Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

20 March 2005 

Life continues to be strange.  Things don't seem to work as they are supposed to work.  It is as if logic has lost its grip on the world.  Perhaps this is only on my world.  I'm not seeing things in the same way.  I'm not reacting to things in the same way.  The sense of what is probable and what is possible is somehow heightened.  It is difficult staying grounded.  Yet, it seems that wherever I fly these days, that is grounded.  It might help to have an outer indicator to help assess my state of mind.  Astrology seems to do this, but I have little interest in learning the details of that discipline.  Though, if there were a way to make it easy ... and I know there is based on the summary cards that Gini had for psychology.  We have the technology to make things easier.  The movie The Matrix demonstrated that we have imagined that such can be, that learning can occur quickly and easily in a direct mind link.  The question seems to be about what is it useful to learn.  What connections do we need to make to come up with new music of the spheres.  Is that not what string theory is all about?  What combinations of strings in what order and at what magnitude or angles result in useful forms ... more than useful, ideal forms.  It seems that these are natural synergy points, places or combinations of light that are illuminated.

Something comes to mind ... you are not meant to material riches, only to spiritual ones.  Focus on that and all that you desire will be yours.  I've had my share of material riches.  But, I've been more focused on these of late, far more focused than I rightfully need to be.  What I need to do is do what I am truly moved to do in the moment.  Actually, it is not clear that I can do anything else.  What I need will come to me when I need it.  I don't need to worry about how this will happen.  I trust God.  I trust Consciousness.  I trust Spirit as she expresses in my life, and more than that, in all LIFE.  When it comes down to it, what do I really need to be happy?  I'm an information worker in an information age, and a spiritual information worker at that.  All I ask is for the environment most conducive to using my God given talents in service to God, to Spirit, to Consciousness, to the Universe, to the World, and to all Humankind.  But, is there not something that I want for myself besides interesting work?  Yes, meaningful relationships that are cooperatively interdependent.  I need to feel that I am a part of something greater than myself ... and greater than me and consciousness.  Having been a hermit much of my life, I don't have a lot of experience in this arena of life.  That is OK.  Everything in its proper timing.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne

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