Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

11 May 2005

Another day, another musing.  We've been good so far this week.  In fact, we're pretty consistent in most weeks when we are in town at work.  Right now, this is enough.  How long that will remain so is still to be determined.  Regardless.  At this moment, I am moved to be here ... and to allow this expression to come forth as it does.  That is good.  I have no need to be in control of what is expressed.  I trust consciousness.  I know that she is expressing through me as only she knows how to do.

I've been thinking a lot lately about how different people experience the world differently ... and just how different this might be.  What is risky or scary to one might be fun or thrilling to another.  Each of us chooses what we experience and how we react to that experience.  For most of us, this happens primarily at other than conscious levels.  We have many of these and they are quite competent, even at times when we don't seem to be.  My fingers are a case in point.  They know what it takes to type, and even to type relatively fast at times.  It is all a matter of trusting enough and doing enough.  Trust is a choice that we make.  People do not necessarily live up to our expectations in this area, rather they live up to their own.

What next?  Are we at another breakpoint?  Is it time for another radical discontinuity?  It definitely seems that such is the case.  Yet, even here, only time will tell.  Can the current scene come to an end, allowing for a whole new scene to be manifest.  Why not?  What except inertia keeps us moving as we are presently moving?  And what is inertia but a tendency of motion through space in time?  It is only as "real" as we make it.  Is rael is close to Is real.  Only two adjacent letters near the end are swapped.  That means that the partial sums align closely as well.  91 9153    91 9513.    9/10/19/20/25/28 versus 9/10/19/24/25/28.  In both cases, the bottom line is 28:The Man with the World in His Hand.

Change is in the air.  And, massive change at that.  I can feel it.  It is right here.  It is right now, in this very place where I stand and think and exist.  But, is this not always the case?  Is constant change not a characteristic of the reality that we experience?  Perhaps, but that does not make it real.  At our core, lies something greater, something that experiences but is unmoved or unchanged by what it experiences.  For, how can something that is the prime mover ever be moved.  There is nothing external to it.  There is no part that it is not.  What moves us is breaking through the limitations and seeing the beauty of spirit in expression operating throughout the cosmos and beyond.  What makes the reality that we experience special out of all of the possibilities that could have been?  Why is symmetry so appealing?  Why is simplicity and elegance realized at every level of endeavor and creation?  We are creators all.  We create our very lives out of the resources and tools that we have been given, and have made the effort to develop.  Some talents are natural.  But, most seem to require some training and extensive practice to master.  And, we are meant to be masters ... at some things anyway.  Further, it is in the areas that we are masters that we have the most to offer the world.  Here is where our creativity shines.  Here is where we should be employed.  Here is where we have the most effective means to serve.  And, service is everything.  A life without service is indeed a wasted life.  But, there are many ways to serve, so be careful not to pass judgement here.  One can't tell the level of spiritual advancement from outer appearances.

Just played with my breath for awhile.  At first, there was an in-out-in-out ... pattern.  However, this changed to an in-hold-out-hold ... pattern.  1  -1 | 1  -1 |  ... to 1  0  -1  0 | 1  0  -1  0 | ...  There is also a 1  0  -1 | 1  0  -1 pattern and a 1 -1  0 | 1  -1  0 pattern.  The first pattern is how we create duality, reflection, mirror images.  The two trinity patterns both include a pause that allows for seperation but also allows for the insertion of 0:Source.  The quad pattern puts 0:Source into both what the creator creates and what the created creates.  It is in the stillness of breathing that magic happens.  If we breath without pausing, we stay disconnected from source.  Also, the 0 states are different.  One occurs when our lungs are full, the other when our lungs are empty.  Further, we can set the duration for each of the four states to get different effects.  The ratio of breathe in to breathe out and of hold in to hold out and of breathe in to hold in and of breathe out to hold out all have potential impact on us.  It is all a matter of paying attention and experiencing what various combinations do for us.  The rate of breath is another factor.  Rapid in and out breathing (fire breath) results in a completely different state of consciousness than slow breathing.  Also, there are variations such as in-hold-in-hold-in-hold-out-hold | ...  Even further variations occur from breathing through the nose or mouth or even through a single nostril at a time.  All this from simple changes in the pattern of our breathing ... something most of us rarely notice.

What was the first breath?  What was the first time vibration entered creation?  Is this not the very Big Bang that our scientists have spoken of?  In a single moment, all that is and will be exploded into manifestation.  We are the explorers experiencing what was manifest.  We are the universe, the creation coming to know itself.  All That Is is a growing God.  But how can God grow?  How can that which is omniscient, and omnipotent, and omnipresent have a need to know or to grow.  Yet, there is a difference between God and the creation.  God is not separate from the creation.  Indeed, he is imbued in every part.  But, the creation can feel and experience itself as separate from God.  This is not God's doing.  It is an illusion that we have manifest by looking at life and the creation through our own set of glasses.  There is nothing inherently "wrong" in doing this.  After all, we are the eyes and lenses through which various aspects of the creation are enabled to come to light.

I like this line of thinking.  This is what I love to do.  How do I transform this into a service that is of particular value to the world, and to many people in the world?  Is that what is meant to be?  Until I know, I will continue to do as I am moved to do.  Right now, that means continuing to come here to express on a regular basis.  The sense is that this will always be an important avenue for me to express.  This is an outlet for creative energies that come from deep within me.  Expressing creatively is extremely important, not just for me, but for everyone.  This is what keeps us alive.  This is what keeps us young.

What would I do to make a difference?  As an Aries, it is not words but actions that ultimately matter ... though great words often lead to great actions.  Are these great words?  If they were solely mine, that question might be highly ego-centric.  But, I have said many times that the words come from a source of consciousness deep within me.  This source is not me, at least not the conscious part of me, rather it comes through me.

1 0 -1 0  is the basis for a sinusoidal pattern.  From this, we can represent all frequencies by either stretching or condensing the time for each cycle.  Once we have such patterns, we are set for creating the music of the spheres.  This is the harmony of the Gods, the Celestial Symphony that is LIFE, that is ALL THAT IS.  In a very real way, breath in all of its infinite variations is LIFE.  It has been said that thoughts create your world.  But, what is thought but breath manifest ... frequencies or patterns of characters in succession.  How is it that we are able to put all of this in context and understand what is being conveyed.  It is all a matter of symbol systems.  The more complex the symbol systems, the more information that can be conveyed.  In calligraphy, every nuance has meaning and beauty.  The characters are turned into true art.  Such is true for all of the arts.  However, it is true for all of the sciences as well.  The setting may be more sterile.  The illusion of objectivity often gets in the way.  But, the greatest scientists have always been mystics at heart as well.  And what they have discovered has a beauty and elegance of its own.  Though, often it takes another scientist to truly understand that beauty and elegance.  The arts suffer from this as well.  Not everyone likes opera or modern art or classical music or antique furniture or modern architecture.  That is OK.  Variety as they say is the spice of life.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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