC = 2113 = 12 x 13 = 156.  USD = 2114 = 12 x 13 x 14 = 2184 = 888(16).  UT = 2120 = 848(16).  USC and UT are playing for the National Collegiate Championship at the Rose Bowl as I write this.

Why am I not yet in a position to fully utilize my talents?  What is it that holds me back from achieving what I could achieve, from impacting the world in the manner that I am meant to impact it?  If I knew, I might be choosing to do things differently.  I trust that spirit guides my every step.  Because of this, at every point in time, I am exactly where I need to be.  But, why am I not more joyful?  Why am I not happier than I am?  Why is there a strong sense that there is still something very important that is missing from my life?  By most standards, I am successful ... especially for my age.  But, that is not enough for me.  I am the 4/8: The Man in Search of More.  It seems that such will be the case for my entire life.  That is OK.  In fact, that is quite appropriate for one who would be an explorer of consciousness.  And, yes, that is what I consider myself to be.  Happiness is elusive for me.  It is something that I pursue but rarely experience.  It is interesting that the Declaration of Independence speaks of the pursuit of happiness as being an inalienable right for all.  It seems that pursuing and achieving are two different things.  Though some seem to have found the secret of success in this pursuit.

Make the most of whatever circumstances you find yourself within.  These very circumstances were drawn into your life by you for your highest good.  That is simply the way that reality creation works.  If you don't like something in your reality, then do what is necessary to change it.  It is that simple.  Though, you may have to find the root cause to truly free yourself and not just change the symptoms.  Root causes are often found deep within ones belief systems.  There are many things in life that fall within the realm of beliefs.  In fact, one might say that reality creation occurs within the playground of beliefs.  And yes, playground is the right term here, for that is exactly what the realm of beliefs is.  So, be as a child and PLAY!  Play with childlike abandon.  Life is a journey.  It is meant to be a fun one.  Find a way to make it so.  As you do this, your life will start working in a totally new gear.  There is a new energy in the very air this year.  Be open to completely new possibilities.  Dream big.  For as you dream, so you create.  Be not concerned with the details.  These will take care of themselves.  Come up with the grand themes and express these as fully as you can.  Be open to allowing spirit to use you to do her bidding.  You will not regret it, not for one moment.

It is amazing how much my heart awakens when engaged in this expression.  This is not the realm of logic.  Here we rely solely on intuition.  We express whatsoever would come forth through us from deep within.  To what this is connected, we know only as source.  It is a fount of information that seems to be there whenever we are moved to connect to it.  Where it gets its information, or how it organizes and arranges this information into this flow of consciousness, I have no clue.  It just happens ... magically.  Yes, this is pure magic, the magic of creative expression at its finest.  Am I making all of this up?  If so, there are other than conscious parts of us that are far more capable than we have ever dreamed.  But then, that should not surprise us.  Our finest artists and geniuses have shown us what is possible when we march to the beat of our own drummer.  The fruits of their labors grace our lives and more often than not change the very world as we know it.  Just imagine what the world might be like if everyone were operating at their highest potential.  This is entirely possible.  It is simply a matter of choosing to employ resources in a manner to make it so.  However, this is not something that the government can decide.  Nor is it something that the economic sector can decide.  This is something that WE, THE PEOPLE must decide for ourselves and then must demand that our government and economic sector abide by our decision.  The few in power will not like relinguishing their power.  But, the time for a change has come.  We cannot tolerate social systems that are not supportive of our highest individual and collective good.  Enough is enough!

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World