A blank template once again. Or,
nearly blank anyway. From the date to the closing "I AM THAT
...", is the open space where this expression is allowed to come
forth. Here is where what was not written becomes manifest in
written form. Here is where the spark of creativity is fanned
into a flame. How is it that this is possible? It does not
really matter. That it happens is more than enough. We do
not need explanations for everything that happens. Magic and
mystery have a part to play in life. Though, it does not hurt to
come up with explanations where we can find them. Though, we need
to be careful that the explanations are truly explanations and not
limitations based on partial knowledge of what is going on. Our
models are useful. But, we must remember that they are only
models. As such they only account for part of the behavior that
we see and the experiences that we have. When we need more,
either we increase the fidelity, or we build a new model.
Everything that we know about the world comes through our perception of
it. Though here, perception is not limited to the five senses or
even to a sixth sense. Here, the mind itself is an instrument of
perception. This includes all thought conveyed through all of the
symbol systems of the world. Where does what I am end and what
another is begin? Is it at the physical boundary. Does it
include shared experiences, shared feelings, and shared thoughts?
What part of us is individual versus what part springs from a more
holistic whole? Vibration and tone, arranged in endless
variations. This is truly the music of the spheres.
Classical music reminds of us of that in a way that nothing else
does. Though, music can also contain lyrics ... sometimes of
profound meaning. And these touch literally millions, sometimes
multiple times per day. There are several popular songs out
dealing with views through different eyes. In my fathers eyes, in
my mothers eyes, in my daughters eyes, in the eyes of a stranger
... It is curious that how each sees the world is completely
different. Further, each of these viewpoints of us is a
reflection that provides feedback.
The very world that we experience is the "living feedback" we
experience in our lives. That term "living feedback" comes from
Seth in the first chapter of
The
Nature of Personal Reality. Quite an excellent book it
is. Well worth reading. It is truly a classic in the occult
or metaphysical genre.
How does this expression differ from what came forth in the early days
in the mid-90's? We are well into our 13th year of doing
this. The process remains much the same. We sit at the
computer, open Composer, and write whatever would come forth into our
mind and through our fingers. We know if it is right in the
moment that it comes forth. Errors are corrected in
realtime. There is virtually no editing. The sense is that
not one word is to be erased, that there is an intelligence that is
ordering the material even if it is happening on other than conscious
levels. I can't say whether other writers write in this
fashion. I only know what works for me. And thus far,
stream of consciousness is definitely it. Yet, how do I get what
I love to do to support me? How do I live the life that I am
truly meant to live? I ask this not only for myself but for
others as well, others who feel stuck or trapped in work situations
that are not optimum. At some level, my world provides the very
feedback that I need in the moment, based on what it is I am choosing
or not choosing to create in my life. This occurs both at the
collective and the individual level. If I want to experience
something different, I need to choose differently. I need to act
differently. I need to be differently. All of those things
are up to me. I cannot change another. They cannot change
me. We can only change ourselves. And, when we change, it
is up to others to reflect what they will and for us to accept that
feedback and choose what is most appropriate next. We may not
even know what is appropriate ... only that further change is desired
or warranted. Then we continue to work on changing ourselves and
seeing what results until we get something that we like. Can it
be that simple? Who says it is simple. It can be if we are
open to change. But, many people are not open. The very
times that you live in are forcing you to deal with change. Many
still fight it but others embrace it. Personally, you are
accepting of some things, but quite resistant to other things.
Communications is a strong case in point. You simply shy away
from verbal communications, much preferring the written forms. Be
careful, my friend, there is room in your life for both. Choosing
to operate with less than your full abilities is downright
foolish. You have gifts and talents in many areas ... many of
which you do not yet know. Be open to allowing these to come
forth. Give yourself the space and the permission that you need
to be whom that you are. Quit judging yourself so harshly.
You are more than deserving of all the pleasures, abundance, and
happiness that this world has in store for those who would be
kings. But, remember, your kingdom is not of this world. It
is a spiritual one, from which all that you experience here
springs. Go ever unto the source. Let that be your
guide. You are indeed the Man in Search of More. And, ye
shall find what ye seek soon enough. Maybe not as soon as you
might like ... but as soon as the world at large is ready to receive
what you would find.
Interesting. There is a sense that we are on a role now.
The pace is good. I'm feeling alive and more awake than I've felt
in some time. That is wonderful. Life is good. It
could always be better, but good is good enough for now anyway.
The one area still lacking is that of relationships. Not
surprising for one who experiences life as a hermit. My primary
relationships are with myself and with spirit. Even then, I don't
have a very good relationship with my body. It is what it
is. I carry about 50 pounds more than I should for my
height. That's about 20 percent of my body weight. That is
a lot of extra baggage to be carrying. It is high time that I
lighten the load. I know that takes exercise and eating better at
the very least. But, it also takes dealing with the emotions that
caused me to create this particular image to begin with. I'm not
used to dealing with emotions. Typically, these come out in
relationships.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World