Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

4 April 2005

Well, not much musing for a weekend.  Oh well, it's like that some times.  We go with the flow and allow consciousness to express what she will when she will.  Sometimes she is prolific.  At other times there can be weeks if not months between expressions.  That is OK.  What must be expressed is indeed expressed.  Trust the process.  Also, trust that what works for you will work for others as well.  Yes, it will need to be adapted, but something similar will indeed work.  It is up to each individual to do the customizing, however.  Mass production is rapidly becoming a thing of the past.  We don't need thousands of exactly the same products or services.  We need products and services that can be tailored to the individual that need them or want them.  This applies to products and services in all areas.  Right now we have millions of people experiencing the same entertainment products on the radio, CDs, Movies, books, and TV.   Or do we?  How do we know this?  Are the experiences of each of these people even remotely the same having experienced these products.  Similarly, we have millions of people using the WWW each day ... most as consumers of information but quite a few as generators of information.  Yet, each persons experience in using the WWW is unique.  What sites are visited in what order and what connections are made as a result in the persons brain are all unique.

So, where is all of this taking us?  Watched the reverse side of the What the bleep do we know? DVD.  It had interviews with the creators and the main actors of the movie.  Yes, movie is the right term.  It is a very moving film, one that causes many people to really thing about what reality really is and how reality creation actually works.  The fact that many of the interviews in the film were with scientists adds some interesting credulity to some of the concepts.  This is not new stuff.  This is the perennial philosophy made mainstream in a film that is anything but ordinary.  Hopefully, it will open the floodgates for other similar and perhaps even more outlandish stuff.  It seems that many indeed are ready to awaken, they just need the right stimulus.  This is the kind of service that the media could be providing for us.  However, it will only do so if we employ it in the right manner and direct it to do so.  This we can do collectively.

Each day that we awaken is another opportunity for us to express whom that we are by allowing spirit to express through us.  That is an interesting way of stating things.  Each morning we awaken, and each night we return to our slumbers.  Why such a cycle?  And, why each day?  What is special about a one day period?  It corresponds with the earth's rotation on its axis.  Similarly, 28 days is a lunar month (28: The Man with the World in His Hand), and 13 lunar months is close to one year, the period of rotation of the earth around the Sun.  I don't know how long it takes for the Sun to rotate or even whether it has an axis of rotation.  Nor am I aware of what if anything the sun rotates around.  It is curious that there are 13 lunar months per year and 13 weeks per season.  13:Death is the number for major transformation.

Yesterday, my gas bill came to $22.56, the number of cards in the major arcana and minor arcana.  It was particularly curious because the gas pump started slowing down around $21.00 and stopped completely at $22.21.  It literally wouldn't pump anymore.  Typically, I top off my tank a bit, but this time it wouldn't let me do that.  I don't recall ever experiencing anything like this before.  Adding the $0.35 transaction charge yielded $22.56.  This is 44:The Master Organizer "to" 23:wayne.  It is also 2 "to" 56 = 54:LOVE.  Curious,  When a Man Loves a Woman plays as I write this.

My spiritual awakening experiences seem to be on a much larger timetable.  1993 => 1998 => 2002/3 => 2005.  The bold years were times where hospitalization was required.  It seems that we are missing two events 1995/6 and 2000/1, plus projected events in 2007, 2009/10, and 2012.  The first of these missing events corresponded to the creation of the Beyond Imagination website and the completion of the Beyond Imagination Notes.  The second of these missing event was a low point for the Beyond Imagination expression.  There were only eight musings per year for those years.  2007 and 2012 correspond with Easter birthdays.  I've expected for some time that these would be significant somehow.

But all of that is what has been and what might be.  What truly matters is now, what is happening in this very moment, where that is taking us, and what we are being moved by spirit to do.  Consciousness always expresses in the moment.  There is no other time that is real.  Actually, there is no time period.  Similarly, there is no space, but this is not how we typically perceive things.  We are locked within a space time prison and seem to have little control over it.  We navigate through this prison via appointments.  They may be appointments with destiny or appointments with others.  Either way, these create the space/time in which to interact with others.  We create the very space and time that we need to conduct our lives.

Is this what I want to be doing with my life?  This question just came to the forefront of my mind not regarding this expression but regarding the work that I do in my present job.  The immediate answer was NO!  Definitely not!  So, how do I do what I love to do other than by doing it.  The bottom line is that this is the only way.  Things will change when I change.  Right now, I am in control of my free time to a large degree, but only partly in control of my work life.  Thoreau had a quote regarding this: 

A simple and independent mind does not toil

at the bidding of any prince.
But what about a simple and interdependent mind, or even a complex and interdependent mind ... at what does it toil?  How does one become self-sufficient?  That is not a reasonable question.  In an interdependent world, there is no self-sufficiency of the parts, only of the ONE!  A better question is how does one become independently wealthy so that one is free to pursue the dictates of spirit in their life?  Yet, this is not a prerequisite either.  Trust that life is unfolding exactly as it needs to unfold to place you where you need to be when you need to be there.  You don't have to change the setting.  The relationships that you need are already there in your life.  It is up to you to nurture them and utilize them as spirit would have you do.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World