Musings of a Spiritual Warrior

24 January 2002

Yesterday, we found that 37 and 39 were both very important as key numbers allowing 111 and 112 to be manifest in the same symmetric form.  We also saw that 37 is the number for spirit and 39 = 3 x 13:Death.  The number between these two is 38:Queen of Cups = vision.  My sense for a long time is that this is the vision of Beyond Imagination, tied to the 575 = "eye" at the beginning of my SSN.

38(16) = 56, so subjecting the vision to a 16:Tower experience yields the number of cards in the Minor Arcana of the Tarot.  2 x 38(16) = 70(16) = 112, the length of the real cycle and the 1000 completion of 888.  70:Two of Pentacles is the 528 card.

There is a sense that I have truly made a breakthrough.  Yet, at the same time, I sense that I am missing something important.  Oh well, I'm sure it will come to me naturally.  It always does if I simply allow it to happen rather than trying to force it to happen.  At least, such has been my experience to date.  This communication is natural and easy.  It is definitely not something that I have to work at.  It simply comes through as it would, revealing in the process whatever spirit would have me express.  To some degree, this requires that I make my mind a blank slate of sorts ... a medium through which this communication can take place.  I reach inward to a source that lies deep inside of me and somehow establish a connection that allows words to flow forth.  Yes, words ... for that is what I experience.  It is very rare that I get images of any kind.  Though, of late I have been moved to generate simple diagrams that connect numbers together in revealing ways.

We've reached day 24 of the month and the year, with no sign that the musings are to stop anytime soon.  This brings a sense of elation.  Serving spirit does that for me, and expressing in this manner is the best service that I can offer to spirit at this time.  That does not mean this is the only way, nor that it will continue to be a prime mode of expression..  However, it is a natural mode for me ... and as such is a valuable tool for spirit.

I am a wayshower.  As such, I must live as I believe and demonstrate this in all of my actions in the world.  My works are my legacy.  They provide a living example of how I would like to see individuals share and act within society.  They show what I mean by expressing spirit in flesh, and to the degree that I can ... explain how I experience consciousness and reality.  I can imagine what it must be like for someone encountering these musings and works for the first time.  I can see how they might interpret them to be the ravings of a madman.  For, the world I am describing, and the reality I am experiencing are indeed foreign ... as foreign as the cultures of different countries.  Only I don't have much to back me up, except the connections that I have been moved to make, and the observations I have been moved to record.  My mental/spiritual world is still a world of ONE.  I haven't really found any fellow explorers with whom to fully share this world.

Hmm ... it just came to me that those of us in this state are like 19:Suns or 17:Stars.  We spread ourselves out throughout the fabric of the universe and give ourselves sufficient room to play out our reality dramas and games.  We appear in one anothers worlds as shining lights in the firmament of the heavens.  Interesting.  This gets back to the idea of this being "Wayne's World" per the title of the movie.  Everyone can experience this on some scale.  To be a Sun or Star, one must have reached the critical mass where ones output is more than ones input.  That is, one must live by the principle never take more than you give.  This is how abundance is created in the world ... individually we must create more than we consume in terms of goods and services.  We can also do this as a family, and as a group for whatever organizations we are involved with.  The excess that gets created results in abundance for society ... so that there is more than enough to meet the needs of all.  This gets back to the social contract that we have talked about before.  Society must ensure that quality goods and services are provided in sufficient quantities and distributed fairly to meet the needs of all.  In return, each individual must do their best to develop and apply their abilities in a manner that serves society.  This requires some categorization and planning to get the right education to people and to position individuals where their abilities can be used effectively.

What if some people don't want to enter such a social contract?  Can the utopia exist in the midst of elements of the present world?  It depends on who doesn't choose to participate.  All of the players involved in the economy have to join in for the economy to serve society rather than to a great degree be its master.  We enforce this by applying the force of our collective market on any companies that want to do business with us.  Either they play in a fair manner, or they do not play.  As far individuals who choose not to participate ... it seems we need to ensure that we establish a fair way to exchange goods and services between those in the society and those outside the society.  This brings to mind the Harry Potter books again and needing to establish rules of right behavior between the "magical" folks and the ordinary Muggles.  Those who are "awakened" to the spirit within them are just as different from ordinary folks.

