Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

8 August 2005

An 8/8 day ...  infinity above, infinity below on it's side.    Hmm ... What is infinity divided by infinity?  It can be any number mathematically.   Infinity is one of those inclusive concepts.  Add to it and it is still what it is.  Similarly, take away from it by any finite amount and it is still what it is as well.  Are we like that as well, at least as spiritual beings?  Earlier today I was asked about a license plate 261 1384.  6 - 62 - 61 are the numbers at the Top of my "A" Tarot reading.  1384 is the Death of 84:The Lovers exalted.  However, it also comes across as 4/8/13, my 55th birthday.  That is only 8 years away.  At one time, it seemed like forever.  But, with the way the months and years are passing, it will be here in no time.

My how I love this continuing expression of consciousness.  This is what animates me, what sustains me when I might otherwise grow weary and fall asleep.  Why is it that such is so?  What is so special about me that spirit would come forth in this manner.  Apparently, there is nothing truly special.  All are special in there own ways in the eyes of spirit.  All have come to play their roles and learn their lessons as beings/life in this playground that is the world that we experience.  However, that very world is what we make it to be.  We clothe it with meaning and then experience the meaning that we project.

26113 verses aslan = 11315.  The difference other than a rotation is only 11:The Master.  2/8/9/10/13: Death/Transformation.  There is a reason that I am seeing this today.  Note that 9:The Hermit is in the middle of the partial sums.

Something suggests combining these in a new way.  26 1 13 15 = Z A M O, the Love of Z:God.

What next?  What would I do next?  Where would I go next?  In many respects, it seems that life is passing me by, that I am not doing all that I could be doing.  But then, there hasn't been a whole lot of encouragement either.  I do what I do because I can do it and because I am moved to do it.  To date, that has been enough.  Perhaps it will always need to be.  Such is the life of an explorer and wayshower.  We can't always predict whether what we find will make a difference to the world, especially during our brief lifespans.  Yet, make a difference is what we strive to do anyway.  At least, so it is for me.  Though, there are many ways to make a difference.  It is for us to find the ways that are right for us.  We are far too complex for any one way to suffice.

Where do I go to find likeminded others ... kindred spirits, with whom to interact?  It seems that it is not enough to do what I do here and share that at the Beyond Imagination site.  Why should that not be enough?  Indeed, why?  Then again, what do I want out of life?  What is it that I would ask for?  Ask and ye shall receive.  So, we need to be careful about what we ask.  However, not so careful that we fail to ask ... that we fail to participate in life.  Is that what I do?  Why am I so bored of late?  Clearly, something is missing, something that is very important.  What is it that I would do?  How would I change things?  What would I manifest differently?  We are all the creators of our reality, the masters of our fate, whether we experience it consciously or not.

Why am I so tired?  The sense is that it is because I have settled for doing less than I can do.  But, how would I change that?  You can start with this very expression.  It is what ties you to source.  It is what renews your spirit like nothing else can.  Discover who you truly are through what you are able to express ... through what  spirit is able to express through you.  You are a channel for spirit.  You have always been thus, and you will always be thus.  But, realize that this is true not only of you but for everyone.  Life involves the expression of spirit in flesh.  Otherwise, it simply would not be.  To live, you must accept the confines of a body.  It would behoove you to take better care of yours.  The body is truly a temple for spirit.  It should be treated as such.  It is truly deserving of being treated so.  The body is a miraculous feat of engineering.  It is truly a system of systems at work.  And, the mind only brings that much more to the party, especially when one is self-conscious. 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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