Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

18 May 2005

You are my fire ... my desire.  That is how I feel about spirit.  And, it is important that we feel and feel deeply.  After all, it is the feelings that we have that constitute our experience.  What we do, what we have, these all foster what we feel.  I've avoided showing my feelings for much of my life.  That does not mean that I have not felt deeply.  However, demonstrating what I feel is usually restrained.  Part of this comes from not wanting to hurt my feelings or those of anyone else, at least not knowingly hurt them.  Overall, though, this is a relatively new realm.  I don't think about feelings or talk about feelings as some do.  I just feel them and move on.  This may come across as cold.  It may come across as not walking my talk.  I speak of a world, a community based on love, and cooperative interdependence, yet I don't really live that way.  Is this a matter of what I know and what I understand being ahead of what I can express in the world?  It seems that both are involved here, what I am ready to demonstrate, but also what the world is capable of demonstrating.

What do I have to offer the world?  And, how do I offer it in a manner that provides more direct benefit?  Do what you are moved to do when you are moved to do it.  Find what excites you and observe what is most exciting about that.  This provides us with feedback to help further hone your focus and abilities.  You, personally, are meant to be a writer.  You are meant to bring written information through to include some limited symbols and graphics.  Others have different talents.  Your joy is used to guide you to what is necessary for you to take the next step in your evolution, in your particular journey.  Follow your bliss!  Joseph Campbell said that.  Though, it seems that we need to find our bliss in order to follow it. 

41722 and 41723 came up in a work related context today. 41 is Wayne, 22:The Master Builder is my Heart's Desire, and 23 is wayne.  7 is The Chariot.  7 23 41 = 7 925(16) = The Chariot: The Hermit: Love/Wisdom: Concrete Manifestation.  That is a combination that is specifically relevant to me.

Are my ways of manipulating numbers of utility to others?  Clearly, these are non-linear and beyond the realm of anything that might be considered logical.  Yet, are not the techniques valuable in there own right.  Do they not result in the manipulation of a symbol system in a way that often yields new meaning or new connections?

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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