The writings continue ... every day since the beginning of 2002.  There is indeed a new energy in the air, definitely attributible to the 2 x 7 x 11 x 13 character of the year.  The Chariot and the Seven Rays; Justice and the Master Numbers; and Death or major transformation.  All of these indicate that we are on the verge ... no, have begun a new and higher degree of spiritual expression in the world.  It will be interesting to see how this unfolds over time.  My sense is that we will see rapid and dramatic changes on many fronts simultaneously.  But, they will be changes that make the world a better place to live, hence they will be welcomed ... maybe not at first, but once it is seen what the benefits are.  The saying "I'll believe it when I see it" comes to mind.  But reality creation reverses this:  you will see it when you believe it.  There is a sense that enough people will be believing it to allow it to manifest in a way that the masses can see, regardless of their beliefs.

How do I know this?  There is a stirring inside that will not go away.  It is as if a part of my mind/body that had not been used before has been activated.  At this point, I don't know what part or what function this part performs ... but this is not new.  I've seen other portions of myself reveal themselves primarily by the work that they do.  When I see myself doing new things in new ways, that is a sure sign that another part has awakened.  Then comes the task of discovering what it can do, and ultimately integrating it into my conceptual framework of self so that I can operate as the new whole that I am.  Interesting, the former Army slogan be all that you can be comes to mind.  As the self expands by finding more of its parts and integrating them, this becomes all the more important.  At any moment, this is indeed the best that we can do.  But, we must keep in mind that what we know ourselves to be is only a fraction of what we truly are ... and probably a small fraction at that.  It is amazing what we can do when we open ourselves, and fully apply our talents to whatever spirit would have us do.

At the moment, for me, this is this very communication.  Bringing forth words that convey ideas is what I do.  Realizing what these words mean to me personally is of primary concern.  However, I also care about what these words mean to others, and even to the world.  Interesting that word and world are so close to one another, the simple addition of an "l" between "r" and "d".  However, this makes all the difference in the world numerologically.

    word = 5692 = 5/11/20/22
    world = 56932 = 5/11/20/23/25

Hmm, this suggests cycles of 56 and 92 might be of importance.  Actually twice these numbers, 112 and 184 are even more significant as we've seen many times.  It is curious that word has the master numbers 11/11 = 22:Master Builder  in its makeup.  It's counterpart world has a 11/9/5 = 25 makeup.  The first seems balanced, while the later is obviously unbalanced.  Further, the world seems to hinge on 9 in the middle tied to 11:The First Master Number (comes across as source)  to the left and 5 to the right.  Isn't it interesting that 5 was the center of so many of the geometric figures of the past two weeks ... surrounded by an appropriate number of 9's.  There is a sense that to understand the world, one must be it, and organize oneself in the manner in which it is constructed.  11 / 9 / 5 is one pattern.  56 / 9 / 23 is another.  We've seen that the sequence 23 46 92 184 is highly important.  The fact that all of this is so intimately connected to numbers of direct personal importance to me ... is why I am able to bring any of this through at all.  It is in synch with the truth of whom that I am.  What I don't know is what it might mean for others.

    WORD = 23  15  18  4 = 23/38/56/60 = 3 x 4 x 5
    WORLD = 23  15  18  12  4 = 23/38/56/68/72 = 3 x 4 x 6 = 12 x 6.

There is a sense that the first corresponds to time ... 60 minutes in an hour, 60 seconds in a minute.  And, the second corresponds to space, the cube with edges of length 6.  Curious, this cube a has volume of 6 x 6 x 6, one of the forms of 666:The Beast.

Interesting that both word and world start with w, the 23rd letter of the alphabet.  This is 9 - 5 - 9.  Just noticed that my name wayne while starting with w = 23 is also 5 - 17 5 - 5.  22 as 17 + 5 is hidden in the middle.  This suggests that I have both the 17 and 5 nature within me.  I knew this before because 23, 41, and 68 are all in the 5 family. 68 is also 4 x 17, The Star grounded.  9:The Hermit is clearly the most characteristic part of my personality ... at least it has been to date.  The realization that 9 + 13:Death = 22 made it clear that this is the path of growth and completion for me.  The Hermit needs The Death experience to realize who he truly is.

