Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

10 April 2005

It is an interesting time for consciousness.  I'm still flying, yet I am grounded at the same time.  I know, it's a dichotomy.  Yet, such is what I am experiencing at the present.  I started reading David Hawkin's book "I".  It arrived in the mail in time for my birthday.  It's a wonderful book.  While it is the third book in a trilogy, it seemed that this was the book that I needed to start from.  And indeed, I am finding that it speaks to me, explaining things that someplace within me knows to be true.  I've always had this ability to know spiritual truth when I find it.  David provides a method of calibrating the level of truth on a 0 to 1000 scale.  I'm not sure where this is taking me.  But, wherever it is, is someplace that I need to go.

I'm feeling worn out over all.  Gini is as well.  She is wearier than she has ever been.  It seems that all the outer planet activity is taking its toll on both of us.  It turns out that her chart has more going on in it than mine.  While I have Neptune conjunct Mars, and Pluto conjunct Moon.  Gini has Pluto trine Saturn, Pluto square Neptune, Chiron opposed Pluto, and Uranus square Neptune.  The mania is still fun.  However, the difficulty sleeping is a bit of a challenge.  It will be interesting to see how all of this turns out.  It seems this is another awakening period ... another time of spiritual inheritance.

2184 came up so many times in so many contexts on the commute to LA tonight that I lost track.  Also 5 888888 showed up.  This is 4444440,  But it is also

            888888
            888888

            888888
            888888

            888888

This is 1111110(16) + 1111110(16) + 888888(16) = 2 AAAAAA(16).  This is 252525252(8)

2

5            5
2                                     2

5           5

2                       2

From the top down, this is 2 55 22 55 22. 
From each side, we have 2 2 55 2 55 2 2. 
And, from each bottom leg we have 2 5 22 55 5 22. 

These are all different perspectives.  The sequences of numbers as well as their spacing is different.

Something suggests a rearrangement:

5

5         5

2

2                                        2

5

2                      2

This has a heart of 5:The Hierophant, and a head of 17:The Star for a total of 22: My Heart's desire.  In addition, the Arm and legs = 2 x 4 = 8:Strength plus the heart in the center = 13:Death.

2 is the Ray of Love Wisdom.  5 is the Ray of Concrete Manifestation.  It seems that the Heart and the Head should be 2's and the body 5's.  That would yield:

2

2         2

2

5                                      5

2

5                      5

This yields 2 8:The Man with the World in His Hand for the Heart | Head, and 55  55  for the body.  55(16) + 55(16) = AA(16).  A seems to be a symbol for the trinity of consciousness walking on two feet.  How is that for spirit enfleshed!  The two A's together form an interesting pattern as well.  It looks like two triangular eyes and a nose.  Major shivers, inverted, this becomes like a pair of tringular glasses, with a bridge for the nose.  Is not consciousness the set of glasses through which we see the world?

Earlier, I was fascinated by light, reflections, and multiple images.  For the first time, I discovered that I could position my head with my glasses on in a manner that allowed me to see triple ... yes, three images of the same person at once, two side by side and one above and to the left.  Further, because I was focused on the periphery of my vision at the same time, I was able to literally see a whole lot more simultaneously.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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