Once more we find ourself opening up to what spirit would express through us.  This is becoming a regular occurrance once again.  This is good in my eyes.  It shows that I am on purpose and following my bliss once again.  My world is starting to expand.  There is a sense that for the first time in my life, I have really started to stretch beyond the ideal to the real.  That is what manifesting in flesh is all about.  While dreams are still in our imagination ... they do not count; we need to bring it down to Earth. There is a sense that some of the patterns that I am discovering are keys to the expression of the spiritual in the real.  So far, it is only a sense since I have not found any practical ways to use the information yet.  That will come in time, of that I am sure.  It is exciting to think we are on the very edge of manifesting the ideal in the real.

00817-08659.  This begs to be interpreted as 8 x 17 surrounding the interval from 59 to 68.  Also, 59 to 68 surrounded by eight 17's.

in each of four dimensions.  The fingers to the real are 17:The Star.  The arms from the center out are 76 = 4 x 19:The Sun in one direction and 85 = 78 + 7:The Chariot Exalted in the other direction.  68 on its own is 4 x 17:The Star.  85 is 5 x 17 = the pentagon of 17:The Star.  It is curious that we have a multiple of The Star in one direction and a multiple of The Sun in the other direction.  Both of these in the physical are objects that give more than they receive. They give of themselves so that their light may shine upon worlds in their vacinity.  Stars are Suns, only more distant.  The total for each arm is 68 + 34 = 102 = 6 x 17.  This is the Star of David with each vertice = 17:The Star.

102 also comes across as 012 = 12:The Hanged Man who hangs upside down from one foot, and in doing so sees the world rightly.  This can also be expressed as 17 - 17 = 9 - (8 - 8) - 9 = 9 - 16 - 9 in each of three dimensions.  This is 16:The Tower in the center of each arm surrounded by 9's.  To keep the 102 total, however, we need to put 3 x 16 = 48:The Man in Search of More in the middle.  9 - 48 - 9  on each are yields 48 plus 6 x 9 = 54 for a total of 102.

I'm missing something here, but it is no use trying to force it.  102 is the triangle of 34:Eight of Wands, my Hearts Desire using w and y as vowels.  This card shows eight wands flying over the Earth heading slightly downward but not yet reaching the ground.  34 is also 22(16).  22 was my original Hearts Desire.  Something says to look at the 34th card of the Minor Arcana.  This is 22 + 34 = 56:The Two of Swords = Balance.  This is also the number of cards in the Minor Arcana.  56 is 2 x 28, a tie back to 228, the ALL CAPS total for my name.  In addition, this is the driver of my downward pointed 13 card triangle Tarot reading from 1994.

Noticed 4LBN704 on a license plate. For 12 to 14, 704 =  For 12 x 13 x 14, 704 = For 2184, G0D.  That's pretty direct, though I used a different method for interpretation.  Intuition is like that ... it ever seeks new paths of expressing.   Doing the same old things in the same old ways can only take you so far.  In exploring the unknown, we have to be willing to see things differently, make connections in new ways, and intepret things using new methods involving our whole brain and whole Self.

If it were simple, repetitive, and objective ... science would have found out about it already.  Intuition, by its very nature does not perform in that manner.  Spirit ever seeks to express as consciousness in fresh and new ways.  However, there are aspects about our reality that are objective ... that are the same to all observers.  The laws of physics, chemistry, and various other scientific disciplines come to mind.

As I'm writing this, I'm watching the movie Crimson Tide.  Denzel Washington just said:  "If we launch, there will be a nuclear holocaust beyond imagination."  It is always interesting to see when that phrase comes up.  The clock on my computer said 6:57 = 7:56 in reverse.  Yes, there it is again.  The universe confirming that a state has been reached by establishing a connection that I am moved to notice.  Beyond Imagination is 257654 94179512965 = 29 58 = 29 x 102.  29 + 58 = 87:The Hermit Exalted.  Curious that beyond has 576 = 7:56 from the inside out embedded in it.  29 is the number for light.

