Musings of a Spiritual Warrior
23 March 2005
Life goes on as it always
does. I never really know what to expect next ... what I will be
moved to do, what information will come my way, what connections I will
be moved to make. My life is still very much a solitary one,
though there are chinks in the armor where I am starting to allow
others in to various degrees. My uncomfortableness with social
settings has eased substantially. Though, I am still bored by
most of the conversation of others. One on one, things seem
fine. But, in a group setting ... I just don't get it. Yet,
there have been times when this was not the case ... two seminars with
Tony Robbins and one with Stuart Wilde. I still remember talking
to Stuart one on one at the end of the seminar in Taos. He asked
if people got it ... it was obvious that he was asking because he truly
believed they did not. That reminds me of a video tape with J.
Krishnamurti. He also reflected on the idea that in all of his
teachings throughout the world for many years, no one really got the
Beyond Mind experience. Can it truly be that rare? Am I so
isolated because I a so unique? Is this isolation self imposed
out of necessity or out of choice?
Just looked at the date. In two days, we will be at
25-25-2005. That is an interesting combination. This is the
2:Love/Wisdom ray and the 5:Concrete Manifestion ray on three levels,
with the final level centered twice to 0:Source. It will be
interesting to see what that brings. But, that is two days from
now. What matters is the immediate moment, and what we do in this
moment. The only time that truly exists is NOW. The only
place that truly exists is HERE. This is all an elaborate
illusion. Each of us is an alias played out by the ONE
consciousness. But, we are only fleshed out enough to allow the
moments to play themselves out. It is all an illusion. It
is all a play of light and frequency. Yes, a very complicated
play, but a play nonetheless. Everything is light.
Everything is frequency. The meaning that we attach to the play
of light is the only meaning that it has. Though, if we look
again, we will find there is ever more that we missed. Meaning is
embedded at many levels. It is there to be seen regardless or
depending on our level of awareness.
Well, I got a clean bill of health from my doctor today. I return
to work on Monday, the 28th after a three week mental health
absence. That seems suitable. 28 is the Man with the World
in His Hand. It is also the second perfect number. This is also
7x4 = 764 = God. Hmm ... I hadn't made that specific connection
before. I had associated God with the symbolism of the 28
card of the Tarot but I had not tied it to 7x4 before. This is
the Seven Rays expressed in the 4:World. It is interesting how so
many different symbol systems tie together in meaningful ways.
Interesting, but not surprising. They are based on a
representation of the same underlying forms, the same underlying beauty.
Where is it that all of this comes from? How is it that all of
this can come forth as it does? I've asked this many times
before. The answer is still the same. It just does.
How it happens is a mystery. It seems that it will always remain
so. That is OK. Mysteries are good. They keep life
interesting. They ensure that the extraordinary finds its place
in our lives.
It still seems that the world is shifting far more rapidly than it has
ever shifted before. Is that because I happen to be aware of
more? Or is it that world is truly a reflection of who I have
become, and I have become far more than I have ever been?
Connections, connections, connections ... everywhere connections.
Earlier, I was thinking that it was time to update or generate a new
recommended reading list. There are so many great new books that
have come out since the original lis in Chapter 6 of the Beyond
Imagination book was created. The Conversations with God books
including Tomorrow's God are a
case in point. The Celestine
Prophecy and Insights should be included as well. In
addition Deepak Chopra has some wonderful books. And that is just
the tip of the iceberg. Would I put the Beyond Imagination books in that
category? The immediate answer is no. They are not for
everyone. They are not written in the manner of the best sellers
that have such wide audience appeal. The sense is that the Beyond
Imagination books are my calling card. They are the key that
announces who I am. This key is meant to open a particular door
or set of doors. What that will be, I do not know. When it
will happen, I know not either. All that I can do is stay focused
in the present and do as I am moved to do.
I'm still wearing a silver unicorn on a chain around my neck. I
put it on over a week ago and have only taken it off to shower. I
got the unicorn several years ago but I don't remember from
where. Perhaps unicorns are somehow tied to the intense Neptune
vibrations that are impacting me at the present time. There is
something about mythical, magical creatures. Perhaps it is a time
when they can be manifest as well. Why not? Why is one form
of imagination any more or less real than another?
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World