Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

27 May 2005

3140160 came up today.  314 is a form of 13:41 = The transformation of Wayne.  The entire number suggests 13x14x15x16 = 43680.  At 4:44, I discovered that this is AAA0(16), the triple A guided by 0:Source.  My ring has a big A in white gold composed of 12 small diamonds with a larger diamond circled in white gold at the top of the A.  The ring had the A when I bought it from an antique dealer and replaced it for my wedding ring.  The fact that AAA0 comes up now is significant.  That the time I discovered it was a triple is interesting as well.  444(16) x 28(16) = AAA(16)!  How appropriate.  28 is God, the Man with the World in His Hand.  Hmm ... transformational communication.  Perhaps that is just what the doctor ordered at this time.  It is a way to expand my horizons into space.  It is a way to start fresh, yet to work with others that I have worked with before at the same time.  Communication is how we interchange information.  Doing it in a way that is transformational seems to be consistent with where my metaphysical work is taking me as well. 

We are all information systems transformed by both the information that we send and that we receive.  In fact, we are transformed by our own processing in the generation of information for communication.  My present environment hasn't opened up any opportunities for discussion of what matters to me most.  Why is that?  Perhaps it is time for that to change.  Only time will tell.  Moving didn't feel right before, but something is different now.  It is time for change on multiple fronts.  Go with the flow.  What needs to be will indeed happen in your life.  It is not for you to make it happen, rather it is for you to observe what happens and assess how well that works.  Does it make you more productive and more happy with your work.  Does it bring what you are paid to do more in line with what you are called to do by spirit.  This is indeed the intent.  Forces behind the scenes are working to make your deepest desires for yourself and for your world manifest.  Trust the process.  Allow the universe to do what she does best.  Trust the process of life unfolding and expressing.  The world is indeed the best that it can be in each moment, but it is also improving in each moment.  This may not always appear to be the case.  But, appearances can be deceiving.

Just remembered 43 6 80 from above is 6 34 - 6 80, centered at 6 57, revered = 7 56.  Yes, the two drivers of my triangle Tarot readings from 1995 again.  This plus the AAA0 is extremely significant.

At lunch, the restaurant immediately across the street had an address of 408 and a phone number that ended in 0408.  I found this curious, but clearly no coincidence.  These are my birthday, corresponding to 48:The Man in Search of More.  Hmm ... it has been awhile since numbers have moved me this way.  I miss it.  There is something about being caught up in the making of connections.  So, what am I going to do?  I'll leave that until after the holiday.  Though, in many ways, it seems that the decision is already made.  It is a matter of allowing the scenes to play themselves out.  At 47, I could have many years left to work.  Though, I would hope that the world would change in ways such that I would enjoy "working" for the rest of my life.  It is only when work is distinct from living that it becomes drudgery.  For me, I need conceptual challenges.  I need to work at a level that allows me to see major themes rather than intricate details.  Then again, the details can have an allure of their own at times.

Hmm ... more of the same, or jump off the cliff into something completely new.  That does not really seem to be a choice at all.  More of the same is no longer tolerable.  I've been doing this for too long, for nearly two decades.  No, there is no choice at all.  It is time for change, major change, and now.  However, on the spiritual front, we've been expressing this stream of consciousness for over twelve years, and it seems like no time at all.  Though, even there, it is time for change.  It is time to meet others with whom to interact and communicate.  It is time to share in ways that I have never been able to do before.  Posting this material is a great step, but it is not enough.  Spirit demands more ... though she will not force her way on us.  It must be by our own free will that we do her works.  And, we cannot avoid but to do her works.

What have I learned from being here all of these years?  Clearly, I am not the same person that I was when I got here in January 1986 after graduating with an MSEE from Stanford.  I got married in 1987.  Literally millions of words have come forth through me from consciousness, all since 1993.  I have made untold numbers of connections, interpreted many thousands of license plates, read many metaphysical books, worked 80-100 hour weeks for extended periods of time, and yet remained essentially invisible.  For the most part, the world is not aware of whom that I am and what I can do.

Do as you are moved to do!  That is the rallying cry for your spirit.  This is true for you, but may or may not be true for others.  Are these writings primarily for my eyes only?  It seems that you already know the answer to that or you wouldn't have even asked.  Though, in this case, the answer is NO!  You are right about elegance and economy of the usage of resources.  We would not go through this much effort solely for you ... though you are indeed valuable enoud for herculean efforts to be taken.  Your time will come.  These words will see the light of day.  They will reach who they are meant to reach, but no more or no less.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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