29 = 13:Death + 16:The Tower, the two major transformational numbers of the Tarot.  For a long time, I have considered numbers of the form x : 2x as triangle numbers with the first x corresponding to a single vertice, and the 2x corresponding to the two vertices in the back row.

There is a sense that this should be expressed with 13:Death in the middle and the 16:TheTower on the outside.  Further the Tower should be express in terms of 9:The Hermit, and 7:The Chariot.

From the 9's out we have 16 on each of three arms for a total of 48:The Man in Search of More, and a real total of 21:The World.  From the 9's in we have 22:The Fool Complete on each of three ideal arms for a total of 66:Queen of Pentacles.  It is curious that 2002 happens to be 22:66(88).

Something says we should also look at the experience from the 9's as the transition points between the real and the idea.  In particular, we should multiply the outer times the inner.  This yields 7 x 13 = 91 = 78 + 13:Death Exalted.  This is the freeway that is within two short blocks of where I live during the week.  I travel on it over 100 miles every week.

Never take more than you give comes to mind.  There is a sense from this picture that I am receiving 22 from the ideal on each arm and only giving 9 + 7 = 16 out.  There is still an imbalance.  I need another 7 tied to each 9 to make the outside greater than the inside.  That would yield 14:Temperance in each direction for a total of 3 x 14 = 42:Two of Cups in the real domain.  Just noticed 6-6-6:The Beast makes the outer expression equal to the inner.  Then all we need is one more step to start being "artesian".  The 91 freeway is the Artesia freeway.  An artisian well is one from which water flows without having to be pumped.  There is a sense that I have been in this mode since the Beyond Imagination writings started to flow forth in 1993.

The 13th card of the Minor Arcana is 22 + 13 = 35:Nine of Wands which I've always associated with spiritual inheritance.  Curious that I happened to be in my 35th year when the writings began.  I truly am living out the Tarot.  So, when Beyond Imagination was born in 1993, it seems that it added to the 6 - 6 - 6 that was already in the world.

This yielded 35 in each of three dimensions.  It took several 16:Tower experiences to wake up spiritually.

It took the 10:Wheel of Fortune to transform the 6 into a 16:The Tower.  This left the middle as 19:The Sun.  3 x 19 is the ALL CAPS version of my middle name = ELLIS.

Removing a 6 from each 19, allowed for another 16:The Tower experience on each arm.

Now, the 6 + 10 in the middle re-partitions itself a 9 + 7, a spiritual and a real component.  Actually, 9's are neutral components that bridge between the ideal and the real.  The resulting figure has 39 inside the 9 triangle and 39 outside the nine triangle.  39:Knight of Cups happens to be the midpoint card in the Tarot.

There is a sense that another arm should be coming out of the page, forming tetrahedrons.  This would yield 52 in the middle Tetrahedron, 13:Death in four directions.  Then we have 9:The Hermit in four directions for a total of 88 from the 9's inward and 88 from the 9's outward.  For many years I've sensed that the Tarot deck was somehow incomplete ... that there should be 88 = infinity above, infinity below cards rather than 78.  That would mean we are missing 10 cards.  There is a sense that this is the difference between the spiritual and the physical.  The missing components provide the unknown with an avenue for expression.  Note the third tetrahedron is 4 x 7 = 28:The Man with the World in His Hand.  The final tetrahedron = 4 x 6 = 24:Queen of Wands = "X".  This takes us out to the 13th card in each of the four real arms.  That is the 9 of each suit. Interesting, this is the how The Hermit manifests in the four suits.  One more step takes us to the 14th and final card of each suit.  That is 36:Ten of Wands, 50:Ten of Cups = Utopia on Earth, 64:Ten of Swords = renouncing thy will, and 78:Ten of Pentacles = Tarot Completion.