One of the key behaviors that becomes more conscious with awakening is cooperation.  We find that we cooperate to co-create the reality that we choose to experience.  Aggressive tendencies and the competitiveness are replaced by a sincere desire to help others wherever we can, and to ensure that our efforts are done in a manner consistent with overall good ... not because this is required, but simply because this is the nature of spirit.  Win-win becomes the natural way in which we interact in the world.

Two license plates blew me away and kept me occupied for a good part of my drive home.

4MDS777 = 444 19 777.  This comes across as 19 surrounded by three sets of 4 x 7 = 28.  This was particularly interesting because we spoke of becoming a Sun earlier in the musing.  28 is the second perfect number.  As The Man with the World in His Hand, this is as close to God as one can get.  As such, it represent a type of completion.  It is curious that the 28 completion of 19:The Sun, just happens to be 9:The Hermit.

M is actually 13 = 4 + 9.  So, the extra 9 we need for a forth 28 is already part of the symbol for the license plate.  It just needs to be shifted 2 places so that it can be added to the 19 in the center.  The result after this shift is:

7 ..................... 7
9 ... 19
7 ..................... 7

Expressed in each of three dimensions.  Note however that the pattern is not symmetrical.  In one direction from the center out we have 9 + 7 + 7 = 23:King of Wands.  However, in the other direction we have 19 + 7 + 7 = 33:Master Teacher. The total is 56.  The 9th card of the Minor Arcana is 31:Five of Wands = Youths Fighting.  The 19th card is 41:Ace of Wands = Wayne.  There is a sense that this is all real world expression.  The total in each dimension is 56.  The entire total is 28 + 3 x 28 = 4 x 28 = 112 the 1000 completion of 888.  The 9 - 19 breakout is one of the partitions that God makes of himself.  Note that when the 9 -19 functions as ONE = 28, looking out from the center we have 42:Two of Cups in all directions.  This number was important recently, but I don't remember in what context at this time.  That is one of the reasons that I find it so important to capture these discoveries as I find them.

4ABZ084 = 4128 0 84 = math 0 3 x 28.  84 was the total for the 7's from the last license plate as well.  Math was always my favorite subject in school.  And, you might say numerology is the equivalent of math in the spiritual domain.  4128 also comes across as 41:Wayne  28:The Man with the World in His Hand.  Z is also 26 = 8 + 9 + 9, so there are an extra two 9's hanging off of the first 8.

7 ................................... 7
9 ...... 41 ...... 9
7 ................................... 7

Looking out from the middle we have an ideal of 41 + 9 = 50:Ten of Cups = Utopia on Earth.  However, looking out from the middle we have a total of 57:Three of Swords = ELLIS from 41- 9 - 7 and a complete total of 57 +7 = 64:Ten of Swords renouncing my will for thy will.  The total real expression is 4 times 7 = 28.  The total ideal expression is 41 + 9 + 9 = 59.  This brings to mind my phone number ending in 1359 = the Death of 59.  What does it mean in the context of this figure. The expression from the 9's outward is 9 + 7 = 16:The Tower, and 9 + 7 + 7 = 9 + 14:Temperance = 23:King of Wands = wayne.

How is it that so many connections get tied to numbers personally significant for me?  After all, there are only about a dozen or so such numbers that regularly appear.  Perhaps it is because that is what I'm looking for ... that I have glasses particularly tuned to see and find such things.  Regardless, I still find it fascinating.

The complete total for the figure is 59 + 28 = 87 = 78 + 9:The Hermit Exalted.  That is how we get to the Death of 59 ... we follow the first two suits of the Minor Arcana to reach The Hermit Exalted state.  Note from the outside in this is 7-7  9  41 = 14-9  41 = 2341 = wayneWayne = 925(16).

228 distance to empty at 9:24(16) = 2340, a variation of the final hit count of 4230 for my old Beyond Imagination site. 4230 from the middle out is 23 40.  This suggests that I reached the 228 = 12 x 19:The Sun  state in 1998 when I was moved to create a new Main Page. This is the cube with edges of 19.

Arrived home at 9:28 after figuring out that this is exactly what was needed to complete the form from the first license plate above.  9:28 = The Hermit:The Man with the World in His Hand.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne


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