Another day, another musing.  I am still attempting to integrate the experiences of yesterday and the past few weeks.  It is not clear that I will ever fully know what everything in my life meant.  Perhaps I'm looking for meaning where there is none to be had.  Though, my sense is that things and events will have whatever meanings that we give to them.  But why do we give them meaning?  What is the utility of this process?  And, why different meanings for different people?

What is the difference between content and context.  As I type this, I am aware of many things simultaneously both visually within the limits and to the periphery of my glasses and aurally with the radio playing behind me, the sound of the keys on the keyboard, and the humm of the computers and the ventilation system.  In addition, I am aware of multiple aspects of my body.  Yet, this communication still comes forth from within, entering my mind and then shortly afterward my fingers and my eyes.  It is strange.  I can tell if it is right as it is being typed, but I have no clue as to what is coming next.  Actually, that is not quite correct.  I'm noticing that the typing is behind the voice that is in my mind and is in a constant state of having to catch up.  That is a different experience than I have had before.  It is as if a delay has been introduced.  Either that, or a delay in my mind has been reduced so that I am now aware of the communication slightly before I type it.  It can be as much as a few words or so I'm experiencing anyway.  And then there is a delay to wait until I come close to catching up before continuing.  Otherwise, it seems that I would forget what has come forth ... with my focus so much on the present moment.

It is interesting.  Part of my present process seems to be training myself to become more and more aware of simultaneous inputs.  This provides a richer tapestry for making connections between things.  The more that we can have in mind at the same time, the more complex the patterns that we can create.  Its equivalent to word length in computers.  The longer the word length, the more symbols that can be represented by each word.  That supports ever greater complexity of organization.

This cuts to the very heart of my purpose for being.  God made me for a purpose ... not just me, but every living being.  Our purpose is to serve spirit, to serve the consciousness that animates us, to serve life itself to the maximum of our abilities using our god-given talents.  While we create our own reality is a truth, it is only a partial truth.  It is at other than conscious levels that this occurs.  More than that, it is at other than physical levels.  The playwright in our lives is the source within, the part of us that is spirit.  Consciously, we only know of the part the is connected to spirit.  We experience the interface only.  We don't extend to see what is beyond that interface.  It is not clear that such is possible.  Then again, we need to think from the standpoint of miracle consciousness.  When we do that, it is not clear that anything is impossible.  We serve spirit by discovering whom we are, honing our god-given abilities, and surrendering to spirit.  When we do so, it is spirit that moves us, and we do what she moves us to do.  We have no need to exert our own will, knowing that spirit knows us and knows what is most beneficial for us to do to suit her plans.  In resigning our will, we lose nothing.  Some might say that free will is lost.  However, the reality is that we give up free will the moment that we know right from wrong and commit to doing right in our lives.  Intuitively, we know what is right.  Why would we choose to do anything else, once we reach this level of awareness.  That is part of why everything is unfolding perfectly.  Yes, it is unfolding, but it does so as the flower unfolds to greet the sun exposing its full beauty.  Similarly, our full beauty is exposed as we unfold.  This is a natural process.  It happens for each of us in its proper timing.  Nothing can be forced.  Everything happens as it needs to happen for the plan of spirit to be realized.

Curious, the clock on the computer reads 10:10 PM at the moment.  This ties to Reality Creation 1010.  It is also the time (within 2 minutes) of most traditional watches in magazine ads and on billboards.  There is something about that time that is special somehow.  It is still hard to believe that it came forth over 11 years ago.  It is difficult remembering what life was like Before Beyond Imagination (BBI) = 229 = The Master Builder | The Hermit.  Is that what I am at the moment?  And, what am I in the process of becoming?  Whatever it is will be manifest soon enough.  All that I have to do is remain open and allow it to unfold as it will.  I am Life in the process of living.  I am consciousness in the process of knowing.  But, what is beyond "I AM"?  What is beyond the duality of To Be or Not To Be?  What continuum do the states To Be and Not to Be reside on?

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!