There is a sense that 9:The Hermit can only take me this far.  I have to take the leap from 9 to 10:The Wheel of Fortune to get any further. There is also a sense that each suit is proceeding in parallel rather than in series.  These suits represent the four dimensions of our lives physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual.  We are experiencing all four of these dimensions at the same time.  K Q Kn Pg A 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10.  Note that the sixth card of each suit is the 2.  The 2's are 28, 42, 56, and 70.  Just noticed that the 2's happen to occur at 2 x 14, 3 x 14, 4 x 14, and 5 x 14 respectively.  The first card in this sequence would have been 1 x 14 = 14.  It is curious that I choose to focus on the 2's.  None of the other cards would have yielded this multiple relationship.

We've seen 28:The Man with the World in His Hand; 42:Two of Cups many times.  The final two bring to mind 7056, a form of 7:56 that happens to be 84 x 84 = 7 x 12 x 7 x 12 = 7 x 16 x 7 x 9 = 7 x 9 x 112 = 7 x 1008.

Taking the leap from 9 to 10 would also mean going from 9 + 14 to 10 + 14 = 23:K of Wands to 24:Q of Wands.  Similarly, this would involve going from the King to the Queen in each suit.  37 to 38 results in Vision.  65 to 66 corresponds to the current year in base 88.  Hmm ... perhaps we have the direction wrong.  If we move from 9 to 8, we also get 8 + 14 = 22.  This is a form of 822 or 228 in reverse.  This is whom that I am in ALL CAPS.  22 and 8 also correspond to the 10's of each suit.  Actually, 8 doesn't.  There is a sense we have to at least 9:The Hermit to engage the world.  Beginning with 9 we start the cycles of 14.

It's interesting.  The more I look, the more that I seem to find.  It is amazing how many connections can arise out of a small number of symbols overall.  There are probably less that two dozen numbers that I would call characteristic numbers for me.  One of these is 25, the first two rays in my makeup.  As I write this, I am watching the movie Speed.  The bus that dominates the movie is number 2525.  It also happens to have 33:The Master Teacher in the window.

So, what does all of this have to do with the real world?  14 days = 2 weeks,  28 days = 4 weeks = 1 cycle of 18:The Moon.  The Moon + 14 = 32:Six of Wands = America = "I AM race".  Adding another 14 yields 46:Six of Cups, another number that has been of significant interest.  The Six of Swords is 60.  The Six of  Pentacles is 74:The Benefactor, one of the forms of G-D.  Interesting, but how can we use any of this in practical ways to enhance our lives or our world?  That is indeed the question, but I don't know that I have any real answers yet.  I trust that I will in time.  Usually, when I am ready to ask a question ... the answer is forthcoming.  Though, my sense is that it will come forth in what I am moved to do ... and not necessarily in words.

Over the past month, I have been learning a new language ... not from books, nor from teachers, but from inside of my own mind.  It appears to be a native language for me.  It is as if I already know it, and am simply remembering what I learned elsewhere in time and space ... or maybe even outside of time and space.

Hmm .... 25 25 is 5 x 5 x 5 x 5 a form of 5555.  Adding 9 9 yields 34 34, my Heart's Desire twice.  But 9 9 is also 3 x 3 x 3 x 3 a form of 3333.  Adding the two we get 5555 + 3333 = 8888 = Infinity in four dimensions, also from the Buddhist point of view, 8888(16) = moderation in four dimensions since 8 is the midpoint in base 16.

The more that is revealed, the more convinced I am that I am truly ready to make the next step ... even though that step will be foreign to all that I have been and done before in my life.  And, as I am, so is my world for the world is a reflection of what I am personally.  If I would have revolutionary change happen in my world ... I must be willing to undergo revolutionary change of myself.  This seems to be where everything is headed.  My life is comfortable at the present time.  But, I am not fully engaged in being all that I can be.  I know that there is more to life than this, that there is more to me than this.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne