16 January 2002
The first 16:Tower day of the year. Actually, counting as 1-365, it is the only pure Tower day. Wouldn't you know the first number that I saw today was 968, on a license plate of a car parked in a driveway exactly one block from where I live. This is the very number we discovered to be the starting point for cycles of 112 near the end of our musing yesterday.
I found out today that I was selected Aerospace Outstanding Contributor of the Year for 2001 by the Air Force organization that I work for. It is good to be recognized for what one does. Perhaps I can do something in my work for Beyond Imagination that is worthy of such recognition this year ... though it is not clear who might do the recognition, other than spirit herself. Interesting, and appropriate.
It seems that numbers and geometric shapes are not on the agenda for today. Some of you will probably find that as a relief, because they can clearly come across as if I'm speaking Greek as the saying goes. However, for me it is a natural language, even if it is only used to help me convey meaning to myself. My sense is that eventually I'll encounter others who understand and can converse with me. Until then I consider it to be a highly condensed language in which spirit converses with me.
I'm a writer and a scribe ... but it is not clear that I am a communicator. This requires that a message be conveyed. It generally involves intent to make a point. That is not the purpose of these musings. My only intent is to express what I am moved by spirit to express as faithfully as I can. My joy comes in experiencing what I can be through this expression. This primarily involves states of consciousness and levels of awareness. These are what matter most in my life. This has been true for a long time ... but especially since 1993.
Don't get me wrong, these musings are not aimless. Yes, they are stream of consciousness, but they seem to have an overall organization of their own ... not one that I consciously imbue them with. That makes the writings magical to me. They come from a part of me that I have learned to trust, but of which I am not consciously aware except via its creative output. There is a sense that this will change, and perhaps even soon ... when it becomes time for me to more consciously serve spirit in carrying out my life's mission. This does indeed seem to be the direction in which I am headed. The revelations of the past few days indicate that there is a natural process of evolution of consciousness taking place. I don't really know how to explain it. My life and Wayne's World seem to be a miniature form of the world at large. As the Hermit in my spiritual world, I still am very much alone, having very few interactions with others. This is a my natural form of expression ... it has been all of my life. Much of the realization of the past few days deal with experiencing the multiple dimensions of the world with the sense of 9:The Hermit. This is appropriate as 9 is the completion number in numerology.
Clearly, I live in a world of my own making. In very real ways my world conforms to the structures that I have imagined. Yes, imagined ... because they did not exist before I started to believe in them. At the same time, it seems that I am discovering the structures and nature of a spiritual world that is already there, embedded in every aspect of the consensus world. I do this by choosing to spend time listening to what would come forth from inside of me. I believe the source to be spirit, the ONE consciousness that animates us all. Can I prove this? No. If I could, I wouldn't need to believe. However, there are far too many connections and synchronicities to believe anything other than that there is a highly orchestrated plan at play creating the reality that we can experience.
This site is called Beyond Imagination. That is the name I was moved to give to the entire endeavor shortly after the writings began in 1993. The surface meaning is to make things that were only imagined real. That is what creating the foundations for a new world is all about. I'm starting to do this in ways that I have never done before in my own world. The connections are happening so fast, that while I see many of them consciously, I am only aware of them in the moment ... and then move on to the next, and the next, and the next ... My memory has always been nearly the opposite of photographic. In fact, I have probably gone out of my way to refuse to consciously remember all but a few things. I have always trusted that what I needed to know would surface naturally. That trust was founded on observations of how my mind seemed to function. Observation has always been a major factor in my life, especially self observation. You might say that this is what makes me whom that I am, allowing me to experience life as I do and to express spirit in the manner that I have. As far back as I can remember, I have always had the ability to know the truth when I saw it ... actually, read it for the most part. These writings provide a means of reading what spirit would have me know. It is still strange to be reading the truths revealed in this manner. There is something special about being able to rely on an inner source to unveil such information.
It is time to start making connections with others. Perhaps that is what 16:The Tower today is all about. Jumping out of the lightning struck tower into a new way of experiencing and expressing. This seems to be the third tower experience moving us into the fourth digit of expression in hex. 16 x 16 x 16 = 64 x 64 = 4096 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2, yes 12 twos multiplied together. Hmm, this also comes across as 0964 from the middle circularly to the right. This is just four steps from 968 discovered yesterday. That would have been 21:108(112). 21 x 108 = 21 x 104 + 21 x 4 = 2184 + 84 = 2268. 22:68(88) = 2004, two years from now. This clearly comes across as 24 = X.
8888(16) = 34952 = 9:43 - 9:52, span of 9, centered at 9:47 - 9:48. If 9:25(112) = 2001, then 9:47(112) = 2026 and 9:48(112) = 2027. This would be my 68 and 69 year. This happens in 23:02 and 23:03.
That's enough of the numbers. I need to allow the brain to function and make its connections before more can be revealed. This takes quiet time on my part. For me, that is quality time. I don't have any physical kids, so these creations of consciousness in a very real way are my children. I love them and nourish them and allow them to grow as they will, very much as one would do for physical children. That is how I look at it anyway.
There is great joy in allowing spirit to express. Being actively involved in the reality creation process results in a real natural high. You might say that I am intoxicated by spirit. It is interesting that I have always avoided the consumption of spirits ... I can't stand the taste and smell of alcohol. Part of this comes from a knowingness that I am to experience altered states of consciousness naturally, and alcohol would just get in the way.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne