Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

21 March 2005 

Not much of a musing yesterday, at least not in terms of length.  Oh well, what must be expressed will be expressed.  It is still not clear how others fit into my life.  What is my work to be?  What is my social life to be?  What is my private life to be?  Are these the only compartments of my life?  Clearly not.  Yet, if life is to be lived in the moment, how is it that there can be any compartments?  But what about living a balanced life?  Who says that balance has any real advantage or importance?  What would consciousness express next?  I am her arms, her legs, her eyes, her torso.  Through me she sees the world that she created.  How did she create these worlds ... through thought of course.  We too are self-aware thought forms experiencing the thoughtforms of the world.  Which thought forms do we experience?  The bottom line is those consistent with what we expect and what we believe to be possible.  Many things are possible, only some of which are probably to us.  As I wrote that, there was a car commercial where a waterfall was turned off as if via a faucet.

Everywhere that I look it seems that there is a new expression of light that is now manifest ... a darker expression of light.  It has no evil connotations but it enables a whole range of expression of light that was not possible before.  Actually, it may have been possible.  It is just that it was not noticeable in my world.   It seems that there are a rash of new products that are based on this dark side of the light.  It has to do with the shift of an age.  We are moving from the age of the Emperor to the age of the Empress.  Perhaps we are already there.  It seems that my task remains the same ... to observe what I am moved to observe and then to express what I am moved to express.

The world continues to shift at an unreal pace.  Surely there are others out there that see this.  Then again, what are others?  If everything is a thoughtform ... yes, including me ... experiencing thoughtforms as reality, then what is real?  Are there really others out there in our world?  Or, do we construct them to reflect to us what we need to see about ourself?  And, is there a world, a universe, a multiverse?  It seems that this truly is a very elaborate holodeck, and that we are self aware holograms within it.  So, where is all of this taking me.   I don't remember my last day at work and I have to think hard to remember the day and date of the week.  I'm less in touch with time than I have ever been.  At the same time, I am more focused and less tired than I have ever been.  Yes, I am awake and aware in ways that I have never been before.  But, this is not a peak of any type.  It is simply another way point, the third major one that I have experienced in my life since 1993.  With each awakening, we become more ... and as we become more, more is expected from us.  Ever, our task is to share of whom that we are in service to spirit and to the world.

I feel somewhat lost ... in a way that I have never felt before.  Literally, each moment is a new opportunity for something magical and miraculous to happen.  It is amazing how things unfold when you begin to expect the miraculous.  Indeed, amazing! 

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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