31 January 2002
Wow, an entire month of writing every day. It has been a long time since that happened. There truly is a new energy present that facilitates this communication. My sense is that it is probably mirrored astrologically, but I haven't had time to check what energies have been trigger lately. It is great to be writing in this manner. There is something wonderful about following the flow of consciousness wherever it might lead. I am calm of mind and balanced ... yet, at the same time I am excited and exhilarated. There is a sense that I am discovering things that relate to the practical tasks of building foundations. So far, most of this has come through in terms of patterns of numbers and simple geometric shapes, but the sense is that these are indeed the building blocks used in the creation of reality ... especially physical reality. To date, it is not clear how practical these concepts and techniques are. I haven't actually observed them being used to create specific outcomes. But, there is a sense that these are some of the means by which consciousness manifest form. My sense is that chemistry consists of an alphabet of 112 characters (elements) and rules for how these characters can combine into words (molecules) and rules plus observed behavior for how these words (molecules) interact with one another. My patterns of numbers seem to have a similar corresponding order though I haven't expended the effort necessary to explore and determine what that might be. As above, so below comes to mind. This is how we can put our vast scientific and engineering knowledge to greater use in the service to spirit. We find out what these things correspond to in the spiritual domain, and learn how to apply them.
Spirit doesn't waste resources. Everything is done for a purpose ... ultimately, a purpose that is in the greatest good of all concerned. The Universe is manifesting perfectly. THE TRUTH: The Universe is a Growing God provides a wonderful perspective on the matter. I read it several years ago and was reminded of it by a realization related from a friend today. It is a beautiful expression of spiritual truth.
There is a growing realization that I am both rich and blessed. To some degree, we all are. But, as usual, most of my realizations apply to my self. Though, I do think that many of the things that apply to me apply equally to others as well ... maybe not in exactly the same way, but close enough so that we can relate. After all, our selves all spring forth from the same source consciousness. Do I have any proof of this. No, I just know it somehow. It has gone beyond being a mere belief for me, or even a strong belief for that matter. There are some truths that we just know. Though we need to be careful that these are indeed truths. Otherwise, we operate with blinders on; blinders that may impact our ability to see clearly. Don't get me wrong, beliefs have their utility. They are the primary means we use for constructing the reality we experience. We need to use them playfully, and explore what works and what does not by the resulting experience they bring into our lives. If we like what we experience, then we are probably on the right course for us. If we do not, we need to see what beliefs are involved in causing this experience and make the changes necessary to alter our experience. In the physical, this does not occur overnight ... there is a significant time lag between adopting a belief and seeing its fruits. However, the causal relationship is indeed there. First we believe, then we see it in our experience. Such is how reality works.
I don't know how to fully express how wonderful I feel right now. It is as if I am in the groove that is right for me at this moment. All the parts of my life seem to be working in ways that they never have before. Oh, I have had parts that were operating at very high levels ... but I have never felt this whole. It is as if I'm operating on all cylinders now ... though there is still a sense that I've only scratched the surface of what I can be and what I can express. However, realizing this potential requires translating this to what we can do an what we can express. The we being the plural of me ... and me working with others. Curious, my first two initials just happen to be WE!
It still amazes me to see how the symbols that relate to me personally can have so much meaning not only in a context limited to my self, but in a context that applies directly to society and the world as well. It is as if my life is somehow a miniature representation of the world. Yes, as above, so below again. How is it that everywhere I look I find spiritual meaning? Actually, the answer is simple ... because everything is spirit in expression. The driving objective now is how to facilitate this expression. That is why I am here, to help usher in a new age in which spirit is able to more fully express in flesh. How do I know this? I just do. It feels right to the very core of my being. Why is it that I need such a grandiose purpose? What can I say ... it just seems to be my nature. Besides, we'll see soon enough if I am right. Further, there are far worse things on which one could be applying ones talents, attention, resources, and time. Anytime people choose to be of service to others, the net effect on the world is positive. The greater the service, the more the benefit.
For me, the chief service is to spirit or consciousness ... and only secondhand to individuals and society. Though, I hope that people are benefited by what is expressed through me in these pages. At the very least, I've taken the time to document the excursions of a being exploring the unknown territory of consciousness. In this process, my mind was forced to go beyond itself so that I could experience new levels of awareness. My hope is that by sharing my experiences, thoughts, feelings, and states of mind; I can allow you to walk in my shoes so to speak ... and thereby sample something of what I experienced and perhaps even undergo an awakening or two of your own. This is all any teacher can hope for, to allow you to experience more of whom that you are so that you can be the best that you can be. And yes, one of my roles is to be a teacher.
The bottom line is that I have reached a point in my life where I do what I am moved to do ... for no other reason than that I am moved to do it. I have learned to trust that it is the spirit inside me that does the moving. My intuition is the tap to this source. It took some time to develop this and establish a true friendship, one that has not yet been mirrored with people in my world. As an Aries with Uranus in my 1st house, self definition and individual expression are extremely important to me personally. This should be obvious by the frequent use of the first person singular throughout these writings. I express what I know, believe, and experience firsthand. This is natural and easy for me. I must faithfully express whom that I am. That is the only expression worthy of my effort.
It is curious that while I express as an individual to an extreme, I am so concerned with creating the foundations for a society. In particular, a society in which I would want to participate and live. I don't really do that very much now. I definitely live by the principle be in this world but not of this world. Though, it seems that I may have overemphasized the second clause and underemphasized the first. Now, it seems it is time to right that and express in a more balanced and grounded way. The sense is that this is why some of the foundations that Beyond Imagination is attempting to build have remained in the clouds. It is time to change this expression so the the ideal that has been imagined can be grounded and made real. Deep down, I know what I need to do to bring this about. It is a matter of trusting my self enough to do it. Here again, as always, all I need to do is what I am moved by spirit to do. I will know what is right. Further, it has reached a state where the choice is virtually automatic.
It seems that one key is to start focussing on others and being concerned about them ... not just in the general sense of society, but in terms of being interested and caring about the lives of other individuals. I'm open to start doing this, but it seems that I have quite a bit to learn regarding how to actually do it. This is not where my natural interests lie. I am bored by the mundane aspects of life. So, the challenge is to find a way to do this that is in line with expressing spirit in flesh. There must be a way, and I am sure that I can find it. Besides, I'm sure that consciousness will attract the right people around me that will make this expression natural as well. There is a sense that I already know how to do this, and have done it in past lifetimes. It is simply a matter of rediscovering what I already know, and expressing it in this lifetime. I am excited by the changes that seem to be on the immediate horizon. I look forward to entering a new phase of my life that involves increased depth of relationships with others. I am sure that this will involve additional awakenings and increases in awareness as well.
It is time to start exploring what can be done when people cooperate and work together toward common objectives. To a limited degree, we see this in team sports. However, I have lost all interest in these. The synergy from a group operating together allows the group to achieve far more than the sum of the individuals acting alone. How much more is a magical spiritual principle. I understand this mentally for groups of individuals, but experientially for the WE of me. I have seen what can happen when one combines intuition and reason. The combination does far more than either can do alone, or both can do alone for that matter. Further, I have seen what happens when conscious, subconscious, and superconscious work together ones life. The creativity that is unleashed is truly phenomenal.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne