Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

16 August 2005

The days continue to march on.  Went to a healing seminar and channelling session on Saturday.  It was quite exhilarating.  It had been awhile since I attended an event of that nature.  The channelled entity was Kryon.  I don't remember the names of the two healers.  Lee Carroll has been channelling Kryon since the late 1980's.  He started just before the harmonic convergence ... about the time that I met and married Gini.  Kryon is quite remarkable.  The material he came forth with was excellent.  It was interesting that Lee kept his eyes closed the whole time that he was channelling, yet his body and face were quite animated.  I don't remember the specifics of the message that came forth, only a general feeling for its quality, sincerity, and love.  One thing that he did say, was that no matter how old of a soul that you are, this is definitely not the last incarnation.  We will want to return to give ourselves the opportunity to complete what was not finished in our lifetime.  He mentioned there being several types of people here.  Those who were in their first or second trips to the planet and were lost, unconnected, and disassociated from the ways of its inhabitants.  These often become hermits.  At the other extreme are those who have been here so often that it is familiar territory to them.  They are comfortable in being here and relating to others who are here.  Clearly, I fall into this first group.  In 1993, Jan Kertz, a psychic in the San Jose area, said that I had only had one other incarnation on the planet.  Further, she said that I came from somewhere or worked at someplace called "Star Creation Central".  I remember that to this day.  Though, I still don't know what it really means.  Or, perhaps I do at an other than conscious level.  Perhaps that is the expertise that I bring in that allows me to do what I do in the way that I do it.  Clearly, this is not something that I ever learned in school.  This very communication attests to the unknown having an active presence in my life.  But then, if it is active, then is it really unknown after all?  One could definitely argue that when we know that something is active, we know it.  Then again, it could still be entirely unknown as to how the active principle works.

Hmm ... it seems that we are going all over the map here.  Sometimes it is like that.  Sometimes the material simply will not be contained.  Today seems to be one of those days.  What more can I say?  There is a world of information that is available to be released when and where it is needed.  What role will I personally have to play in that?  The precise role that you came to play, no more and no less. When will I know what that is?  You will know as it is unveiled to you.  You will know it as you live it.  And, you will be surprised and amazed by what you experience.  These seem like pat answers, like non-answers.  They are too general to have practical utility.  Then again, what do I know of practical utility.  I engage in states of minds that bring forth words ... that bring forth symbols.  These in turn lead to emotional states.  Music can invoke these as well.  Classical music seems to do this better than most.  Then again, I've never been one to get into heavy rock.  Though, the lyrics in light rock have been known to move me deeply at times.  Perhaps that is because words appear to move me most.  Though, not just any words.  Normal conversation bores me.  I choose not to engage in it.

Just finished reading Chapter 1 of The Nature of Personal Reality.  I forgot how good the Seth material truly is.  The compactness of the expression is amazing.  The book was published in 1974, which was about the time that I first encountered it.  There is something about the material.  Every sentence offers something new and wonderful.  This is creativity at its finest.  In this case the expression of consciousness in words through another consciousness.  Seth even describes how the encounter occurs ... as a coinciding of two realities, and overlap in consciousness of Jane (or Ruburt) and of Seth.  To a lesser degree, this occurs in my own reality.  An other than conscious part of my self merges or overlaps with the conscious part to allow this stream of consciousness expression to manifest as it does.  For what purpose?  Will I ever know?  It seems that it is time to create the reality that I would prefer rather than to simply allow it to play itself out as it will.  That is part of why I have been bored of late.  I've been observing more than engaging.  That is a choice that we can make.  However, it is not one that I actively choose anymore.  Will life be different as a result?  It will be if I follow up and take action consistent with this new choice.  When we don't like what we are experiencing, it is time to say NEXT and see what changes.  Seth talks about being a unique feeling tone that is part of BEING or All That Is.  This corresponds to being a unique spark of God and being a unique expression of the ONE consciousness.  Our feeling tone naturally has a place in the overall symphony of All That Is, a rightful place in time and space as well as any number of other dimensions.

OK.  What next?  It always comes down to that.  What is it that I would create next?  Clearly, these words are not sufficient.  Or, at least, they have not been to date.  However, as Tony Robbins says: the past does not equal the future.  That leaves several possibilities.  One is that the words that have already been brought forth and published will have value.  A second is that what comes forth starting at some point in the future will have value.  A third is that I will be moved to express in a whole new way that has a greater utility.  It will be interesting to see what comes to pass.  Whatever it is will be right, I know that.  What about choosing the reality that I prefer?  This seems to involve the grand theme of how my life is expressed.  That is part of my soul's purpose or my feeling-tone.  Only the details are my responsibility to choose.  I never did like taking care of the details, except when it came to math.  Perhaps that is why this stream of consciousness is so enticing to me.  It takes care of its own details.  It comes forth from the depths of my being.  It comes forth from a place where my intuition touches the unknown.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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