Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
6 April 2005
Another day, another
musing. It will be interesting to see what is revealed
today. Then again, that is true for everyday. Two more days
and the birthday Solar eclipse occurs. Somehow that signifies a
major spiritual rebirth. What is the significance that it happens
on my 47th birthday, the end of my 47th year and the beginning of my
48th year. 47 is the number for ASLAN. Hmm ... this ties to
AS(H)LAN(D) as well, the land of ashes,
and the mythical Phoenix that arises out of the ashes. Is it
indeed time for this to manifest? Curious ASLAN is 47, (D)(H) is
(4)(8). This splits ASLAN into AS -- LAN = 1 19 -- 12
1 14. The first part of this is 911. The second part
is 1:12-14. This is tied to 12 x 13 x 14 = 2185 = the final four
of my SSN = 888(16).
Is the fire of spirit about to create a land of ashes? At some
level, it seems that this has already occurred. We are simply
awaiting its manifestation in the physical. Hmm ... 911(16) =
2321. Major shivers! That is wayne ellis, the numbers for
my first two names. That makes 911(16) - 888(16) = 2321 - 2184 =
137 = 89(16). The final two parts of my name hartman jr =
3010(16) = 12304. This seems to correspond to the first four Rays
with Source dividing the primary 3 from the 4th. 3010 =
BC2(16). Isn't that an interesting combination. The first
thing that came to mind is "Before Christ - 2".
The musing is slow today, but we are making some interesting
discoveries and connections. It can take awhile to do this.
We don't really know what we are searching for until we see it.
That is one of the fun things about connections. We are engaged
in a constant process of discovery. Explorers are fortunate from
that standpoint. The unknown ever has its truths to reveal to us
if we would be seek to find them. We are all explorers at
heart. We just choose different domains in which to focus our
attention. For me, it is the realm of fire, the realm of
spirit. That is what matters most. In fact, everything else
pales by comparison. Then again, if you've been at all observant
of what is expressed here, that should not surprise you in the least.
Hmm ... the AS -- LAN split is a 20 27 split. 20 to 7 = 640, the
final three numbers of my license plate. There's a whole new
connection and meaning. Earlier, my bosses boss suggested the use
of ETG = 5 20 7 to augment me so that I can offload some of my tasks
and have a back-up when I am gone. This is 20 57 from the middle
out, a form of 77. It is also 2 057 = to ELLIS. Just
noticed something weird. ELLIS circularly shifted right twice
becomes I SELL. What is it that I have to sell? Clearly, my
time and my services. But, what about my very self? To what
degree am I to offer for sell the gifts that come from consciousness
through me unto others? I have never been much of a
salesman. Nor have I related to my middle name for that matter.
Just noticed that 057 rotated circularly once = 705 = 704 + 1 = G0D
plus Consciousness. 75 is also the number for HARTMAN.
There we have another new connection. This time with G0D or the
74:Benefactor plus the ONE Consciousness.
Had an interesting discussion with my housemates yesterday. They
are far more open to the kinds of things that interest me most than I
would have thought. That suggests that it is indeed time to start
opening up and seeing how far I can communicate with others.
Sharing is not forcing ones beliefs on another. It is simply that
- sharing. The most precious gift that we can give is to share of
ourselves. At times, this is not the easiest of gifts to
give. Fear of judgement in particular can set in. The
admonition of spirit is to do it anyway. It is well worth it.
ONE consciousness animating us all. Yet, this ONE can only know
itself via what we experience. We are its hands, its eyes, its
legs, even its mind. Though, it seems, at a deeper level there is
only one mind as well. Reality creation is a matter of creating
the settings that are necessary for us to experience what we want to
experience both individually and collectively. Interesting that
the word "want" was used in that context rather than "need". The
word "want" is far more suggestive of choice being involved. The
word "need" implies that there might be some external factor/entity/law
that determines this. Though, we could indeed also be the
determiners of our own "needs" albeit typically at an other than
conscious level.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World