On the way home tonight I thought about the names of the last two vehicles that I have driven.  For a long time, I have driven a Van = 22 1 5 = 22/23/28: The Man with the World in His Hand.  My present vehicle is a Windstar, my prior one was an Aerostar.  First, both of these end in star, which is the 17 card in the Tarot.

Aero =  1 59 6, which is 59 surrounded by 16:The Tower.  This is what I was driving in 1993 as well as in 1998, two of the major times when I underwent Tower experiences.  Actually, the 13 surrounding 99 in 1993 suggests that this was a Death experience as well.

Wind = 59 54, which is 59 + 6 x 9 = 41 + 8 x 9 = 9 - 41 - 9 in four dimensions.  Notice that this is 59 in each direction.

My work phone number ending in 13 59 = The Death of 59 is highly significant here.  But, now, this has multiple meanings. One path is to reach 9 - 50 - 9 in four dimensions.  This only requires adding one 9 to the center.  However, a whole new meaning is to get beyond combinations of 5 and 9 all together.  As I wrote this there is an intense shiver down my spine and a coldness in my right shoulder.  I'm definitely on to something here.  wayne / Wayne / WAYNE are all forms of 5 and 9.

I have never really used my middle name ellis = 5  33  91.  Hmm ... 5  33:Master Teacher  91:Death Exalted.  This is 129 = 13 x 9 + 12 = 13 x 8 + 25.  This is 13 - 25 - 13 in four dimensions.  Interesting that the middle would be 5 x 5, and happen to be the first two rays in my makeup.  Once again there are too many synchronicities.  There is a definite pattern here that would not be here if there were not an underlying structure.

ellis is also 5+3+3+9+1 = 21, tied to 2184 = 21 x 104.  ELLIS is 5  12  12  9  19.  This is 12:The Hanged Man twice between 5 and 9, with the 9 connected to 19:The Sun.  The Hanged Man in the Tarot hangs by his foot seeing the world upside down and by doing so seeing it rightly.

wayne ellis hartman jr
51755  53391  8192414  19
xxxxx   xxx

Each number is a length in years that one experiences the nature of the letter it corresponds to.  By this reckoning, I completed my second l in ellis at age 34 in 1992.  My 9:Hermit year started in 1993 when my awakening experiences began.  It should conclude in 2002, at which time I begin a one year expression of s = 19:The Sun.  Note, there are two more 9's possibly to be experienced, however both of these correspond to r = 18:The Moon, not i = 9:The Hermit.

8192 is interesting on its own.  It is a power of 2.  In particular 2 to the 13th.  The first expression in 13:Death dimensions.  There is a sense that this truly opens experience up into a whole new world.  There is a sense that each area of experience may have four dimensions, just as our physical world has three dimensions of space and one of time.  8192 is the first time we truly open into the spiritual realm in a manner that involves the free expression of will.  Prior to that, the spiritual connection is one way and not conscious.  We receive inspiration and can choose to express it or use it as we will, but we don't truly create spiritually.  Hmm ... then again, perhaps time is common to the four domains, so 13 would be the first time we can consciously express in every dimension.  When we consider that unconscious, conscious, and superconscious are the three modes of expression ... this would mean that we are finally able to express spiritually in a superconscious way.  Yes, that seems much more correct somehow.  Hmm ... this ties to 13 - 25 - 13 pattern for expressing in dimensions.

13 + 25 + 13 = 51:King of Swords = 3 x 17:The Star.  Adding 2 x 13 = 77:The Falconer = CHRIST.  Adding another 2 x 13 = 103 = 25 + 78 = The Knight of Wands Exalted.

There is more to discover here, but that will have to wait for another time.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne