Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

26 March 2005 

Well, yesterday came and went.  We did a lot of work at the cabin in Idyllwild, but overall there was nothing particularly memorable about the 25/25/2005 day.  Then again, we did get The Mountain Astrologer magazine in the mail.  I learned that there will be a solar eclipse on my birthday this year, within 13 minutes of my birthtime (not accounting for the three hour time zone difference between Hawaii and California).   The odds of that happening are nearly 1 in 10000.  When you add the Neptune influences going on in my life over the past three weeks ... we could be in for quite an interesting two weeks through my 48th birthday and beyond.

Life is strange.  I never know what is going to happen next.  Further, I don't seem to be in control of what is happening ... clearly not consciously.  That is OK.  I'm starting to get used to it.  I've been living life on the edge consciously for over 12 years already.  In fact, the 13th year started the day after my last day at work prior to the current awakening.  Yes, this is indeed another awakening for me.  Though, this one is far easier than the prior two ... to date anyway.  Even though I am returning to work in two days, clearly, the current experience is far from over.  In fact, the sense is that its impact will far surpass the previous two.

Watched the movie Finding Neverland yesterday and this morning.  What a wonderful movie.  Johnny Depp was spectacular in his role.  Mr Barrie was clearly a genius.  To come up with a play like Peter Pan was a major accomplishment of the imagination.  We call this expression Beyond Imagination.  There is a reason for that.  The name came forth on the very first day of expression.  What does it mean to go beyond imagination?  What you can dream, what you can imagine, you can create.  But, that is all within the illusion.  What lies beyond the illusion?  What is the ultimate reality?  Hmm ... IM  A  GI  Nation = IM A 79 Nation.  This relates to the bar code from several weeks ago 79797 97979 = 79 five times.  This seems to relate to the 7 Rays expressed through the 9:Enneagram.  Five times would suggest that this is being expressed in five dimensions or on five planes of existence.  Interesting.  9 is also the Hermit.  The very shape of 7 and 9 are suggestive of a pattern of energy exchange.  7 clearly brings what is above down directly to earth.  9 stores energy from above and releases it in a more controlled manner.  The "o" in the 9 is a source.

Now, how do we interpret the rest?  IM  A  --  Nation.  What does it mean to "be a nation"?  512965 = 5/6/8/17/23/28 = The Man with the World in His Hand.  So, I'm a 79 Man with the World in His Hand.  But, that is not enough.  This expression is not Imagination, it is "Beyond Imagination".  What does it mean to go beyond this?  What is beyond the man holding the world of the seven rays expressed through the enneagram of man?  Something says to look to my ring.  In the middle is a big "A" in white gold formed from five small diamonds on each sloping side, 2 small diamonds in the middle, and a much larger diamond at the top.  Yes, that is 13 diamonds in all in a:
O
oo
o   o
o       o
o  o  o  o
o              o

Why an "A", and why did I know that this ring was mine when I found it in an antique store?  Examining my name, this is indeed the most frequent letter in my full name.  It occurs three times.

Wayne Ellis Hartman Jr

Hmm ... n, e, and l occur twice.  The other 10 letters occur only once. 

The figure above contains multiple Master Numbers within it.  11, 22, 33, 44, 55, and 11-11, 12-12, 13-13, 14-14, and 15-15.

A thought just came into my mind.  This is an "H" of twelve stones that has been reshaped due to the gravity of focusing on the large source that came into its vacinity.  H suggests Human.  A is alignment to Source/Spirit.  This is what "awakening" is all about.

                                                              O
o        o                                                 oo
o        o                                               o   o
o o  o o                     =>                    o      o
o        o                                            o  o  o  o
o        o                                          o              o

HA  HA  HA!  Curious, H is also I - I, to I's connected by a dash.   The A symbol is similar, except that the I's are slanted so that they connect at the top and in this case connect to a much larger diamond at the top.  H is two I's with hearts aligned.  A is two I's with hearts aligned to one another and souls aligned to source, to consciousness, to All That Is, to God, or to Goddess.

Wow!  This is an interesting line of inquiry.  Things are being revealed that have never been revealed here before.  Why should that surprise me.  This expression has been of that nature since the beginning.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

BEYOND IMAGINATION:  Creating the Foundations for a New World