Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
18 April 2005
Another three days
without musing. It seems that I'm having difficulty getting in
the groove of things on the weekends. Oh well, what needs to be
expressed is indeed coming forth. If there were more that needed
to come forth, I would be moved to muse longer or more often than I am
at present. Everything in its right timing. And, that
doesn't happen to be my timing. In fact, I have no need to impose
any timing on what happens. I can live with whatever happens,
knowing that spirit has her hand in co-creating it with higher parts of
myself for my edification. Elton John sings how wonderful life is while you're in the
world, as I write this. Indeed, that is exactly how I feel
about spirit.
V62.89 is the DSM-IV code for Religious and Spiritual Problems.
My social worker wasn't aware of this particular category, though she
did know that insurance does not cover the "V" codes. In talking
to her, I felt that she was pretty close-minded to this overall.
This was a similar reaction to what I've seen in Doctors regarding
alternative medicine and alternative healing. The official answer
is to identify a physical problem with the brain and to treat it with
medication that treats the symptoms. While this may work for some
degree and for awhile, at some point the whole mental/spiritual
framework that is implicit in the disorder must be addressed.
This seems to be a slow process overall. Integration, in general,
seems to take awhile. On the other hand, awakening can be quite
sudden. V62.89 = 22 62 . 89. I found this particularly
curious since 22:62 is the breakout for my heart's desire and
personality, and 8 and 9 are the two numbers that involving bringing
source down to earth. Both have a reservoir "o" in the upper half
of their symbol. 89 = 78 + 11:Justice Exalted. 226 to
89. This is a difference of 137. 13 x 7 = 91:Death
Exalted. Another meaning is To 68 V9 = To WAYNE Version 9:The
Hermit. But V9 is also 229 = 228 + 1. 228 + one = 228 + 655
= 883. This is 5 to 888. It is curious that right now a New
Pope = 5:The Hierophant is being chosen in the world. 888 is not
a state that is for me to reach. It is a state for the world to
reach. It will be curious to see who is selected for this
position. Hmm ... there is something about is selected that does not seem
right. This is a matter for destiny, not choice at this point in
time. It only seems that the process itself involves
choice. The Pope's are clearly destined, as are the Presidents
and Prime Ministers and heads of most countries. How can I know
that? Simply because these are major roles to be played, and such
roles are never played by chance.
Hmm .... something about 883 is familiar. I've seen it many times
but was never moved to find any meaning in it.
8 x 83 = 664. That's 2 shy of 666.
88 x 3 = 264.
883 has no factors, it is prime.
2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 23, 29, 31, 37, 41, 43, 47, 53, 59, 61, 67,
71, 73, 79, 83, 89, 97
101 103 107 109 113 127
131 137 139 149 151 157 163
167 173 179 181 191 193 197
199
211 223 227 229 233 239 241
251 257 263 269 271 277 281
283 293
307 311 313 317 331 337 347
349 353 359 367 373 379 383
389 397
401 409 419 421 431 433 439
443 449 457 461 463 467 479
487 491 499
503 509 521 523 541 547 557
563 569 571 577 587 593 599
601 607 613 617 619 631 641
643 647 653 659 661 673 677
683 691
701 709 719 727 733 739 743
751 757 761 769 773 787 797
809 811 821 823 827 829 839
853 857 859 863 877 881 883
This makes 883 the 25 + 21 + 16 + 16 + 17 + 14 + 16 + 14 + 14 = 153rd
prime.
153 = 3 x 51 = 3 x 3 x 17 = 9:The Hermit x 17:The Star.
Interesting. All tied back to
228
+ one. And now tied to a DSM-IV code that only came into
being around the year of my first awakening experience -- 1993.
Hmm ... 1993 is itself prime. It is the 153 + 148 = 301st
prime. 1997 follows at 302 and 1999 follows at 303. The
300th prime is 1987, the year that I got married.
3
00 = 2 x 2 x 3 x 5 x 5, 3
01 = 7 x 43, 3
02 = 2 x 151, 303 = 3 x 101.
Hmm ... These all have 0:source in the middle and are the beginning of
3:The Empress. The shift occurred in 1987. That was the
year of the Harmonic Convergence!
Finishing out the first 100 years of my life, we have:
2003 = 304 prime = 16 x 19 = The Tower x The Sun
2011 = 305 prime = 5 x 61
2017 = 306 prime = 6 x 51 = 2 x 3 x 3 x 17 = 17 x 18 = The Star x The
Moon
2027 = 307 prime
2029 = 308 prime = 4 x 77 = 2 x 2 x 7 x 11 = The Grounding of 77:CHRIST.
2039 = 309 prime = 3 x 103
2053 = 310 prime = 2 x 5 x 31
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World