Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

12 May 2005

So, what does consciousness have in store for us today?  We never really know when we start the day, where that day will lead.  However, we trust that it will go exactly the way that it needs to go to get us to where we need to be to experience what we need to experience.  The universe is perfect in that regard.  Actually, in every regard for that matter.  It is only from our limited perspective that things appear awry.  And, even then, this will only continue until we take responsibility and do something about it.  For a different perspective, we have already made such choices and done what needed to be done when it needed to be done.  Now, we are observing what it is that was manifest. 

Our creations fascinate us.  They always have.  Whether it is the birth of a child, or of an idea, or of an invention, or of a great creative work of prose, art, or music ... that birth is unique as special, especially to us, but also to all those whose lives are touched by the work.  And, there may be far more than we know that are touched by such works.  Ideas can be powerful enough to literally change the world.  Someone said there is nothing so powerful as an idea whose time has come ... or something to that effect.  For me, it is clearly the realm of ideas where I dwell most.  Making connections between disparate information is something that I seem to be here to do.  This involves finding relationships and meanings between things that are typically not connected.  I do it because it is fun and because it is what I am moved to do.  After over a dozen years, this is old hat, second nature.  It is part of the way that I see the world.  You see what no one else can see.  Can that be true?  Is the world that I am seeing truly unique?   Hmm ... I guess it could be.  But, what are the ramifications if this is indeed so?  On the radio, the words I believe I can fly ... I believe I can touch the sky just played.  This is how I feel when my consciousness is soaring.  And, of late, it has been soaring quite often.  That is a good thing.  Soaring is fun.  It allows me operate differently and seems to facilitate this communication.

Played with breathing again last night, but not enough to notice significant differences.  The sense is that the differences are indeed there, but one needs to experience them over time.  Further, some of the changes might be quite subtle.  I did find that a 6-6-6-6 seconds count pattern seemed to be natural for me as did a fire breath of 2 in-outs per second through the nose.  My "normal" breath seems to occur in a 2 - 2 seconds pattern.  Though I do catch myself holding my breath at times.  I have no idea as to how this relates to others.  Though, there must be something known on this.  People have been doing breathwork with meditation or yoga for thousands of years.  I find it difficult to hold my breath for over 42 seconds.  That is 10 times my normal breathing cycle.  I didn't try to see what the maximum cycle for continued breathing would be, but that might be interesting.  Also, I know that when I was in better shape and swimming often I could hold my breath for a much longer period of time.  So, this seems to be an area that one can get better through practice.

How do I transform what I love to do into something that provides a more direct service to others?  While that is an interesting question, it assumes that you need something that you do not already have.  Such assumptions are dangerous to make because they separate you from the very things that you desire.  The bottom line is to do what you are moved to do, trusting that it is spirit herself  that is doing the moving.  Whether this is something that serves others directly or indirectly is not for you to decide.  It will be what it is.  And, whatever that is, is right for you.  When you live a life of spirit, you live outside of the realm of cause and effect.  You are free!  FREE = 6  18  5  5 = 6/24/29/34 : Eight of Wands, eight wands roaming over the earth.  34 is also 22(16).  The Master Builder in 16:The Tower base.  FREEDOM = 34  4  15  13 = 34/38/53/66.  There we have 66 once again.  This is the glasses that we discovered earlier this week.  It is also the 88 completion of 22:The Master Builder.  66(16) = 102.  Hmm ... 1:Will, 0:Source, 2:Duality.  This is 3 x 34 = 6 x 17:The Star = The Community of the Star.

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The Star of David with vertices or sides of 17:The Star.   It is curious that there is a X  X = 576 pattern in the middle, with each X composed of 5 dots signifying 5 5: The Master Organizer.  Here's another tie to the 44 and 55 that affect me weekly.  Curious, I don't carry an organizer or day planner as many others do.

What next?  Where will this expression take us next?  There are so many things that could be explored.  There are so many symbol systems to investigate.  How do we make it more fun and more effective?  How do we align things so that the meaningful connections are obvious?  Teach someone to do what you do and you free yourself to move on to do things that no one else sees needs to be done.  You will always be one who defines their own tasks in life.  That is simply the nature of who you are and what you are here to do.  Self-initiative is definitely one of your strong suits.  Willingness to decide to do things is another.  Though, you don't weigh alternatives in your decisions.  You wait until the right choice is clear.  You know it when you see it.  What you don't often realize is that you've drawn these very choices unto you.  From your perspective, it is as if there is no choice.  And, to a large degree, you are right.  For you, the choices are indeed limited because for the most part you have made them in advance.  You do this through beliefs about the world, and beliefs about who you are and how you experience that world.  The world is of your own making.  It conforms to what you want it to be both individually and collectively.  God is All That Is.  And, God cannot be hurt.  Neither can his creations be hurt, not really.  Though, they can suffer out of ignorance.  If time and space truly do not exist except as illusion, we have a whole other reality to find that is different than we usually experience.  We find this be looking beyond, by thinking outside the box, by observing what is at the fringes rather than in the center of our glasses.  As we do this, we discover a whole new world.  Yet, it is a world that we have always been a part of ... we just dissociated ourself from it for awhile.  At any time we are free to reconnect with this world.  It is a matter of attunement and perhaps at-one-ment, being at one with.

Life flows on.  It seems that tomorrow is the day that we hear about base closures.  The fate is already decided.  It is simply a matter of announcing it.  Then, there is the repercussions of where that decision leads.  People will be displaced.  Some will retire.  Some will move on to other jobs in the area.  Some will move to wherever the jobs go.  One way or another, life will go on.  People be cared for, or find ways of caring for themselves.  At some level, we each already have laid out the contingencies.  We have defined the script of our life.  Now, it is a matter of directing ourselves as we act out our roles.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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