The first musing of the new year.
It will be interesting to see what the year brings. Last year was
a "Y" = 25 year with 0:Source doubled in the middle. I don't know
that I am any clearer to having an answer to the question WHY as a
result of having experienced that year. 2006 is a "Z" year with
0:Source doubled in the center. It is the final letter of the
alphabet. I have reason to expect that the next few years will be
interesting ones. Actually, it may be more intuition than
reason. However, there is something special about these years
with multiple ties to Source. It is as if spirit is more fully
able to express somehow. Indeed, the very year is coded as a time
for unveiling in particular ways.
2006 = 2 x 1003 = 2:The High Priestess x 17:The Star x 59:Five of Swords
This is also 17 x 118 = 17:The Star x (88+30:Camelot
Exalted). Hmm ... can we really reach there from here? That
is a lot to ask for, a lot to hope for. Yet, what good are our
hopes and dreams if they don't stretch beyond our grasp? How else
do we go about building the foundations for a new and better
world? It all starts with what we can imagine. Our
imagination is a wonderful tool ... literally, a god-given gift.
In many ways, it is what separates us from other creatures. Yet,
this is a two edged sword. We can imagine such great goods but we
can also imagine nearly unspeakable horrors. We've seen both
extremes manifest in the course of history, sometimes
simultaneously. Why is that? Why are we not able to take
ownership for what we create both individually and collectively?
We are responsible for it all, everything, no exceptions. Why are
the masses not taught this simple truth? Primarily, because it is
not in the best interests of the few who control everything in the
world. One might wish to believe that we live in a democracy in
this country, or at least a republic. But, this is a far cry from
Plato's Republic. The bottom line is that there are a privileged
few who wield most of the power not only in this country but in the
world. I would guess that this minority numbers in the low
thousands at most. That is a small fraction of the 6 Billion
people on the planet. Literally, it is the 1 in a million club
... maybe even the 1 in ten million club. How can we allow this
to be? Collectively, is this really for our own good and the good
of all concerned? My sense is no, it is not. But, then, how
do we fix it? How do we get people to understand that they are
not really free, but rather are trapped within an economic system that
does not really have their best interests at heart? Further, they
are not free to access information that might awaken them to a more
full understanding of their present state. Paul Twitchell's
biography was titled
In My Soul, I Am
Free. Perhaps that is the only place where we are truly
free. Though, there is no reason why we can't establish the
equivalent of a heaven on earth, where our souls can freely express in
flesh to the greatest degree possible. Is this not something
deserving of our desire and our effort?
What would I do if I were free to do anything that I wanted to
do? I would do as spirit moves me to do. Actually, there is
nothing that prevents me from doing that now except the necessity of
earning a living sufficient to pay the bills to live in a style that my
wife and I have become accustomed to. But, is that enough?
It seems that my expenditures grow to match whatever income that I
bring in. I suspect that this is true for many in this country
anyway. We are a consumer nation. We sell ourselves to buy
the things that we need and that we want. Many would call us
driven. Many might also call us fools. For in the end, what
does all of this matter. The things that we possessed will not
accompany us in death. However, what we have learned about
ourselves from our experiences will make a big difference, ultimately
determining if, when, and how we return. How can I know
that? Does it matter? Is it not sufficient that this
expression comes forth at all. I don't know from where it comes,
other than this place within that I call
source. For me, that is
enough. It is what it is. If you must judge it, then do so
based solely on the criteria of utility. I am not an expert in
these matters. However, I am a channel for a communication that
is greater than anything that I could express consciously. How
does this make me similar or different than others? That doesn't
really matter either. I would be whom that I am. I would
express as fully as I can in whatever manner I am moved to
express. Why this manner? Because that is the appropriate
manner for me. Because that is what I am moved to do. And,
I choose to do as I am moved to do. But, moved by what? For
me, it is spirit herself that does the moving. How can I know
that? Simply because consciously I have no other explanation for
how all of this happens. It just happens. I allow myself to
participate in the flow of the expression. Why? Because I
have nothing better to do with my time and energy, that is why.
This expression is by far the highlight of my life. It is where
spirit expresses through me. It is how I get in touch with deeper
parts of myself and consciousness than I could otherwise. If one
thing remains behind as proof that I existed and made a difference in
the world, it will be these very words and whatever impacts they
have. I've known this since the expression began in 1993.
Though, I have yet to encounter others that see things in the same
light. That is OK. Those who I am meant to cross paths with
will somehow find me or I will find them. That is how reality
creation works. Until then, the best that I can do is to do what
I am moved by spirit to do.
Will this be a year of massive expression or of minimal
expression? Only time will tell. It all depends on what I
am moved to do and when. Today is a good start. At this
point, my batteries are charged again. How long until or even if
they drain I never really know in advance. 2002 and 2003 were
years of maximal express. 2004 and 2005 were much slower by
comparison, though not nearly as slow as 1999 - 2001. The bottom
line is that the quantity of expression varies greatly over time.
There is no sense that I am finished however. If anything, the
sense is that this is a time of new beginnings. That is
appropriate for a new year.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World