19 April 2005
Wow! Another very busy day. I just about erased the file from yesterday to create a blank slate for today's musing. However the following four years caught my attention once again.
2003 = 304 prime = 16 x 19 = The Tower x The SunThe first of these is the year that most of the Beyond Imagination books were published. It was a very good year for the Beyond Imagination expression overall with musings occuring nearly every day. This is the 304th prime = 34 with source in the middle. 34 is 22(16) and is the final two digits of my zip code in Cathedral City. 2011 is associated with 35 with source in the middle. 35 is spiritual inheritance. 5 x 61 = The pentagon or the five-pointed star of 61:achievement. 2011 is the year before my second Easter Birthday. It will have an 11/11/11 day in it. 2017 is associated with 36 with source in the middle. This will be the year that I turn 59. Hmm ... the work decal on my vehicle is number 01359 and my work phone ends in 1359. This suggests another major transformation in 2017. 59 is sometimes associated with the Aquarian Age. Also, this is a combination of The Star and The Moon. The final number 2027 is the 307 prime. 307 is prime itself. 37 is the King of Cups = Riding the Subconscious.
2011 = 305 prime = 5 x 61
2017 = 306 prime = 6 x 51 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 17 = 17 x 18 = The Star x The Moon
2027 = 307 prime
2222 0000 0112 3177 : Death of CHRIST; 1000 completion of 888; Source; 22:22 = The Master Builder twice = 1958, my birth year in base 88.
Hmm ... It's curious that today they selected a new Pope after only a day of deliberations. Pope Benedict XVI. This brings in 16:The Tower. It's as if these events are destined. Seven years ago, on 4/17/1998, I generated what I called a Metaphysical Rosetta Stone. Within a couple of days of that, I was in the mental hospital for the second time in my life. Another connection, this time with the death of a Pope, one that had a very positive impact on the world. So, what would I be in the eyes of the world? It does not really matter. I would be the eyes, the ears, the hands, and the voice of spirit. I would express what she would express through me. This is what I was made to do. I consider it my sacred responsibility. After all, who am I without my maker. I am a part of all that is ... yet I am more than this as well, much more. The limits to what I am are all self-imposed. This is true for each of us. Growth is a matter of removing the limitations.
What next? What am I moved to do? It is curious that this question comes up so much, yet rarely do I question who the mover might be. Usually, I consider this to be spirit herself. Do I mind being moved in this way? Not in the least. In fact, I enjoy it. This is my life as I know it. I would have it no other way. This makes for an interesting life. At least one that I find interesting. And, in my life, that is what counts. Though, I am still curious as to when my life will intersect more fully with that of others. I know that cooperative interdependence is the way of the future. I assumed that this would be between people. Perhaps it is only meant to be between each Self and consciousness herself. At least, such seems to be a very real possibility for me. Is that acceptable? Is that the way that I truly want to live my life? Is this even my choice to make? Or, is it simply God's will for me? But can my will ever be anything other than God's will? Is that ever possible?
The pace is slower than normal of late. That is OK. It is what it is. There is a lot that I am still processing and integrating. It seems that this may be the case for much of my life. This is part of what I do. I search for more and than try to find ways to become that, to integrate that into whom that I am. This is what I do for fun. This is what I do because I am made to do it. In Chariots of Fire, one of the main characters states something to the effect that God made me fast, and I glorify him when I run. Well, in a similar vein, God gave me the ability to express the source within via the written word. I glorify God when I allow spirit to express through me in this way. This stream of consciousness expression is my gift to God, to Life, and to the World. I do this freely, without reservation. I truly love doing this. It is something that I do that seems to be unique. I take some pride in that, but hopefully not overly so.
So, what role will I have to play in creating community? That
remains to be seen. The role will be whatever it is. And, whatever
that is will be exactly what it needs to be. Whatever life that I
live is the right life to live. It is the life that I chose at some
level. It is also the life that was chosen for me. Yes, there
appears to be a dichotomy in this. However, appearances can be deceiving.
LOVE,