Life continues on as time marches ever forward.  But, is that really the case?  Why is it that we experience reality as we do?  How do we know that we see others, even physically, in the same way that they see themselves?  One way is by observing whether others see us as we see ourself.  Observation is a very powerful tool for reality interpretation and reality creation.  Actually, that is not quite right.  We really mean "illusion" creation.  But, why would we choose to create illusions?  Because, that is all that can exist in worlds subject to Matter, Energy, Space, and Time (MEST).  It is interesting how roughly 112 kinds of atoms and relatively simple laws of combining can create the building blocks for all the physical things that we experience.  Note that experiencing something as physical does not make it physical.  Here, we are interpreting what various frequencies of vibration mean.  Though, it is more than that.  There is a pattern that is held by the atoms via literally less than a handful of forces.  Or, so our scientists explain today.  We could always be in for a more elegant answer tomorrow.  Science is good at reaching elegant answers, eventually anyway.  Perhaps this is because of the resources we are expending in this area.  Our scientists and engineers are fairly well-paid and they are working on projects that are well-funded.  If only we could apply similar resources to solve human problems such as world hunger and disease and human suffering, we would all be far better off.  Though, the economic incentive isn't yet there to foster that.  The sense is that this will change and soon.  The struggle between the haves and havenots can only go on for so long.  Can the 225 wealthiest people really possess the equivalent net worth of the poorest 3 billion?  That is a factor of over 10 million to 1, seven orders of magnitude difference.  Clearly, there is something wrong in that, something very wrong.  Yes, it is the result of economic systems that collectively we have chosen to employ.  But, there is something very unfair that produces such differences.  One wonders, if this we reduced by an order of magnitude, what would the real impact be?  Would that be enough to feed, clothe, house, and provide decent medical care for these people?

What do I want to do with my life?  What am I willing to live with?  What am I willing to use my will to get?  What is it that I truly want?  It is not clear that I lack anything that is necessary to my well-being.  I am a spiritual being, expressing as spirit would have me express ... somehow living the very life that I am meant to live.  This is true for each of us.  I am not unique in this respect.  Though, I am unique in how spirit chooses to express through me.  Something says that this year is to be a grand adventure.  In many respects, it has already been.  Though, all of the signs suggest that much more is to come.  That is OK.  I am ready for whatever the universe has in store for me.  I willingly accept whatever she would offer.  Consciousness is my soul guide in this respect.  Others have spiritual guides.  I seem to be graced with having consciousness herself as mine.  I would not have it any other way.  My path has been a lonely one to date, or at least, an alone one.  It is curious that Gini is at a point in her life where she wants to escape and live a more solitary or rural life in the mountains of Idyllwild.  I'm tending to go the other way, the hermit finally coming out of a shell that I've been in all of my life.  Though, here on these pages, I commune with consciousness herself ... not necessarily to reach any audience, at least not any known audience.

Talked to Gini tonight.  She realized that she would have to commute down the hill from Idyllwild to the desert nearly everyday to do the work that is opening up to her.  There are a few different possibilities.  But, a daily commute would definitely be out of the question.  So, we'll have to see what opportunities present themselves.  Change is clearly in the cards.  But, what changes and when remain to be seen.  Perhaps they are to be a mystery.  Some things are meant to be unknown until they become manifest.  This seems to be one of those.  It will be interesting to see if LA AFB is on the Base Realignment and Closure (BRAC) list.  And, if so, what that will mean to me personally in terms of options.  It seems like a perfect time for new beginnings.  However, at the same time, the advice is simple ... do as you are moved to do, when you are moved to do it.  That is how everything gets accomplished.

Reality is unfolding perfectly in each and every moment.  The world is a perfect reflection of the consciousness of the collective.  There is no good or bad, there simply just is.  Everything falls within continuums, there is no duality.  There is only light and shadow.  There is only order and chaos.  All life lies balanced on the continuum between order and chaos.  Extreme order is inflexible and unadaptable.  Extreme chaos is highly fragile and without structure.  Or is it?  The systems that constitute the universe seem to be precariously balanced within fairly tight limits in a number of ranges.  It is amazing how much complexity can arise from simple constructions and behaviors.

All that I can do is to take each moment as it comes.  What happens next is whatever is meant to happen next.  Whatever that is will be exactly what I need to experience.  All that it takes is trust in the universe ... trust that there is a divine plan unfolding and that I have a role to play in that.  What that role is will become obvious as it is time to execute it.  It is not something to worry about.  At some level, I am co-creating exactly what it will be.  This happens every moment of every day.  Though, not just for me ... for everyone.  Something about Colorado still calls to me.  Whether that means that I will ever live and work there, who knows?  My preference would be yes if asked in this moment, but it is not really clear as to why.  Whenever I have been in Colorado, the energy has felt different.  Overall, it has felt beneficial and positive.  Whether it would be conducive to the work of Beyond Imagination, I cannot say.  Though, it seems that I might find out soon enough.  In some respects, the sooner, the better.  Though, in other respects, commuting home over 1200 miles one way each week might be a bit much.  Whatever.  What will be will be.  I welcome whatever that is with open arms knowing that it is exactly what I need at some level.  There is also the possibility of a whole other job, something beyond anything that I have considered to date.  Stay open to the posibilities.  You have more abilities than even you know.  The value of these will be realized soon.  Besides, you will always have enough in your life.  Such it has always been.  You may not have much of an excess.  But that allows you to stay focused on the moment and do what is yours to do.  The economic pump is simple.  It is primed by giving.  If you want more in your life, give more.  The most valuable thing that you have to give is your self.  That doesn't mean that you have to give all of the time.  Just be careful to always keep the balance positive and never take more than you give.  It is that simple.  This one principle could create the abundance necessary to resolve many of the problems that plague the world.